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Title: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 21, 2016, 11:01:42
Reckon I decided to do a dream journal. I've been fairly successful avoiding lucid dreams lately but that's only because they can physically wear a person out. However since coming on these forums and studying a bit I decided to let them back in. I'm glad I did. Mom passed away 3 years ago and I seemed to have lost contact with her. It happens that way sometimes when people pass over. So it's only appropriate I start this journal with this one as the timing is perfect.

Thursday  August 13,2016


Was driving the old blue Buick down the highway when I hit a bump in the road. The car served off the road flying across a ditch and into a yard nearly hitting a beautiful young Oak tree. Only the car came to a rest a few feet away. Spotting an old clapboard house and barn I got out to make peace with the residents.

In the way of dreams I noticed the dirt yard and the dying/dead flowers at the base of the oak. The place looked like it had been abandoned for many years but also like someone cared for it still. What grass grew was freshly mown and what leaves there may have been had been raked away leaving trails in the dirt. Though any paint on house or the barn had been long since bleached away by the sun there was a notable cleanliness and order. I turned thinking I should go tell dad I nearly wrecked the car.

That's when I felt her (mom) brush the hair from my temple and as I turned I became aware in my dream. We were now standing in a room reminiscent of a nursing home. Mom showed me a self-portrait she had been working on. She was giddy with excitement. As she showed me I noticed a television monitor also showing her portrait alongside an old photograph. Two ladies were in the same shot updating everyone on the progress of the residents. They were talking about mom and how far she had come and how she had almost completed her portrait but still had a ways to go. I glanced down at the portrait I held in my hand and noticed the two ladies were being recorded live right in front of me.

One of the ladies (long black hair with a white skunk streak) leaned forward over the desk and told me, “I know you, we used to be Blossoms together.” I realized I did know her from somewhere, she reminded me of an aunt I haven't seen in a long time but I don't think it was her.

I turned to survey the room seeing a number of others displaying their photographs and their self-portraits in various stages of completion. It was like they were carrying around holograms of their progress and no one seem embarrassed by their efforts. Some portraits still had a ways to go being very ugly, twisted and mangled, not matching their photographs at all – yet. I saw dad briefly, he was not as solid as the rest, almost like a watercolor of him. I had the thought he was also dreaming but he didn't see me.

Then I heard, “time to go back(?)”

Then we were in cars going somewhere. Mom and I went together with mom driving. She was so happy to be driving, doing something normal. I let her drive although I thought she was going a bit fast and being careless. She couldn't hurt us here though so I relaxed. We were in the old blue Buick. She hit a bump and off the road we went nearly smashing into the same Oak tree as I had at the beginning.

Only this time there were lot's of people there. The grass was green, the leaves were green, flowers grew in beautiful colors. There was food and sunshine and most remarkable, I knew so many of these people. And I saw dad, don't know how he got there but he was barely solid enough to see. I went to get his attention by tapping his shoulder. Just time I touched him he poofed in a light green mist of smoke. I thought perhaps he roused himself with a snore.

A lady there saw the look on my face and said, “It's okay, we're used to this, we've all been here a time or two. You too.” I turned to look at the old car and poof. The experience ended.

My thoughts: In this dream I did not make any attempt to manipulate or change anything. I just let it happen. I was happy to see mom on her way to recovery. And more than that seeing how we are given a chance to heal and fix our own hurts was an amazing experience. I was totally delighted to see my dad in the dream. He is a alive and well but I see him slipping everyday. I do believe he too was sleeping and dreaming when I saw him. Whether he remembers it or not I am really glad he got that chance to see mom. I have a lot more thoughts but this post is quite long enough.

Although this is meant to be a journal for me I am very open to comments, questions and opinions.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: LightBeam on August 22, 2016, 06:02:01
I've been fairly successful avoiding lucid dreams lately but that's only because they can physically wear a person out.

That might be due to your belief that one must spend energy in order to experience the NP. For me, it energizes me. I feel like I draw raw energy from there directly and I feel great the next day, not to mention the emotional excitement from whatever I experienced.

Your dream was very detailed and it showed progress for the participants. I'm glad you got to see your mom. My dad passed away 10 years ago, way too young and that was the most painful thing I had to go through. I thought the pain was almost unbearable. But then thanks to my ability I have been seeing him frequently during my APs. He is happy and he is watching over us. Experiences with deceased loved ones are always so special and emotional. I hope you get to meet her again during your adventures.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 22, 2016, 10:32:29
Thanks LightBeam for your kind words.

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That might be due to your belief that one must spend energy in order to experience the NP

No, honestly it's because I have been having LDs since childhood to the point of physical exhaustion. I've only had the paralysis part of sleep paralysis a few times in life. Normally I am able to move quite freely so I think the exhaustion is a totally physical thing. But when I do have the paralysis thing I have noticed I am not as tired so maybe that is something else that can be looked at from a scientific pov.

I've actively shut down my extra sensory perceptions during various phases of my life just to ground myself. Till coming across this forum I didn't have a clue others were even into all this stuff. I just thought I was weird.  :-) :roll:

Sorry to hear about your dad passing so young. I don't know what's worse losing them young or watching them go day by day as they age. My mother's passing was a blessing, she was in so much pain and torment. Seems you have a highly developed ability. You made me smile talking about your dad. It's a good thing.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 28, 2016, 23:36:43
Interesting! Today I was reading another thread (Star Seeds and ETs)and followed a link to a youtube by Delores Cannon. In that video Delores talks about having to experience all life on planet Earth and she talks about the plant kingdom. And suddenly it made sense. Here's a quote from my original post up top.

"One of the ladies (long black hair with a white skunk streak) leaned forward over the desk and told me, “I know you, we used to be Blossoms together.”

Love it when a puzzle piece finds a home. :-)


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Phildan1 on August 28, 2016, 23:38:25
Interesting! Today I was reading another thread (Star Seeds and ETs)and followed a link to a youtube by Delores Cannon. In that video Delores talks about having to experience all life on planet Earth and she talks about the plant kingdom. And suddenly it made sense. Here's a quote from my original post up top.

"One of the ladies (long black hair with a white skunk streak) leaned forward over the desk and told me, “I know you, we used to be Blossoms together.”

Love it when a puzzle piece finds a home. :-)

Well we got a coincidence today, it seems, we got some answers. :)


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 28, 2016, 23:46:56
Well we got a coincidence today, it seems, we got some answers. :)

Haha, now if I can just find the significance of a diamond wrapped walnut. :-)


Title: Re: Nameless' Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 29, 2016, 03:01:39
Sunday,  August 28, 2016  LD - AP

I was caring for young children in a home daycare setting. We were outside when a father showed up with his little girl. As I was working a garden with some of the children I could hear the father and another daycare worker discussing his little girl. Looking at her I could see she was somehow trapped in her head. (I know that might not make sense).

I touched her arm and told her I would help her. Then we were in her dad's car. She was all buckled up and I began digging around on the floor. I found a walnut. The walnut was encased in what looked like a diamond ring. There two bands, one going one way around the nut and the other going the other way. The diamond or crystal was at the center where they crossed. I felt this walnut had something to do with this child's problems and I showed it to her. I could tell she recognized it and reached for it. I woke up before I could determine what to do with it or how to help her.

I really want to help this child. Anyone have ideas what the walnut could mean?

 







Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: LightBeam on August 29, 2016, 03:12:47
Interesting dream. Was the walnut with the shell, or just the edible part?


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 29, 2016, 03:15:44
The nut was still in the shell with the ring around the shell.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: LightBeam on August 29, 2016, 03:26:33
To me the symbolism here is that in order to find the seed (find answers, achieve accomplishments, etc), first the hard shell needs to be broken (a difficult task)


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 29, 2016, 03:32:10
To me the symbolism here is that in order to find the seed (find answers, achieve accomplishments, etc), first the hard shell needs to be broken (a difficult task)

That makes sense LightBeam. I hope I get the chance to work this one out. I also wonder if showing her the nut was the right thing to do as that is when I woke up.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: LightBeam on August 29, 2016, 03:36:12
I also wonder if showing her the nut was the right thing to do as that is when I woke up.

Yes, definitely! You have revealed in a way what exactly is the task.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 29, 2016, 03:39:35
Thank you so much. Sometimes another mind is all it takes to help see things clearly. :-)


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Szaxx on August 31, 2016, 17:35:03
Diamond covered walnut indicates you are using your whole self in an ambitious way that may seem off to others. You also are using great amounts of your time to do this and see it through.
I hope the walnut stays solid. You don't want to crack it, that symbolises failure.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on September 01, 2016, 02:15:51
Thanks Szaxx, that's a whole nother way to interpret the walnut. I was thinking it applied to the little girl. But if it applies to me I need to polish those diamonds. Thanks hon.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on September 07, 2016, 04:59:47
Monday, September 5,  2016

Met a very impatient man. Apparently a natural calamity had left a number of people without homes. A local hotel had put them up for a night or two till they could make other arrangements. He was raising a fuss over not having decent beds and housekeeping not seeing to their needs. The hotel had put his family in a loft space and given them enough covers to make pallets on the floor.

He had not fully grasped the situation and basically was showing his butt and being very selfish. Calming him down by pointing how hard the hotel and staff were working to provide shelter and food (without profit) to large number of homeless people didn't take long.

