To me, the word connotates religion, and thus a power hungry mythological figure, enticing one look without rather than within. Sort of like walking along my path, and out jumps a demanding control freak, sugarcoating and fluffing up all its control issues, telling me to bow and scrape so hard I tear up the very fabric of space and time. I'd be too busy worshipping the insecure and jealous being to go along my path, and would basically be in stagnation mode. At the end of the day, a three letter word I can live without.

The source of everything and all is truly impossible for me to comprehend at this point. All I can think of "it" now are local ideas, and I've started to realize it doesn't add up even a tiny little bit.

Hello Tayesin.

I've enjoyed reading your free e-book. I'm excited to read about the uniqueness of your experiences in the current push towards sameness.

As for questions, you mentioned 9 being a number that can mean wrapping up things, what's your experience/thoughts leading up to this? What do you make of the numbers 3 and 6, in the sense that they can signyfy something to an incarnation's path?

I recall reading "what's left of the druidic texts", and I'm curious, what texts are you referring to, and where can these be found?

As for the graveyard experience with Mike, my suggestion is to observe several crosses phasing out of the body/while on a journey. Regarding another purpose of that geometry I'd suggest observing a funeral and any nearby, or the closest cross, and any interaction.

Thanks for making your e-book available!

I've got a tip for protection when roaming the astral.

Try surrounding yourself with a golden shield of energy - gold
light. Sort of like an eggshell form. And if entities try messing with you. Send a zap of golden energy. That should get them by surprise. [B)] [] Defense, not offense, so a display of power
might be enough. Then again, if not backing a way, the entity may
need a lesson.

Good luck.

>Originally posted by zulu
>i will give it a try, idea is exellent, thank you

Hello. Got some tips. You can try burning sage in
the room before projecting. And also you could
try wearing a Black Tourmaline/Schorl Tourmaline
crystal on the left side (energy entrance) of your
body, say in a pocket.

>Originally posted by findtruth
>Adinaut, how did this being feel to you. I know they
>were telling you they were your guardian, but did it
>feel like it?

The feeling was cold in a clinical way. Didn't get the
feel of any hard emotions. Anyway, I did NOT buy into the
answer, but wasn't afraid, so didn't try to stop it
either.

>[...]
>What do you people think? My third eye's been blocked
>for a while now, too and that's usually my strongest
>chakra. (I don't know if that has anything to do with it)
>Do I have a neg hanging around impersonating a guide?

The 'negs' I've encountered haven't been subtle about
what they were about. If they thought dark deception
would've worked, I think they'd try that.

I think your evaluation of your situation (eyh, was a
poet and did know it, I said with a french accent, which
was done with intent, and by no means an accident) is
the most important issue here.

>Originally posted by SpectralDragon
>Any other questions that the above cannot answer is welcome. Ask
>questions of the Archangel mostly, after all that IS what this is for.
>If you have a question as to how and why I am doing this feel free.
>Criticism is welcomed and ABSOLUTELY NEEDED [] Just try not to be an
>@*s about it []

Question for you. Why 'him'? From what I've learnt, gender is a 3rd
density exclusive, and sometimes the illusion of it in the 4th density.

>Originally posted by Haematite
>Well, I understand your point, but I'm just another kind of person[]

Yes. For me, this is an excellent conclusion. Thanks for a nice chat.

>Heh, I've been slapped by a woman once actually  - and as I'm a girl also
>I'm allowed to slap her back, am I? []

Hehehe. [8D]

>lol the "perfect gentleman" - girl's dream []

[]

I think spiritual confusion occours when you are focusing
too much on the external (peers, society, channelings, and
so on) and forget to listen to yourself.

Thanks for sharing your experiences.

One time during sleep-time, I got aware, and
noticed I had company by what felt like a huge-
sized entity. I just remember the head. It could
almost be seen through; difficult to explain.
Thought it was very odd looking, and pondered if
the entity wanted to look intimidating; which
didn't work. Was intrigued instead.

I asked 'who are you?' And got something along
the lines of the entity being a 'caretaker' or
'parent' and was gonna 'do a check on you.'

The entity probed my 3rd eye chakra, and after
a while my vision phased out. Next, I was in a
working environment of some kind, and "the boss"
there was upset with me. He tried to intimidate
me. I told him off big time. "The boss" was put
out for a while, to the extent of tilting the
head slightly. Looked very confused. I thought  
that was amusing, and had a good laugh. He snapped
out of it, and that's the end of my recollection.

>Originally posted by Haematite
>But my lessons are different and I prefer to exist in states of mind
>which don't contain negative emotions.

Yes. []

>And you know - state like this isn't polar for me - on the contrary -
>that's the real balance in my oppinion. Emotions are proections of Ego
>and it's on lower level than soul. So, if we could release ourselves
>from base emotions we'll be able to rise higher.

