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Thank you very much but in a sense thanks for nothing

 I have been keeping many of my Retrieval scenarios to myself for quite a while now, but this one is the most bizarre and involves an entire community or perhaps another civilization. I haven't quite figured it out yet.

 It happened last weekend while I was staying a Motel, while away doing a Renaissance Faire.

 I awoke and found myself with 100% conscious awareness in a Lucid Dream. I have had many Retrievals from a waking consciousness awareness, while Phasing, but my most unique ones seem to come from awaking in a Dream.

 In this one I was a visitor to a unique civilization that was being rules by a powerful King. He was a ruthless King to boot. He constantly set his people up with all kinds of challenges, knowing they would fail. That was basically his form of entertainment.

 I could see that the body I was using at the time was incredibly huge, as in muscular, almost Herculean.

This King had a huge machine that everyone knew about. This machine was a test of sorts, but if anyone could dismantle this machine, then it would free everyone on the planet from this oppressor's grip. He built it with many levels, almost layers of tests.

 Many people tried to dismantle it, but failed, to this King's liking. The layers challenged a person in every way you could challenge someone. But, all the people that attempted never even put a dent into the machine. Once an attempt stopped, the machine would restore itself to the very beginning again and the person that attempted to destroy it, would like either perish or live their lives with the failure of not being able to do it.

 I came into this area and made many friends. These were great fun loving people.

 One day, I bore witness to this King's lust for disorder and destruction. It was in some kind of Casino or gaming room and he was having people lashed with barbed wire for his entertainment. I couldn't believe it, he forced the people of his community to witness this as well.

 He traveled all over his planet and just played with people and their lives, emotions etc.

 Well, what I saw in that casino sickened me. Then the next day he was performing public torture sessions in the cities or town's square. One thing I found is it was really hard for me to discern just how big this place was. Was it a town, a community, a city a plant? It was huge and it had a large population, that's all I could tell for sure.

 After witnessing days and days of this torture I said I have seen enough and decided to act.

 I immediately went to the machine and began to dismantle it. The machine or metal box looked to be about 10 ft high by 8 ft wide. I figured it can't be that hard to destroy. So I began taking pieces of sheet metal off  of it in layers. For every layer I took off, two more mysteriously replaced it. This went on for hours and I still didn't even make a dent in it.

 A small group of people was beginning to take notice and surrounded me. I kept to the task though. Hours later I started to see that for each layer I took off, only one would grow back. I could see also that the King had spotters watching  me and my very small progress.

 A few of the people watching would go periodically and grab me some food and drinks. But I stayed at the task at hand.

 Finally after what seemed like two days of constant struggle dismantling the machine I finally came to the point where I could take a layer off and nothing replaced it.

 I also noticed that the crowd had grown much larger now. People seemed to be showing more emotion and faith that maybe, just maybe someone could finally break through the barriers.

 Now, I finally got to the core of the machine. This is when the challenge changed from physical muscle abilities to mental tests.

 A screen had opened up on the machines face and I was challenged with word problems, math problems etc. Now, I am not the most intelligent person around and these problems were a bit more than I could solve myself. But one by one, different members of the crowd would approach me and help me solve the problems. They could do this because these problems had something to do with their current profession in the King's kingdom.

 We went through this for a couple of days. Now the crowd was enormous, every time we solved another problem or equation, they roared with applause.

 Finally we got through this level of challenges, then I got to find the next level of the machine. This level had to do with emotion.

 The King was now there and he seemed to be enjoying this all. He had an army of men there as well.

 His men grabbed 5 of the spectators and put a gun to their heads. The King then asked me if I wish to go any further. If I did, that meant  that these 5 people would be poisoned with a lethal poison and that I had 2 hours to find the antidote. I agreed and his men poisoned the 5 people, I then set the cure.

 I returned back about a while later with the cure. I had to go hunting a deadly animal barehanded, kill it and then extract the antidote. I definitely was not enjoying this part of the challenge, but I need to help these people at all costs.

 Then I woke up. All day long this problem plagued me. Could I do this any longer? Did I want to back into this scene again? I knew that this King's thirst for torture was high. But what was he going to do next?

 Well, that night, I awoke in the same scenario, luckily I was close to where I had left off. I did have to replay a bit of what I did, but I knew how to handle it, because I lived it the day before.

 His thirst for torture was savage and he kept using innocent members of the crowd as his targets. But, I found that I now immediately awaken for real, once I have completed one task.

 This began 4 nights ago and now I am on my 3rd night of challenges.

 I will see it through. Reading this you are liking saying. Why don't you just kill the King or end it in another way, since thought = action.

 My answer is because I have to "play the game" per say as it's supposed to. I have tried to just end it quickly and found myself back in it immediately again.

 This shows me there a rules. I just don't know how far I can go. This King will stop at nothing to keep me from freeing these people.

 I have a feeling that Szaxx and a few of the other members here have been challenged similar to this as well.

 Szaxx you have told me in the past to wait until you finally begin doing Retrievals on large groups. Well I am now there and am seeing that this is indeed a whole new level.

 Thank You.

That's his Ouija and we have already tried to get him to explain it in lore detail but he won't. Personally, I would make a million of those bad boys and make a quick buck (all for charity, of course.).

Hey what!  I have been explaining in some detail in different threads!  The only personality on this board who has even asked to know more, wasn't even you Simon!

That sounds interesting.. I like your concept and I wanna know more..
1: How did you stablish a communicaton with God/higher self?
2: what's that seal? how do you use that?

1: I gave a pretty good outline as to how contact/communication evolved with higher self in my last post.  I don't think I could elaborate more without going into personal detail citing particular events, which I would be happy to do as examples of communication types...

2:  The 'seal' is a conglomerate of meaningful symbols etched onto the back of a mirror tile.  It uses the same principle as Ouija, and when I first began to use it I did so in the (Ouija) tradition of 'communicating with those who have passed on' (died) and evolved from there.  All along I was really communicating with 'higher self' which is connected with all consciousness and is both an Entity in its own right (sovereign) and connected with other Entities in their own right (sovereign) and all are united in co- creation - altogether forming The Universal Entity, which could be regarded as 'God' although Sovereign Entities are 'gods' in their own right.

I used this and other similar devices as a means of communicating with these Entities (This Entity)  

And that's what really matters.  Beautifully said!  I definitely honor and respect the journey you are on.
 

 

It is the same journey we are all on.  Worthy of honor and respect - thank you for your expressions too. 

I was thinking it is an astral forum but now we are having political discussions too.

This section of the Forum is labeled "Welcome to News and Media". That means that it is open to discussions of all forms of new or media, political or not.

 It doesn't necessarily have to be Astral related.

 We have other sections on this Forum for Astral Related topics and discussions.

So i've been doing a lot of meditation recently, and have noticed that when I keep my internal mind chatter quiet, and be in the, 'now' as much as possible, different chakras open and close spontanously thoughout my body, giving me an influx of refreshing energy.

Now, I don't consider myself a chakra expert, but is this normal? I'm sure it is, but any feedback would be welcomed

Thanks in advance

You went very ahead in the meditation but now you are loosing concentration.

I was thinking it is an astral forum but now we are having political discussions too.

When you say you can generate the nasty effects without any fear, do you mean you are actually trying to make these things appear as a kind of experiment?  How do you do it?  Do you will them into being like you would in the actual lucid dream?  Can you create what ever you want or are the hallucinations random?

I do the music technique you mentioned.  I think I probably quit doing it too early in the exit, though.  I'll try to hold onto the tune all the way through and see if that helps.  Thanks!

Now this terror attack takes psychic into another way.

That's very interesting. The quote of Monroe's book too.