I was going to suggest he and his family pitch in and help others less fortunate but I was pulled away to do some reading.

"This was a very long time ago..." As I was reading I could hear the book character actually saying the words. There were a couple of words that seemed like non-sense. One was liminery. I think that's right but never heard that word before.

Merriam-Webster says; French - Define liminary: placed at the beginning (as of a book) : introductory, preliminary..



Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on September 26, 2016, 21:44:54
This is a projection I have wanted to share for quite sometime. I want to share it to show how very real a projection can be and how very informative and they can be to your waking physical life. I'm skipping the 'how I got there' part as to me that is the least important. I think of this projection as

THE BEAUTIFUL DREAM

I was out walking with my family. It was the most incredibly clear sunny day I have ever seen. The sun was bright and warm and smelled like liquid heaven. A gentle cool breeze delicately wrapped around our arms and faces as we walked. I could feel it's tickle across my skin. There was my husband, our 4 children, his parents and my parents. We were walking up a hill alongside a long country road. I could smell, feel and taste the breeze, the sunshine, the flowers, the tar from the road. My senses were hyper-clear. I could see quite clearly off into the distance in perfect detail.

As we walked up the hill I sometimes ran ahead and sometimes linger behind wondering at the beauty. I reveled in joy seeing my father-in-law walking with my mother-in-law. He had already passed over a few years prior and she had been wheelchair bound since long before even then. They were happy and content holding the littlest boys hand and talking with a beautiful young woman I recognized although she had yet to even enter our world.

My parents walked and talked and for that blessed day my own mother was completely pain free. There beside her was dad as he walked so proud and he too wondered at the immense clarity and purity. I could see that in his crystal clear blue eyes. The little boy also not yet having entered our world relished the running and playing and back and forth as he ran between his two sets of grandparents, often slowing down to hold hands and giggle.

Up ahead, just over the top of the hill we heard a train whistle and could feel the rumble of the train racing along it's tracks. There were voices too, a rhythmic singing, an occasional shout and the blows of hammers. I ran ahead leaving my family to their leisurely stroll. At the top of the hill I paused to look back at my family in wonder. In front of me a work crew were working away on the train tracks doing general maintenance repairs and way down around the bend I could see smoke rising from the approaching train engine and hear the lone whistle calling long and low.

The workers cleared the track and scooted off to take a lunch break and I noticed him. He was my guide, waiting on the other side of the tracks. I quickly ran down and across the tracks to meet him leaving my family to wait for the train. I knew he had a message for me. Catching up to him I admired the form he had taken, that of a tall elderly black man. I wondered why that form, he had used it before. I thought back to when I was young and remembered a couple of black men I had admired. They were good people with lovely souls and one of them had had a rich soothing voice that just made you want to listen. I smiled, understanding.

We sat a ways down below the train track in the shade of huge oak. He told me, "that is your family, the way they are before and after. And you might want to keep those covered, you'll be needing them soon." I looked down, horrified, to see my blouse was undone and blowing in the breeze. Hurriedly I buttoned up feeling embarrassed not knowing how that had happened. My guide smiled gently telling me, "It's perfectly natural, nothing to be ashamed of or embarrassed about. They're waiting for you." I turned and saw the caboose passing by and my family waving from the other side. My guide had gone.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on September 26, 2016, 22:05:49
Additional notes about the above.

Father in Law had already passed over.
Mother in Law was wheelchair bound and passed a few years later.

The littlest boy had not been born yet and came into this world as a complete surprise (sort of) shortly after this.
The young woman is my daughter, born a few years after this. I saw her on many occasions since I was a child myself.

Mom has now passed and dad is still hanging on.
There was an incredible amount of depth to this projection/dream from the five senses to the knowing.

I in no way tried to control the elements. Doing so would have most certainly ruined the message that was being passed along.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on July 28, 2017, 03:34:32
Wow, I've been looking at the latest dream journals and wondered whatever happened to mine. Tickled I found it, looks like I'm falling down on the job. I just reread the above and realized something. Back then, when I wrote the beautiful dream I had yet to fully realize that I had indeed met any of my guides. And yet, up there, I knew immediately. Either that's a pointer to my disorganized mind or... idk.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Xanth on July 28, 2017, 13:22:22
Stickied for motivation to post!  :)


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on July 30, 2017, 00:33:18
Thanks Xanth :-) I tried posting here yesterday but my connection was lost. Now I can't think what it was - so much for motivation, :-(



Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on May 07, 2018, 01:43:38
I'm so bad at this, haha.

Last night had an interesting introduction to how hypnosis really works on a sort of cellular level. I was in an astral classroom (so to speak). An instructor brought in a table to use for demonstration purposes. There was a large board propped up on the table. The side facing us had little baskets and he passed out large linen napkins and washers.

After a while he turned the table around and showed the other side which had some various contraptions attached to the board. I understood the hypnosis was already in full swing and wanting to observe rather than participate I blinked out.

I found myself in a parking garage with some creature in a car trying to basically kill myself and another there. The other person was directing dogs to attack. But one of the dogs was the real dog. The others were projections. It got weird but was all an exercise in actually using hypnosis.

Then I blinked back into the classroom where the others were throwing their napkins (tied to a washer) into the little baskets on the other side of the board. They were easily able to ring the baskets. I and the teacher communicated silently a bit. Then the other one from the garage and the little dog showed up and I cuddled the little dog on the couch for a bit and was offered a drink.

Interestingly I could read perfectly the words on the labels. I had a choice of Orangey Orange soda or Tequila. I passed on both and chose a cup of water.

About hypnosis. It is really just a way to convince ourselves that we can do all the things we can do anyway. Because in truth we can do anything.

Hugs


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on May 14, 2018, 05:37:59
Really wish I could come up with a better name for this journal. Because not everything is a dream. Oh well, something will come to me.

Last night once again I found myself sharing another's essence (so to speak). This lady and I go back a ways. I know we have a special bond but I don't know why. Not sure it even matters. I haven't mentioned her before now because., well, I just haven't.

She is a tall slim lady with ebony skin. Has a very regal bearing and lives on an island with her tribe/family/neighbors. She's quite lovely, contemplative and has some major hidden powers that she herself does not understand. But everyone around her looks up to her as well they should. She's quite the inspiration to me as well.

So last night I am in her mind. I always tread very lightly when I do that although I still don't know why I do it at all. She's hot because it's very hot on the island, hotter than ever in memory. A communal 'sleep' pavilion has been set up in the coolest area on the island. Anyone can go there to catch a few winks since it is so hot everywhere else.

She goes to the pavilion to lie down and her husband goes with her. They keep a bit of space between them due to the heat. He says, "What is it, you seem distant again." (don't know the language but had no trouble understanding) She tells him she just feel something, not bad not good, just something.

Now the thing is she is sensing my presence. She knows I am there but she doesn't fully understand. She doesn't know how to explain this to her husband or anyone else. For my part, I am reluctant to reach out too forcefully. I don't want to upset her or me. It's really kind of mind boggling because just as I seem to randomly visit her she also seems to randomly visit me.

I'm hoping whatever is going on here is also coming to a head (so to speak) in her mind as well. Perhaps eventually we'll be able to connect with more control over our apparent symbiotic situation.

When I pulled away from her mind she turned and looked around. She was fully aware I was leaving and seemed to feel as sad as I did.

Have any of you experienced anything like this?


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: EscapeVelocity on May 14, 2018, 13:48:43
I am coming to the point of calling it “My Seemingly Endless Variety of Experiences” Journal...the last few years, I have practically given up on the idea of categorizing this stuff in any way...any time I think that I have, then even newer experiences are introduced.  :-D It seems to be equal parts of me having certain realizations and then, accordingly, new experiences or memories are introduced or emphasized.

Nameless, what you describe strikes me as an obvious “parallel life” kind of experience; I have nothing equivalent to compare (the closest being my Fieldtrip), your description being so good that only some of Lumaza’s experiences come to mind. Late last year, along with an experience I shared with you, I also had a brief, snapshot memory/experience of an off-world life I shared with Lumaza but it was nothing more than that, very brief, maybe five seconds. I wonder that my experience wasn’t triggered because I had recently finished the second book in the Frank DeMarco “Rita’s World” series that expanded my thinking on past lives, parallel lives and a more complex understanding of how souls and oversouls are possibly composed and existing.

So, of course, a few questions-

You’ve had this experience how many times and how far back?

You say she has been “in your head”...care to elaborate? How did you notice her presence and what thoughts did you take away from it? Why do you think she was there?

Thank you for digging in and sharing at this deep a level. Luv




Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on May 15, 2018, 02:30:20
Hi Ev, we do share a lot of similarities and you and I both have a lot of questions. You're so much better at pulling this stuff together than I am. I operate mostly on feeling. Not that I don't have any sense to go with it, lol.

I like your journal title - you should go with that it's awesome. ~v~

You’ve had this experience how many times and how far back?

I came into contact with her in 2013. How many times is difficult to say as sometimes it's me visiting her, sometimes it's her visiting me.

You say she has been “in your head”...care to elaborate? How did you notice her presence and what thoughts did you take away from it? Why do you think she was there?

In my head is the same as I was in hers in the above exp. Astral Projection/Dream. Only I'm awake and she's projecting.