Emotions (all of them) I think is one of several reasons we're here
experiencing. I don't have go around with clenched teeth though, hehe,
but defense, in my experience, requires power to perform an action
of defense, when somebody offends. As an example, I think 'removal of
participation' is powerful. 'Return to Sender - Equal Amount-Style' is
just as valid, for me.

>And why should one do something that isn't necessary: I mean if I could
>protect myself from slapping I don't think I have to slap the other person
>after that. Or if I'm already hurt I won't feel better when I hurt the
>other - the opposite - I'll feel worst.

Hypotetical question [], 'whoever' has just slapped you, what do
you do? To add to the monumentum, it's a female 'whoever' who has
delivered the slap.

I think I know what you mean. I've had a period of time where I leaned
towards dark, then a period towards light. Dark was crappy, but power was
one trait I liked. Power over self, that is. Light felt lighter, hehe, but
also crappy. I suffered coz I refrained from defending myself. Thinking
it was bad. I was a perfect victim, ready to be vicimized. Now I try to
gor for what I think is a more balanced way for me. I don't go around
looking for trouble, but if someone try to mess with me, I can deal with it.

>And Lockmar - how're you? I'm afraid we couldn't help you a lot with our argues...

[] Well, topics expand after a while.

>James S
>Sorry if this has gone off topic Zacier. I believe we are eventually
>meant to return to the "god" state of being, but we'll never get there
>if anytime a more advanced spirit comes to us we fall down and start  
>asking them to do all our thinking for us.

Thanks for sharing your experiences. []

>Originally posted by James S
>Y'know Jessica, I hadn't thought of it that way. It is all about
>control isn't it. Even if there were no such thing as money, there
>would still be those who seek to control others.

Interesting. [] A GOVERNment try to control what you can, and
more importantly, can NOT experience. Imo, the bottom line of 3rd
density is experience. Think this shows the dark aspect of
governments.

>Originally posted by Hephaestus
>Question 6: What are the origins of the Aryan race?

Robert Morning Sky (a native american) refers to
'orion' as 'ari an'. Aryan is very similar to
that and orion.

>I think we should all think really hard about our own
>behavior, is this really who we want to be, a forum full
>of bickering immature people? I don’t, ill be twice as
>careful about how I say something now, as not to fall into
>anger.

What you say spells like control to me.I don't like control
wheter it's about dark dominance, or light 'I know what's
best for you'.

You think we should do this or that, but the fact remains, it
is OUR choice to do whatever we choose to do.

I don't know what's right for everyone. But I know what is
right for me. And I will act accordingly.

A black tourmaline crystal worn on the left side of the body
will hinder attacks. Because the energy enters on the left
side.

You can also vizualize an eggshell of gold light
around you. That should also stop attacks.

>Supposedly some of them have information that we do not have access >to, so bit by bit they are making us aware of certain things that >might be important for our future development as a race.

We, Earthers, have Higher Selves with 1000+ incarnations going
on at once, gathering vastly different experiences in different
time phases. Aliens have Higher Selves with one incarnation going
on at a time.

Aliens rely heavily on technology. Very advanced in that area, not
so in the spiritual department. THEY are meddling in our business,
and not the other way around.

Aliens evolve as race/group/planet - conformity. Earthers grow
as individuals - diversity. That way we don't have to wait up
for the whole group to evolve, but can grow at our own pace.

Among aliens there are 'good' ones, 'bad' ones, and neutral
ones. But they are on a different path than us. Just as the
nature spirit also is on a different path.

I'm not here (on earth, hehe) to separate from my
emotions, nor to be controlled by them.

I've met a lot of ppl on my path that have tried
to control me with guilt. I've learnt to control
that feeling, instead of the other way around.
When that doesn't work, some will try to frighthen
me (fear), or pick up the cross of victimhood ('oh,
poor me'). Manipulation through emotion.

Another example. If I couldn't control my temper,
I think my life would be a lot different than it
is today. As a child, when somebody ticked me
off, I could end up in a physical fight with that
someone. Now I can use emotion to put power into
my words instead. Basically, I've learnt to
control my temper through experience.

One step further. Look at how the Iraqi-invasion
was made possible. 'Here a terrorist, there a
terrorist, everywhere a terrorist.' When in fear,
you don't control your emotions, and you give up
your power to someone 'to make it go away'.

At the end of the day, in my experience, emotions
CAN be controlled, without supressing them. For me
it's about self-control. The only form of control
of I fancy.

Excellent quote from the film 'Little Buddha' : "If
the instrument is strung too tightly, it will break;
if it is strung too loosely, it cannot play."

>Originally posted by volcomstone
>why not imagine yourself as air?
>so that everything passes through you?

You meet an experienced "messer" and you
pretend you're not there? Gold light
is a protection against polarity attack.
If you observe an attack on the astral,
darksiders will use red/green energies
encapsuled by black. Red is for the
second chakra, and green for the solar
plexus.

Do what you feel like. Was just a tip.

>I can't understand why people would "resist"

What do you mean?