I'd say you got your wish. Have done anything with it so far?
Well, I don't know if the thunder was a yes or a no answer lol. I think that if I am capable, I will be presented with the opportunity and I will know it. I don't want to force it and start asking people if I can experiment on them. It may take time for the manifestation of such abilities. But since I was a child I wanted to be able to heal people instantaneously and release them of their pain.
It's interesting that at some point during the day my mom's words echoed again "You have to go higher", and I think she meant not higher in distance, but higher in consciousness, meaning if I am to attempt healing, I have to get into a deeper state of consciousness fast, but this is one thing that is not easy for me to achieve. I will practice though and see how far I can go with perseverance.