She seems ancient on some level although her physical self is mature but not old. It's like she has two aspects, one being higher and that one seems to be directing these events. Perhaps trying to form a chain or correspondence of some kind. The Higher being wants me to tell her story but as of yet I don't know her story.

Maybe they are two separate beings. The Higher one began badgering (not really) me to tell stories back then and I think it has led up to me learning to listen/perceive so I can tell this one. Who to and why I don't know.

Looks like I've made a mess of those explanations up there.

We need to be sharing on a deep level. We aren't going to get anywhere as long as people are afraid to face the fear and dig. Hugs and Love right back at Cha.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: EscapeVelocity on May 15, 2018, 14:50:29
In my experience, the "Who to and why..." doesn't necessarily matter...it's simply going through the process and the unfolding awareness that results, is what is being asked of me...that is the learning...it is confusing for me and usually takes weeks and months to put any workable answer together, and even that can change over time.

So, in order to dig a bit deeper, I will try and dip a toe in the water and swirl the colors around, hoping a snapping turtle doesn't remove my toe for me...

In your experience, you relate the idea that two beings or aspects may be operating within your awareness. Your description makes me think of a Richard Sutphen book I read some thirty years ago which introduced me to a variety of, and more complicated possibilities of just what the "soul" may be. The Rita's World books that I read last year added to this thought-train.

Early in my life I figured that I was one singular soul, reincarnating through a linear series of lives, with a theory of Karma either thrown in or not. Then the idea of non-linear lifetimes was introduced, even parallel existences; okay, I incorporated that. Then came the idea of an over-arching Oversoul that "my" soul was somehow a part of. That became a bit problematic since I was already dealing with the issue of my present lifetime Ego which really resisted the idea of it's dissolution at death :-o; now I had to contend with the idea of the possible sublimation of my idea beyond the Ego, that of my idea of my Soul being somehow subsumed within a greater Oversoul or a "greater community" of some sort. My actual place within the Multiverse appeared to begin fading at the edges...

Now comes the DeMarco/Rita's World perspective that posits the idea that we are all not souls but actually little experimental combinations of "splinters" of previous successful incarnations, additive personalities and new attempts to complement the experience of the Soul/OverSoul. If we are successful, if we become fully defined/actualized/realized...then we continue, but always as part of a recognized greater being, so to speak. If not, if we utterly fail...then our "splinter" material dissolves back into the soup. The "splinters" are what give us these half remembrances of previous lives, because that is exactly what they are taken from, for whatever the reason they were chosen. The memories are not actually ours, except in an indirect way, but we sometimes tap into them. Genetics also ties into this.

At the same time, the Soul/OverSoul is experiencing multiple, maybe hundreds of lifetimes and with our individual psychic development we can tune into one or more of these either accidentally or by practice. Apparently it seems to be part of our development, as in this case with Nameless. Or maybe, it is an indication that you have actualized and are now at the next level, experiencing from an additional level, slowly beginning to understand how it is experienced from a minor perspective of the Soul/OverSoul level...? (Don't let that go to your head. Lol)

Personally, I have a slight issue with understanding the limits of my personal "being-ness". I do accept that all of Physical Life adheres to a certain framework and hierarchy- Orders and Phyla and Species, etcetera. It makes perfect sense that the Multiverse and the Non-Physical operate similarly, along with the concept that we are all somehow parts of a higher being (God/Source, eventually), and that may include many degrees and orders.

I guess the fear is loss of identity somewhere within it all. It's funny in that when I am in the Void, I have no problem with letting go and dissolving into nothingness; it is so relaxing and easy(I would take an hour of that over a two week vacation, lol).

You wanted thoughts, so there are some... :wink:

You didn't make a mess of those explanations...you explained them just fine. I know how, when I go to type out an experience, it is so understandable in my mind, and yet I freeze up over the keyboard, not knowing how to even begin, the language just isn't capable...been there many times.

Okay, so let's drill down on a point of interest that I have...You state that you became aware of her presence while you were awake? I find that just slightly amazing...please describe that...How did you become aware of her presence? Did your memory somehow alert you to who she was? What did you think and what did you feel? Not to your degree, but I have slightly felt the mental presence of others-you, Szaxx, Lumaza, Lightbeam and some "others"...very faint, but just enough to make me think...

I wonder that the "higher one" isn't the Oversoul in your context...just an idea maybe. A Higher Self that shares the two of you? Is the Ebony one a previous/alternate/parallel lifetime...a "splinter"?

I have fully given up on the idea that we are to figure all of this out, in this lifetime. Maybe we are continuously challenged to just take it as far as we can. What fun!

EV




Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on May 16, 2018, 00:49:11
So much to think about. Some of the ideas you've posted I've come across before about the soul matrix (past lives, karma, over-souls and now splinters). I haven't drawn any firm conclusions yet probably never will realizing I'll not hold all the pieces at this point.

I feel the same as you as to learning the who and why and whatnot. I know we'll know when it's time to know. But it is entertaining to wrestle with ideas and every once in a while we hit on something and the universe gives us a nod. Snapping turtle <- you just had to plant that image didn't ya? LOL

I think I should probably give Rita's World a read. The splinter idea is like my own thoughts about re-incarnation/past lives and such. And it paints a prettier picture than the example in my head. I picture all of us like plastic. A few plastic items can last a very long time, most just wind up somewhere they were never intended to be and a lot winds up recycled into new and useful items.

"Or maybe, it is an indication that you have actualized and are now at the next level, experiencing from an additional level, slowly beginning to understand how it is experienced from a minor perspective of the Soul/OverSoul level...? (Don't let that go to your head. Lol)"

Haha, that's exciting to think about and it is gratifying if true for me. However even if so I know that would still place me dead center of still being a small fish in someone's pond.

"I guess the fear is loss of identity somewhere within it all. It's funny in that when I am in the Void, I have no problem with letting go and dissolving into nothingness; it is so relaxing and easy(I would take an hour of that over a two week vacation, lol)."

I don't think you should fear this. I've a feeling we NEVER lose who we are. I love the void too, could you imagine the euphoria is you could spend a week in the void. Wow!

I'm going to end this here and add another post. I'd hate to lose everything by making this too long.


Title: Re: Nameless' Dream Journal
Post by: Nameless on May 16, 2018, 01:18:06
Now I'll move on to your points of interest.

"You state that you became aware of her presence while you were awake? I find that just slightly amazing...please describe that...How did you become aware of her presence? Did your memory somehow alert you to who she was? What did you think and what did you feel? Not to your degree, but I have slightly felt the mental presence of others-you, Szaxx, Lumaza, Lightbeam and some "others"...very faint, but just enough to make me think..."

In 2012 I was suddenly inspired to begin writing creative stories. This is something that many people had told me I should do for as long as I can remember but I never cared. There are a lot of details I am not going into at this point. I played with the idea and posted a few crappy things online not giving it much of a chance because I just didn't see myself as a writer. And then... I don't know what happened. Odd things started happening. I was definitely being guided. So I began just writing what was in my heart. In 2013 I sat at my keyboard late one night just staring at the screen. I want to make clear that I was not asleep, sleepy or meditating. I was just looking at that blank screen and made a statement. (sort of like an after-thought). Okay, if you want me to write it show me. (something like that anyway).

Now I am not going to put that here but I wrote exactly what played out on my screen. I will say she first introduced me to some kids and those are what I wrote about. Only after I had written that did she appear some time later.

I had no idea at that time who she was. She was slightly terrifying, not that she did anything to garner that impression. It was her appearance and her clear commanding air. Well I had asked and this was apparently my answer so I dove in writing fast trying to keep up.

I felt GREAT. I felt confident and terrified at the same time. I was so nervous posting some of those stories but my confidence did grow. What is more important to me though was how she would clearly let me know when I had gone off course.

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I can feel you and the trio you mentioned above as well along with a few others. It's so strange to finally come in contact (online at least) with some of the energies I actually know on another level.

You know, it feels good to finally talk about this. There's just so much involved with so many day to day experiences that I and I'm sure WE just don't mention or talk about otherwise with those we are in actual physical contact with on a daily basis.

I think I've covered everything, haha.

One more thing, you ask if the Ebony one is a previous lifetime or splinter. I don't get that feeling but maybe. She seems to be her own separate person in the now despite living in a very quaint (by our standards) style. But timelines are different Otherwhere. The OverSoul(?) certainly has connections with both of us. Hmmm?


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on June 26, 2018, 02:03:40
Lately I've been encountering lots of kids. I'm entering their dreams, nightmares and fears. It was a bit confusing at first then I realized my job was to help them overcome those fears. I'm telling you that can get pretty dicey.

I'm not given any information before I begin so I often don't know where their fears are coming from, that is, from their imaginations or possibly real-life fears so I just have to go with the flow. The kids are not always human as we think of humans. It's been quite a learning experience for me having the opportunity to view this other side of myself.

My most recent exp I had the wonderful opportunity to view a small boy with amazing courage. He nearly broke my heart. I will call him Cactus Boy here as a reminder to myself of his courage and his ingenuity. Where ever that little fellow actually resides I am honored to know him and pray I have given him the added courage he needed.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on June 26, 2018, 03:08:45
Cactus Boy, haha. Lately I have been planting a lot of cactuses in my garden :) Maybe he is my garden gnome or fairy hehe


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on June 26, 2018, 05:16:39
Haha, what a coincidence! This little boy had learned to mentally wrap himself in a sort of insulated blanket fitted out with cactus needles so he could chase off the 'bad' man who scared him. Rather inventive.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on June 26, 2018, 05:32:18
Ah, very clever of him :)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Lumaza on June 26, 2018, 07:52:16
Lately I've been encountering lots of kids. I'm entering their dreams, nightmares and fears. It was a bit confusing at first then I realized my job was to help them overcome those fears. I'm telling you that can get pretty dicey.
Nameless, you are being shown that it is now time to step up and become the "Teacher". That usually comes as a result of accepting the duty of a "Invisible Helper". It's a mental decision, but nonetheless, still a decision that only you can make.  8-) :-)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on June 26, 2018, 09:21:12
Nameless, you are being shown that it is now time to step up and become the "Teacher". That usually comes as a result of accepting the duty of a "Invisible Helper". It's a mental decision, but nonetheless, still a decision that only you can make.  8-) :-)
I sure hope I'm ready Lumaza. It's one thing to screw up on my own accord but can't bear the thought of screwing up anyone else.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Lumaza on June 26, 2018, 12:42:47
I sure hope I'm ready Lumaza. It's one thing to screw up on my own accord but can't bear the thought of screwing up anyone else.
You have been ready for a long time. You just needed a bit of a "confidence" boost".  :wink:


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on June 27, 2018, 02:09:10
Thank you Lumaza, so many of you here at Astral Pulse have helped boost my confidence, enlighten my senses and put me on a track of thought I hadn't considered before.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on June 28, 2018, 05:35:11
Quick note - brief conscious phase last night -  a man entered my field. He looked like an Eastern Holy Man, garbed in red and yellow silky robes and wraps. He reached out and plucked something from my right ear. It made my ear burn though not painful. He turned his hand and showed me what he had removed. On his palm lay what looked like either a gold coin or disk. It was perhaps the size of a nickel and looked really old and maybe rusty or blood on it. He closed his hand and vanished. This is important but I don't yet understand.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on June 28, 2018, 06:34:47
That is very interesting, Nameless. Maybe he is showing you that you can hear something, but you have to really listen. An old wisdom that you already have, but need to realize that you have it.
Years ago I went to Vegas with my sister. Many interesting extraordinary things happened that week, but there was one instance where we were at a gift shop at a casino and as I was looking at the items, I knew that someone was looking at me. I turned and there in the distance was a group of monks, like from Tibet, exactly draped in gold and red. One of them was intensely looking at me. When our eyes met, he smiled. A rush of thoughts entered my head at that exact moment, like he was telling me that I know something that you know, but no body else. It was like telepathy. I smiled back, then the group left. I felt like this person was someone I knew from a past life perhaps, and in this life we just crossed paths with just this brief interaction. Brief but powerful though.

The other night, I had a similar dream like yours. I realized that I had a tick on my right shoulder. I ended up in a hospital room and there was a doctor who removed the tick and showed it to me and said "You see, I took out the whole thing together with the teeth and legs, nothing is left in your body and there will be no consequences of the bite. "


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on June 28, 2018, 08:40:58
That's exactly what I though, a Tibetan Monk. That was pretty wild seeing those guys in Vegas. I can relate to that knowing though. I find your dream really interesting in that it happened so recently as did this latest exp of mine. A tick a rusty old coin, both things we wouldn't want attached to us.

You said "Maybe he is showing you that you can hear something, but you have to really listen. An old wisdom that you already have, but need to realize that you have it."

I have been hearing something and have been working on clarity.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Rakkso on June 28, 2018, 17:16:57
That sounds great. See it is creating a shielding feeling that sounds great. 

I have a guide with the shape of a monk as well. As I told Lumaza once, he took me in one of my dreams to see the world tree, or how the world was like a tree and bearing seed for foundations.

Can you retrieve the blood coins? Can you remember if there was any engravings to pull you or push you towards some destination she had?

Has it changed your perception? Maybe you could try another phase session, try to get some answer to be more clear so when you know you flip back awaken.

There is nothing I can just think of that has not been already mentioned here before. Perhaps it is of luck disguised.  :-)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on June 29, 2018, 01:50:27
Thanks Rakkso, this is the first time I recall encountering an actual monk although I have been close before. I will consider your questions. I did try to phase again last night but no go.

I'm constantly revamping my perceptions. Sometimes it feels like I'm in a whirlwind and I have to just stop and get off every now and then and remember the first course of action here is being human. :-)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on July 02, 2018, 07:59:56
Well I blew it.

Had the chance of an adventure and became all gooey human cringing in terror. Was grabbed by the ankle and should have just relaxed and went with it. Unfortunately I immediately reverted to my old fears and conjured up a dream to save myself instead. Darn it.

This is why you don't get cocky, LOL.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on July 02, 2018, 08:25:32
Well I blew it.

Had the chance of an adventure and became all gooey human cringing in terror. Was grabbed by the ankle and should have just relaxed and went with it. Unfortunately I immediately reverted to my old fears and conjured up a dream to save myself instead. Darn it.

This is why you don't get cocky, LOL.


That's normal, don't worry, maybe next time :)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Lumaza on July 02, 2018, 12:23:27
Well I blew it.

Had the chance of an adventure and became all gooey human cringing in terror. Was grabbed by the ankle and should have just relaxed and went with it. Unfortunately I immediately reverted to my old fears and conjured up a dream to save myself instead. Darn it.

This is why you don't get cocky, LOL.
No harm, no foul. There "will" be a next time and another and another....

 I aborted many "adventures" due to ankle and leg pulling.  Once I saw it through though. I found out how adventurous it could really be. I don't think there is much that can top my getting grabbed by the ankles, suspended upside down by them and twisted through my ceiling like some kind of spinning top. (I am not tempting or challenging fate either, lol  :-o :roll:). I got to the "spun through my ceiling" part, then I clicked out.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on July 04, 2018, 04:48:43
Very interesting ap. I was with my daughter and we were walking around town, window shopping and a little actual shopping. We bought us each a dress. Mine was size 12. My attention was drawn to the 12 several times.

It began to rain so we entered a store, a number of other people were there as well getting out of the rain. After we entered I looked back and saw there were quite a lot of people there sitting on benches and the floor. A little girl looked at me and I immediately knew she needed something. I sat in front of her and bowed my head. Immediately I was chasing a white pinpoint of light down a long tunnel. (sound familiar).

The little girl sat in front of me and stared the whole time. I know she was with me on this journey across planes. Sometimes we slowed down just to observe what all was there and then we'd speed back up and race along awhile. We glimpsed and passed many realities eventually winding right back where we started there in the store.

My daughter and I decided to go on to the car and call it a day. It was still drizzling. Somehow she got ahead of me and I saw her meandering back toward me walking on the side walk. I couldn't find the car but she said it was 'right there'. I couldn't see it.

Significant points seem to be the rain and the number 12, my daughter and the child.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on July 04, 2018, 09:57:33
I know she was with me on this journey across planes. Sometimes we slowed down just to observe what all was there and then we'd speed back up and race along awhile. We glimpsed and passed many realities eventually winding right back where we started there in the store.

M

Wow, this description is like one scene from a fantasy book I am writing. One of the group gets killed in the battle with the darkness, then the main character lays next to his body, gets OOB by will and sees his spirit standing there. In attempt to show him the multiverse, she grabs him by the hand and start racing with him through realities flying higher and higher, streaming through light and colors, stars and galaxies, energy vortexes and swirls. At times they slow down and certain beautiful worlds are shown. At the end as they gain speed through the dimensions suddenly there is a blinding blast of light like supernova explosion, which  tells the readers that they have reached the highest heaven and have become one with everything and God. I imagine this becoming a movie and that exact scene in the background of this song. Epic :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1DOTURfpno

I think this AP definitely shows your continuous assistance and guidance to others.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on July 05, 2018, 06:52:32
Wow, that is interesting. Loved the part of the youtube I got to see. Will have try and load it again to see the rest. :-)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on July 08, 2018, 01:33:12
Last couple of days have been interesting. I've noticed my daughter seems so much lighter (spirit, mood). Each time I notice this I reflect on that adventure I wrote above with us walking in the rain. The last scene where she is ahead of me and turns back - she's walking in the rain. This is not a heavy rain it's light gentle sprinkle. I noticed how light, fresh and just plain beautiful she is.

I just decided to check dream moods to look at the meaning of rain. Wow, the very first line "To see and hear rain falling symbolizes forgiveness and grace."
This is a personal validation as I know she has been holding onto a lot of baggage lately.

I decided to put this here just to show how our dreams truly can provide what we need even for those around us. :-)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on July 08, 2018, 02:39:32
That's wonderful! The water I think represented the energy that cleansed her emotions.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on July 16, 2018, 09:53:40
.....and down the rabbit hole _ again

Well I've been doing this healing meditation, looking to cleanse all parts and aspects of my being whether I understand them or not. This has actually been going really well. So several nights ago I had a 'talk' with the 'Others' leaving myself in their capable hands.

Yo-kay! First I want to publicly thank all those involved with my care. THANK YOU

If you are wondering what the heck I mean here it simply means I have finally accepted the fact that there are a lot of energies involved with who we are and they are here to help. But we have to accept them and allow them to do their work.

Anyway after meditating I lay down to sleep not really expecting anything other than sleep, figuring any energy work would happen while I was unconscious. Haha, I'm sure you all see the funny there. :-D

Instead of sleep I felt a deep sense of physical body relaxation and dove into that as blessed relief from stress. But then... Energy, strong, warm, non to gentle yet very healing. Felt like someone was giving me a massage with an energy device. The massage concentrated on hips digging deep and penetrating to the deep tissues and bone even. It was almost painful at some points but it went on and on. I lay there awake totally enjoying this for a long time before finally just deciding to let go so I feel asleep.

Can't say what happened after that but next day I sure felt the benefits. I lot of leg and hip blockages and pain have subsided. I know this is/will be a slow process and I really don't know exactly what to expect. But I'm trusting my helpers and they seem pretty competent to me.

It's taken a long time for me to get to this point of trust but it is the most important step forward I believe I could make.

Trusting in who we are, trusting in the decisions we made or the ones we make even when we aren't sure of our path is the ultimate test of our strength. It shows faith, willingness and belief in our unlimited potential.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 01, 2018, 07:18:08
Exit stage left...

I'm driving a beautiful red sports car, zipping along free as a bird. I realize two things, one I have device in my hand and two I am handicapped from the waist down.

The device is a curious small thing I can point at where ever I want to go and I'm there instantaneously. So I'm flying over hill and dale across some of the most beautiful countryside I've ever seen and looking ahead I can point the device and click it and go sailing fast forward to that spot on the road. It was a wonderful trip.

But I was running out of gas so had to pull into a station.

Being handicapped I had a wheelchair and rolled into the store to pay for gas and pick up snacks. Seemed everyone was handicapped either physically or or mentally on some level. The correlation was pretty clear, non-physical we have no handicaps but physical (just being here) is a handicap. But we can and should still enjoy ourselves. I did, didn't want to come back that's for sure.

Clicked out and found myself consoling a mother whose children were in general driving her nuts. My job - remind her what she was here for. That's all.

It was a wonderful phase experience making today a very good day indeed.


(note to self: Remember the cloud - I love you too!)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on August 02, 2018, 06:38:22
Did you fly with the car? If yes, yours and my experiences have so many similarities. I have flown with a red mustang convertible during AP. That was quite a ride :). I have also flown my house. One time as I was standing on the terrace of my childhood home, I thought, why not fly. So the hose lifted up and started flying above the city. I was still standing on the terrace holding onto the rail, wind on my face and a big smile.


It looks like all of your experiences involve assisting other souls. You have become a guide.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 02, 2018, 08:54:47
Yes indeedy. I could fly off the road or to a spot further down the road. It was amazing. I don't recall flying a house, whoohoo that must have been a blast. I did however fly a big yellow rubber raft once. That was fun, especially trying to rescue people trapped in closets. Yeah, flying through houses is loads of fun, running into fold-down ironing boards - not so much LOL.

But more seriously I have been given lots of lessons and instructions in guidance that I now recognize. I have to say it is the most rewarding thing I have ever done. I am even more grateful to my own guides. I hope one day to be as good as they have been.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on August 02, 2018, 08:59:58
Yeah, flying through houses is loads of fun, running into fold-down ironing boards - not so much LOL.

Haha, I can imagine

I hope one day to be as good as they have been.

I am sure you already are :)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 10, 2018, 09:39:39
I miss MntGoat from EIC. Just before it closed he posted a thread in which he had created a square room with round table and a type of crystal chandelier hanging over it. He charged it so others who wanted to could come there and use it. I think he had Lumaza's son Nate in mind. Anyway that is how I understood it, only got to read it once and by then Fred had already disabled the reply buttons.

But I liked the idea and thinking on this I decided to see if I could access the room and crystal to charge it and send a bit of healing Nate's way as well as my daughter who has been way under the weather lately. The results were astounding, at least on my end. I can only hope Nate is doing well. I'm sure Lumaza will let us know.

The crystal began to shimmer and vibrate a lovely sparkling bright pink. I saw a ray of pink light leave the crystal going straight up. The ray split with one ray going straight up and out. The other shot off to the side going straight up and curving back down. I imagined it was seeking out my daughter while the other sought out Nate.

This morning my daughter was finally not looking so pale and was even laughing. And she finally ate a piece of her birthday cake!!! Yay! It's a special recipe passed down from my mom. It's been waiting on her since Sunday!

I don't really know how all this healing energy works or any energy for that matter. I just know it does.

I do hope to hear from MntGoat soon.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on August 10, 2018, 10:08:04
It looks like your energies really reach and affect the intended recipients. Have you tried direct contact healing? But for that you need the patient to know and accept what you are doing. Have you watched the show "The Healer" on TLC. It's truly fascinating what Charlie Goldsmith does in a matter of minutes. I wish I had that strong healing ability. Perhaps you can give it a try on a few willing people with direct contact.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 10, 2018, 10:47:26
Honestly till recently I really never thought about it much. My mom was healer although she didn't think so. She just prayed and her prayers were answered. I know God talk is pretty much taboo but I think whatever you call these manifestations it is the same energy flow.

Only once have I consciously sought to physically heal someone and I did ask their permission. They gave it and that was a powerful experience that brought about a huge change for that person. I didn't 'heal' them as for that they needed to do some work on their own. But I did at least temporarily give them a much needed respite. They slept for many hours after and woke more refreshed than they had in a long time.

I would LOVE to watch that show and a few others. Sadly I rarely ever get control of the remote. It's funny but sad too but that's another story.

I don't know if I am supposed to be a healer or not. I just try when it seems I should. Sometimes I can't 'feel' it no matter how much I want to help. I just have to sit back and let it be.

Thank you so much for responding. It really helps me see who I am and feel more connected. Hugs


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on August 10, 2018, 11:21:50
I know God talk is pretty much taboo but I think whatever you call these manifestations it is the same energy flow.


I think everyone in here agrees that there is a Source from which everything was created and at the end we are ONE. Sometimes when I feel overwhelmed with something or things of different areas of life  just get stuck, I just get into a few God sessions of complete surrender and trust that God can do anything, but I need to step back and let him. Complete let go of any type of control as well as worry. I give the burden to God and say this is your burden now. These sessions work so well and in a short period of time I can see change in the course of whatever was stuck. Sort of stepping back and letting the higher energies untwine and regulate the energies messed up by my fears, beliefs, doubts, wrong decisions, etc.... So, I keep God very close to me, I try to feel his energy at all time and be at a state of surrender. That way, I can clearly see what is being shown to me and what are the signs and right decisions to be made. Some people may think due to ego that it is them who are in control and everything is what you do yourself. To some degree this is true, but lets not forget that we are a part pf the greater source and without it we are isolated piece of energy with not much power. We have to think not as individual sours, but as a very connected part of ONE entity. And the very core of this ONE ALL THAT IS  the ultimate power from which everything is possible, we just have to stay connected to draw from it.


By the way, you can watch probably clips from the show on youtube when you have time.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 18, 2018, 10:54:41
Not sure what to think about my last adventure. I was attacked by a smallish brown creature with quills. It bit me on the hand near the thumb. I flung it off before it could get a good grip but it pounced right back and drove sharp little teeth straight into my wrist. It held on tight wrapping it's tail around my arm and began sucking what felt like all my fluids.

There were three other characters there as well and they tried to help but it wouldn't let them near, shooting at them with its quills. One of them came running with a tranquilizer gun. His first dart was batted away by the creature on my arm. I turned that arm towards the guy and told him to tranq me. So he shot me in the arm with the dart.

Took about a second before I started falling to the floor and another half second for the creature to slurp up the tranquilizer. Soon as it did it was zapped like a huge bolt of electricity hit it and flew across the room, smashed into a cabinet and lay still.
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Notes: I bolted upright thinking my wrist would probably be hurting, from what I didn't know. I did feel a sting near my thumb and on my wrist. I was sort of 'here and there'. There I could see two little incisions but they faded rapidly. Here I saw nothing but clearly felt the residual effects for a few minutes.

Later on my daughter woke up and told me she had a sharpish pain in her thumb and near her wrist. (I had not said anything about my experience) She said it was weird as she didn't do anything to it and although when she woke up the pain was a sting she couldn't see anything and the stinging faded rather quickly. She was sitting there rubbing her left hand in those areas. Interesting, it was my left side as well. By the time she told me this she said it just went away. We could see no marks whatever.

Guess I'll digest on this awhile. Any thoughts or similar exp from anyone?


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on August 18, 2018, 11:07:44
I must say that was very clever of you to think of an alternate way to neutralize the creature by injecting the poison into your arm from which it drank. Very clever indeed! That shows you have resolved a difficult situation in a rather unique way. But, I also think that you did this for your daughter not for yourself, since she felt the same thing. Sort of both your spirits were merged to fight something, but you were the assistant and the lead of the fight. When I say fight, that doesn't necessarily mean fight in a conventional way, but rather resolving issues with a force of knowledge.

In dreams, I have been bitten many times by bugs, snakes, etc, but I have always managed to kill them in the end. That always happens when I am in a difficult situation in life and I notice that after these creatures are neutralized, my problems resolve.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 18, 2018, 11:27:10
I hadn't it looked at it that way LB but did wonder if it was me helping her or her helping me. I can see she and I working together though. Funny really as in the here and now we are so so different.

Interesting, I think this is the first time I have attacked anything. I don't think I have ever killed, then again it seems I barely know myself. (I had to kind of giggle saying that). I have often been warned by snakes of impending dangers. They tend to strike but never actually bite me or hurt me at all.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Plume on August 18, 2018, 11:38:40
 :-D just started to read your post here Nameless, interesting relationship you have with your daughter.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on August 18, 2018, 11:43:50

Interesting, I think this is the first time I have attacked anything. I don't think I have ever killed, then again it seems I barely know myself. (I had to kind of giggle saying that).

Ah, but you actually didn't kill anything that had permanent conscious composition if you will. The creature was just a thought formation of your challenge that your subconsciousness interpreted as such. Don't worry, REDRUM LOL. There is always a first time for everything haha 


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 18, 2018, 11:44:48
Oh hi Plume. I've known my daughter since I was a kid myself. It's weird.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 18, 2018, 11:46:57
LOL, I know I know LB but still... Gee, I really gotta get me some of the RED-RUM. And there goes my innocence.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: EscapeVelocity on August 18, 2018, 13:18:13
"A smallish, brown creature with quills"...and "sharp, narrow teeth"...

This reminds me distinctly of my "9 Easy Dream Triggers" experience with the Goonies critters. The precise, little twin bite marks reminds me of the feeling I had at the time of the wounds they would possibly produce had they caught and bitten me.

This is probably not a remarkable correlation; just possibly an interesting one. Reading your experience, Nameless, gives me some minor shivers...lol.

And don't even get me started on the "Red rum!  Red rum! Room 237, "Here's Johnny!" references...don't even go there! LOL!


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: funfire on August 18, 2018, 14:57:24

I do hope to hear from MntGoat soon.


If it's any constolation, I did have a user name that went by as MntPain. I just find this odd correlation interesting and kewl.  :-)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 19, 2018, 00:32:08
MntPain - Oh My!, LOL So you're a bit more than just a molehill, haha. Just teasing but that is kewl. :-)

Well EV - Here'ssssss Johnnnny                                 Carson

LOL


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on September 11, 2018, 01:17:46
.....and down the rabbit hole _ again
Instead of sleep I felt a deep sense of physical body relaxation and dove into that as blessed relief from stress. But then... Energy, strong, warm, non to gentle yet very healing. Felt like someone was giving me a massage with an energy device. The massage concentrated on hips digging deep and penetrating to the deep tissues and bone even. It was almost painful at some points but it went on and on. I lay there awake totally enjoying this for a long time before finally just deciding to let go so I feel asleep.

I'm quoting myself here which I don't normally do but I want to point out something the LightBeam.

LB this is also EXACTLY how your energy feels. Makes me wonder if perhaps that wasn't you and this took place well before our experiment. Dear - You are a healer.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on September 11, 2018, 06:38:17
I'm quoting myself here which I don't normally do but I want to point out something the LightBeam.

LB this is also EXACTLY how your energy feels. Makes me wonder if perhaps that wasn't you and this took place well before our experiment. Dear - You are a healer.

I don't know if it was me. I tend to shoot different people energies if I read that they are not well. I remember several times reading from you that you were not feeling well in the past. Either way, I hope that you can see progress even if a little at a time. I just met a reiki healed through a friend. I had no idea she was one and I don't know why I mentioned to her that I was looking to get certified. I don't talk about any of that with anyone, just here. So she opened her purse and handed me her card. They will have classes in October with certifications for those who demonstrate results. I can't believe this just came to me without me even looking at this time. I just had the idea and I was planning to start searching. I am excited to put my abilities to the test.

P.s. I am having issues with logging in with my comp. Some DNS issue. With my phone is hard to type that much. I will be more active here when this gets resolved.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on September 11, 2018, 08:55:34
That is very exciting LB. I know this will do more for you than you might expect.

About the DNS issue, you need to clean that file. If you can tell me what your comp is I could look that up for you. Or you can if you are able. Search  clear dns cache for (your os) such windows 8 or whatever.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on September 19, 2018, 06:02:02
Interesting times this past week. I've had several phenomenal experiences but I won't bore you with those I don't wish to share.
So in no particular order...

1)  PR (physical reality) - My son jumps out of bed one afternoon from a nap and says, "Mom, would you please shut the door and keep it that way." Apparently he was a bit miffed bc he was constantly rescuing me from some tiny little individuals who were attacking me with toothpicks. He was shooting them off me with rock salt. Of course I was getting hit too but those little people were being blown away by the dozens. What ticked him off was every time he rescued me I would leave the door open and another horde would attack. LOL - that's my son, always my hero!

What he doesn't know (or maybe he does). Someone is always leaving the NP door open.

2)  Two strangers appear in connection with the son mentioned above. One is an autistic genius the other a retired stunt or circus performer. There were some interesting elements here I don't know how to describe as they were beyond simple np.

3)  I was on a road marching at the head of a brigand of warriors. We met up with another brigand heading our way to pillage and plunder our home. I met with the leader of that group. Seemed I had a serious message for him. My words to him were, "You see one portion (indicating the force behind me). When you approach our domain you will see another portion (indicating the warriors left behind) but what you fear is the portion you don't see (indicating the hidden forces).

As I said the above I was fiddling with a vivid green object in my hand. It seemed to represent prosperity. The man I spoke with eyed it but I indicated to him that 'this' could only be had by being gifted not taken. He looked around nervously but seemed to understand that his quest for dominance was misplaced.

I clicked out at this point. I was struck by the similarity of our garb to Roman wear. Wish I were as strong, resilient and calm as my NP personality.

4)  Nope can't even describe this one yet. I want to, it has something to do with some of my other exp. Particularly a certain female, a certain race of humans, the three dogs with red glowing eyes mentioned in another post here and some message I still must not be getting. Those lectures are just so boring. I did try to listen but as usual I was distracted.

Good Lord, why can't these NP characters stick to simple symbology? Arrows pointing directions. Raised palm for greetings, that sort of thing. I mean exactly what am I to make of those glowing red eyes? And what the hell is up with all these character walking in lock-step as though glued together? Grumble grumble



Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on December 09, 2018, 05:06:48
As this is my Everything Journal I'm going to put some recent stuff here I think some might find interesting. I notice we rarely talk about our daily physical lives in relation to the non-physical. I think that is a mistake if we want to obtain a fuller more clear picture of what all this just might mean.

A couple or so weeks ago I did something I really did not intend to do. Someone left a deck of playing cards on the buffet where they sat for weeks. I noticed them but thought nothing of them. Plume is the tarot card reading guru far as I am concerned. Anyway I walked by and felt a very clear nudge to pick up the cards. No, not interested. Then again another day, same thing. So I picked them up and took them to my room. As I held them I was impressed with the number 3, so I shuffled and drew three off the top.

I knew the cards were significant but other than a very vague idea I didn't know what they might mean. Again I was impressed with the word - learn. Well, okay. So I took a pen and wrote my ideas on a few cards starting with each of the 4 suits and later went online and looked up the basic definitions of playing cards as generally understood. These are not tarot cards but they'll do. My vague ideas were generally spot on, I was surprised by that having never studied cards before beyond regular card games. At this point I went ahead and wrote a short descriptive meaning on each card in the deck. In the end I used the Jokers as a simple YES and NO. I originally intended discarding those.

Next day I did some tentative readings for a couple of people, letting them shuffle the cards and just play them for awhile. I asked my "np support team" why cards. And they responded because that would work for me and make it easier for them to 'talk' to me.

Later that night I was discussing all this with my son and after he drew several cards and sat there holding them he handed them back. I unconsciously shuffled the cards and suddenly felt and urge to again draw 3. I did - They were the exact same as the three I drew the previous morning.

The point of all this is to say that our guides, our angels, our support team are not only with us during meditation, AP, OOBE and Phasing. They can and are often with us in very physical ways they just aren't 3D.

I know some of you will likely feel the need to remind me I need to be careful who I put my trust in. I thank you for those thoughts. Rest assured, I am always protected.

PS - Even though this is my journal feel free to talk, ask questions or converse in any way you feel. I truly enjoy all of your input. This journal isn't just my record, it's a HUGE Question mark.

Hugs to you all and hope your giving season is as remarkable as you.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on December 09, 2018, 09:37:36
The point of all this is to say that our guides, our angels, our support team are not only with us during meditation, AP, OOBE and Phasing. They can and are often with us in very physical ways they just aren't 3D.

Oh, absolutely. They can perceive us and provide assistance when needed, but we cant perceive them while fully focused in the physical. When I was 16, I wanted to ride my dad's motorcycle. It was a small caliber one, but at that time I had only been on a bicycle. I hadn't even gotten my drivers license yet. I had no reflexes to drive a motor vehicle. I thought it was easy and he actually let me ride it. So, I remember after one minute I froze, I forgot which handle was gas and which was breaks. So, I kept increasing the speed but I wanted to stop because I was approaching the side wall of the neighbor's house. I completely froze as I was going to hit the wall head on full speed without a helmet or any protective gear. Just a few inches before the wall all of a sudden the bike made a turn. My hands turned the bike to the left. It was not me though that turned the bike. At that time my whole body was paralyzed. I couldn't even feel my hands turning the front, I just observed the bike making the turn before impact. So, that was someone else that helped at that time. My dad said that he was watching me in terror approaching the wall. He never let me ride the motorcycle again LOL.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on December 09, 2018, 22:38:51
That's incredible and only proves our team is here and now. I think that is likely the biggest thing they have been trying to get us to understand. It's like we know this but we need to KNOW this.

You're dad must have had a strong heart! LOL Poor guy!


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Plume on December 10, 2018, 09:06:11
Wow! Nameless...
 I just felt an urge also to come here to read something from you, I truly think that your are very connected to your physical realm, it shows in ways that you express here often and you also play with it innocently. I feel this from you that it is deep and maybe the most important quality that you have, and you do not take this approach with a technical skill that you  have learned, but actually listen to an inner voice that is yours and truly pure. It does not matter if you throw rocks or cards that you drew , it is that magical touch and a sense of wonderment that opens the flow for things to fall in place and for you to notice. I had the most incredible cards experiences that left me knowing that something is working behind.
The simple cards are often the best and the urge is a call , that has been my experience . The more you play with the call the more you let that line of communication become clear and strong. You have not just pick up a skill like that , its been many things that contribute to your trust and state of wonderment that is so important. Funny ,its natural for me to be in that state , I can see how hard it can be for some, easy though when you invest in the games of letting thing flow. The numbers that you also picked are powerful numbers" 3 " cards , it creates action and a relation that has movement. there is a story that can be started from just that number.
 OH ...! MY am I getting some competition here  :roll: The more the better. anytime you want to talk about cards I am here for it.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on December 10, 2018, 09:28:56
Awww, thank you Plume for such sweet words. I've learned a lot just watching your progress. I love how you just look at whatever is going on and keep it simple. I much admire that quality. I doubt you'll get any competition from me, lol. BUT I have thought of inviting you to a throw down with the cards. Of course our support team will have to agree. I'm actually thinking they might just be delighted.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on December 10, 2018, 09:40:05
Plume, do you do remote readings?


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Plume on December 10, 2018, 09:40:47
  :-D
I would love to share my adventure with the cards, From my experience and I think you have that connection also, it has to be personal and the urges are important. Often the story will create a feeling and I had to express it to the person in question or what the focus is being revealed.
 Sounds like we can do this but images do help and maybe you can be of some help if I have to post them with the reading , we are on the way to get this mystery figured out .
got to go will be back tomorrow ...


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Plume on December 10, 2018, 09:58:06
LightBeam, I do think it has alway been done from remote reading in some way. I only do it when its feel right.  I did do reading for the members when I started on The EIC and had such great fun. It was for energizing my abilities  and to force myself to write more. Now I do it for myself but if you happen to be in my story I will let you know for certain,  because it is pack I have to my cards or my communication line, never let the story be slip away or unwritten,  it has to be notice and shared. if I draw the cards on my table I have to write something at all cost...You know its a training for much more I think :-D ...now don't ask me what  :roll: I have no idea , still just playing for now. but eh! never know I could have the urge to offer again some readings . I do have a pending friend here that I promise a reading with my Lenormand cards...it will happen in some way , I know :wink:
I do this all in fun and games but with some serious learning in ways that is still a mystery to me. A quest to know how is this possible, really.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on December 29, 2018, 08:12:41
This last week has been crazy on the otherwhere front. Having lots of dreams regarding my current mindset. Those I understand. Have been checking into cartomancy, trying to learn a bit about card reading. Doesn't hurt to try and keep the mind sharp learning something new. So far I am learning just how difficult it is to teach an old dog new tricks (wink).

But last night was truly disturbing. I expected dreams along the same lines as those I've been having this last week. I didn't expect to get pulled out and thrown to the wolves (so to speak).

I awoke being literally pulled out of body and thrown backwards into my past when I was a kid living in a haunted house and being visited by all manner of...

I know people talk about demons and I pretty much think they are creations or misinterpretations of our own fears when interacting with certain energy streams. However I knew where I was but can not figure out what I could have been so afraid of besides literally this little strong as crap creature with a death grip on my head (read that as brains). I wound up fighting this little creature tooth and nail and finally settled on suffocating him till he passed out. Then I duct taped him up real tight. Mom made a brief appearance to say something about a cord.

Anyway I woke up with tears in my eyes. I felt terrible for having suffocated the little guy despite the fact I didn't kill him. The moment he passed out the sucking pressure on my brain vanished.

I still can't quite fathom what this was supposed to represent but it left me feeling very sad and horrible about myself.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on December 29, 2018, 19:54:03
That sounds intense and scary. It seems to me that something from your childhood has not been resolved. Not necessarily a fear, it could be anything from relationships with your parents or relatives, to false believes, etc. This may be effecting your present life and now it's time to resolve it. You were taken back so you could deal with it. I think the little demon is just a symbolic representation of the issue that is holding you back. Don't feel bad about hurting it because this was not an attack on your part, but CHANGING energies, that will allow changes to take place in your life. Even if it seems that you are hurting someone, you are doing it for their best to change them for the best and transform the darkness into light. It takes courage to do so and maybe you need to learn to become more courageous to take actions of this sort and to exercise tough love for the good of others. See it as a positive thing.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on December 31, 2018, 04:36:57
Thanks LightBeam. I'm confused as usual. I honestly didn't/don't think I have any left over unresolved issues. It's weird for me as it seems perhaps I should have but I think I'm ok with my background and past. Maybe I'm just too stubborn or too dense to recognize myself.

As an example it's like that trip to the psychiatrist when he wants to take you back to your childhood and you just know he wants to uncover some vile trauma from your past and you tell him no, nothing like that, I'm just depressed apparently because I just am. lol. In other words does it always have to be some 'thing'? I'm not saying your wrong, matter of fact you are likely right. But I hold no animosity or desire for revenge or anything like that. My parents were faulty sure but great parents none-the-less.

But you mention beliefs. Now that might be something I should give more thought to. :-)

If it seems I'm using this journal as a sort of mental sofa it's bc I am. lol. I've found many times in life talking it out does make the ole brain turn creaky wheels. It just helps sometimes to have someone to talk it out with. Hey, even if no one else ever reads this in my head I can believe some one will and perhaps it will help them too.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: EscapeVelocity on December 31, 2018, 05:38:55
Nameless, I think your initial read on the context of what's going on currently is correct. The dreams you were having may have been precursors to the experience you just described. It was a different experience than you are used to and possibly a significant one relative to your development. I think Lightbeam's interpretation is both insightful and accurate and takes the translation to a deeper level. I thought the same thing but initially lacked the wording to describe it as well as she did. The creature you 'choked out' may represent a belief or set of beliefs, or issues, including some fears, that you might have thought were dealt with and left behind in your past. Only you can really figure that part out. This experience may have shown you that it/they are still there, maybe in the manner of a thoughtform that displays a certain power and resiliency that we are unaware of; and in this experience you were pulled out and directed to confront it.

I know that you are currently reading Otherwhere and I think it's definitely possible that the material in there may have prompted your current dreaming trend which might have resulted in this obviously cathartic experience. That's how subtle and meaningful some of the ideas are in that book, despite the somewhat fantastical dramatization of his experiences, at least imo. The next book, MDH is much more into the fine tuning of these qualities. In fact, I was contemplating your experience last night while scanning Multidimensional Human and I came across a section where he talks about reaching a stage of development where this exact experience is described. Of course, I didn't mark it when I should have and now can't find it as I logged in for this reply...but I will find it and share it when I do.

The experiences that bring tears are especially bittersweet ones...nice work. :-)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on January 01, 2019, 05:33:25
Thanks EV, I also think Otherwhere is acting as a prod of sorts on my subconscious. I would def like to know that passage you came across but it can wait. It'll present itself again in time.

More of the same on the dream front last night but the dreams seemed lighter, less intense. Unfortunately I can't remember a one of them.

Well tomorrow I will be making a huge pot of kick-butt Chicken Soup to kick-start the New year. By kick-butt I mean loaded with antioxidant, anti viral and anti anything else that ails the bod. It's not our usual fare for New Years but hey nothing wrong with breaking tradition and with streph and flu-like symptoms hitting hard on every one 'round here I reckon nothing could be better. So YA'LL come join us iffin you're feeling poorly!!


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on January 15, 2019, 03:45:59
Electric current - Sunday evening. Upper body, warm and tingly
"Marla" - Monday morning


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on February 11, 2019, 20:02:03
My eyes burned where the lady stuck her thumb into them. She was helping me see better, my eyes were cloudy, I was having trouble, everything seemed so foggy and washed out. She told me to open them wide so she could pull my vision out.

I did but each time she reached I pulled away. Natural reaction I reckon. But finally I was able to hold them open and she reached out and in a moment had flipped my eyelids up and over, with the wave of her hand a tattoo appeared on the inside of my lids. I could see this clearly and instantly the burning left, my vision cleared to an amazing clarity.

I could clearly see the tattoos on my turned up lids as well as my natural eyes, both very clear and prominent. Just as I began to wonder if others could see them too I realized they could not which I found comforting not wanting to look like a freak. Before I could explore this new found vision my door opened so I had to wake up and get the day started.
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Last night I randomly woke and looked at my clock, it was at 11:11. I said okay, I'll be waiting and went back to sleep. I never know what my helpers have in store for me but always look forward to their interactions. Wish I had not been woken so I could have explored this new thing further but oh well, that's how it goes.

My eyes are feeling rather unusual today like I've been holding them open for too long but I've got to tell you the clarity is amazing and that's just physical sight.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on February 12, 2019, 06:13:05
What an eye opener, literally :)
This dream is so obvious that it doesn't need any interpretation. But you are the only one that can know what were your eyes opened to see. It could be many things, but we usually have that first intuition, whatever comes to mind first is most likely to be true.
 


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Plume on February 17, 2019, 10:52:43
 :-D are you playing with cards :roll: maybe pull one out and just let the word flow, for me it opened a door to my imagination that does seems to be also part of a reality that could be hard to notice.  I have to put together a thread now on the crop circles  or snow circles..., I have some amazing news :roll: . there was a circles that appeared in England, an owl in the snow... just has I was working on one of my clay plaque which was an owl design . I know it may not make sense yet what I mean... all this will be all reveal to you here very soon. Need your magic touch my friends.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: EscapeVelocity on February 21, 2019, 01:07:10
What a wild experience Nameless! Definitely an eye-opener! Nice!

This is another example of something I have slowly come to realize over many years- often these very strange dreams/experiences are actually healing experiences. The trouble for me is that they can be so strange and initially uncomfortable and unsettling that I often become resistant and abort the experience.

I was recently doing a course at The Monroe Institute and during one of the sessions I had the chance for a 'do-over' of a healing experience that I had rejected a few years ago; this time, I recognized what was happening and let the process follow through to completion, even though it was quite unnerving at first. My memory of it was sparked by the comment of another participant during the lunch that followed the session. She commented that she had literally been 'run through the wringer' in a bodily/energetic fashion. (A wringer is an old device: an attachment to a clothes-washing tub that consisted of two wooden rollers powered by a hand crank and you would feed the freshly-washed clothing through it to squeeze out the water). I remarked that I had gone through a similar process that I called the 'veggie chopper' where a square of translucent glass descended over me and a grid of metal slicers repeatedly 'sliced and diced' me. I felt my NP body fall into 32 chunks, then a second pass reduced me to 64, and finally what felt like 128...quite an odd feeling as my awareness lay on the floor of the cubicle in momentarily separate yet self-aware pieces, lol. The Trainer who was sitting at our table confirmed that these are forms of healing and methods for balancing our energies.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on April 05, 2019, 23:18:11
Two full fledged adult males, one older, the other younger but not young. Walking. Both dirty from having been out in the woods a while (perhaps hunting). Younger male eyes a yellow shirt hanging on line. Older male tells him to take it and leave his. Says mind the stories you tell.

Scene Two: Younger male is sitting with woman and half-grown boy telling them about the hunt. Older man walks by and interrupts. He tells younger male he can't tell that story. Younger male is a bit confused, as in why not. Older male tells him, You weren't wearing that shirt when that story took place. You can only tell the story of the clothing you are wearing.

Younger male is thinking but I've done nothing in this shirt yet And he thinks perhaps he should have picked something different or kept his own clothes.
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Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on April 06, 2019, 21:02:17
Perhaps this means that you can truly understand something if you experience it first hand. Observation of someone else's experience doesn't make you fully understand. And this is the reason behind the necessity of multiple reincarnations as many characters experiencing everything, the good, the bad and the ugly, in order to fully imprint the lessons upon the spirit and make it expand with knowledge.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on April 13, 2019, 02:18:42
Agreed LightBeam.

Last night was weird and other than a few images the one thing I retained was a voice telling me to keep it close and hide it in my bra.

I'm pretty sure whatever was going on was very serious but THAT ^^^ just makes me laugh out loud. I mean, WTH?!!!


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on April 13, 2019, 02:21:51
Haha, that is so funny. I guess it's something important to have to be hidden that well LOL


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on April 13, 2019, 02:32:10
Guess I'm gonna have to have a conversation with my nips, not sure how they would feel having to share space. Not sure how I feel about that either (rolling eyes). :-D


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on April 13, 2019, 03:05:56
Guess I'm gonna have to have a conversation with my nips, not sure how they would feel having to share space. Not sure how I feel about that either (rolling eyes). :-D

Thanks for the laugh, Nameless!  This is hilarious :lol:


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 06, 2019, 08:22:16
My apologies to every one. While running back through this journal I realized there are times it seems the conversation gets dropped. I especially noted it here on this page where EscapeVelocity is talking about the veg-o-matic or the wringer.

I know everyone does this as sometimes the conversations get taken off-board and are discussed in private with different members. This in no way is meant to detract from this or any other topic, it's just a natural by-product of making friends and connections. And as often happens we sometimes forget to come back and back up our responses out in the open.

But I think every one would benefit from giving EVs comment above a little extra thought as I do agree that these sometimes very frightful moments are probably the most important ones.



Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 06, 2019, 08:50:06
Today I had the pleasure of meeting 3 of the Horse Heads. Another member here and I have discussed these particular entities. We, at least I am still a bit lost on their particular role so I'll just describe this latest exp which was half lucid dream and half ap.

I'm in another 'where' where the grass is significantly greener than here. The very physical action in this Otherwhere is that something urgent is happening and people are riding their horses, wagons and what-have-you to the action. (don't know what that was about). But I see 3 incredibly beautiful horses in a corral nearby and no one is noticing them. One of them really stands out, being uniquely colored. I can't quiet describe it.

I jump a fence and approach knowing I need to connect to this one particular individual/horse. But I can't seem to make the connection. So then I'm on the third story balcony of a really huge ranch house looking down at the 3 horses (?). I beckon to the one horse but first I have to ride one of the other ones. So that one with a really beautiful golden hide and lighter mane rears up on hind legs and literally jumps to the balcony, landing right in front of me. We ride off...

Then I'm back on the balcony and the second horse (?), grey with a white mane does the same landing delicately on the balcony. We ride off...

Then I'm back on the balcony and the third horse (?) with the indescribably coloring jumps to the balcony. I reach out to touch his mane and hurtle away... but I don't think I am exactly riding him.

Notes: These are clearly not terrestrial horses but the image fits well within my own translation table. They are however HUGE, very MUSCULAR and EARTHY. Contact, for me, for them or for all of us is however rather difficult. I appreciate the effort they put into making this communique possible. They showed dedication and extreme patience. For that I am grateful.

Although I have no recall (consciously) at this point of what we did or discussed during my click-outs I feel this was very significant.

The first time I met these particular beings they presented themselves on a strictly mental level. And no, they do not fully appear as horses. However since I have come to think of them as the "Horse Heads" they have clearly taken on the image to further our communication of which this latest experience was the first of those. They have clearly shown me that they are far more than just four legged beasts. Something I already knew but greatly appreciate the acknowledgement.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on August 06, 2019, 10:06:43
One thing I failed to mention in the above post was how these beings demonstrated their grace, balance and delicate precision. They truly wanted me to understand that they are not brutish or unrefined. I look forward to further contact.


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Plume on August 28, 2019, 08:22:38
 :-D I just read this but have no clue or experienced what you are describing , interesting though :-)


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on October 31, 2019, 02:38:10
Hi Everyone, I've been missing you guys lately. I see we have a new member who has blown in like a breath of fresh air. Course I'm talking about Dark (for short). Makes me happy all over again just being a part of our little home here.

I don't have much to report on regarding ap lately. I'm currently in a very soothing and relaxed place. I think I am experiencing a real physical world reaction to much of what has gone before in the lessons taught in projection. This is my time to assemble, organize and put to use those insights I've become aware of, some of them very small, some much larger.

I used to think, 'the universe is our friend' but now I know it in a way that before I mostly only gave lip service to.
Getting rid of old concepts, old thinking, old 'useless' beliefs is necessary to development of self on all levels. I stressed useless bc many of these beliefs are quite useful as they give us ways to express ourselves. So those 'beliefs' don't have to be core beliefs but things that give you understanding.

As has been the case many times lately we have had very low signal reception so getting online and staying here has been iffy and phone reception has been even worse.

On a personal level my daughter who is planning her wedding just had an awful experience. I know and they do to that a baby should come after the wedding but sometimes life does things differently and despite birth control (or maybe lack of self control) they became pregnant. Sadly at about 12 weeks she lost the baby a few days ago. We placed her beside her grandfather out under the oak tree and will be planting flowers later today. It makes me sad but I know the timing just wasn't good. Still I couldn't help but cry and my daughter and soon to be son-in-law are really grieving.

Not looking for anything from you guys just wanted to share a bit and kind of let ppl know that behind these posts on this forum are real ppl with problems and life issues just like everyone else.

Love and Hugs to All of You.

Oh Plume, I'm talking about extra-terrestrials/alien contact. I seem to have had contact in the past but there are problems with remembering and communication. We don't talk a lot about this side of things on this forum but hey, why not. LOL


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: LightBeam on October 31, 2019, 03:31:22
I am so sorry for your loss, Nameless! This is very devastating. Life is full with ups and downs. We can try our best to understand the reasons behind each challenge, but it is extremely hard while in the mids of a challenge to stay calm. The situation needs to be processed. The processing may be long or short, but it needs to happen. Prayers to you and your family!


Title: Re: Nameless' Everything Journal
Post by: Nameless on October 31, 2019, 05:25:42
Thanks LB, prayers much appreciated. We're okay and doing really well as a whole. Hugs!