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Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Possible entity
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on: March 25, 2012, 11:54:41
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So i was sleeping at my girlfriends last night and i've had previous experienced with her being restless in bed about with external things happening in the room
This one time i saw a face up in her room after waking up in the middle of the night, she tells me that she usually feels other presences in her room
Anywhoooo last night around 2am something weird happened, i was sleeping on my side and my girlfriend was hugging me in a spooning position, i had my arm around her and i was telling her "It's ok" "it's ok" "I love you" ... but the weird thing was i wasn't fully awake when i was saying that, it was like i was half conscious when i was doing it, Anyway when i realized what i was doing i was like wtf.. But i do remember vividly that when i was telling her Its ok its ok i was actually thinking too myself something is happening too scare her so i should comfort her (Thinking back on it i realized that whenever situations like this happen i act the same too comfort her, but this time i was doing it without even thinking? I had this feeling of she was being shown something or a realization kind of thing that she had too see but she was scared and i was comforting her, about it.. till i saw the face that freaked me the f out)
Then something caught my eye, as i looked infront of me i saw a face directly in front of me.. it's super hard too explain what it looked like, it was like kinda like a doll face with a blank expression / a mask kind of face... any who when i saw it startled me and i freaked out, looked at my girlfriend and started saying her name and asking her if she saw the face, she told me that she thought it was a dream
After that i was a little too freaked too go to bed so the lights were on in the room for the majority of the night, after about 5mins after i saw the face i was just laying in bed and i began too feel like i was going into sleep paralysis for some reason, and felt this overwhelming energy go up my body, i tried calling out but it didn't work till a few seconds later i snapped out of it.. and too my recollection my eyes were open while this was happening, very very un easy feeling at this point
So anywho my girlfriend has a dreamcatcher up in the room and she had an idea too take it down(it's directly on top of her bed) As she took it down i felt the energy of the dream catcher actually go down as the dream catcher was lowered down from the roof... then the room felt alot more free and more open and was alot more comfortable after that
She tells me that this things happen sometimes and she feels presences in the room even when im not there, even with a story she had told me about laying in bed and then a girl appearing next too her on her side wearing one of those netting things that cover your face and was sending a warm comforting energy too her, other instances of things like she was at my house once and we were all sitting down and i saw her zone out and scan her eyes from one side of the room to the other and then tell me that she saw a blonde girl that walked past and sat on the couch
Im thinking that the face thing happened was actually what was happening too her at the time but in my current state of consciousness my frequency level was that on the same level as the entity so i could actually see it, till i got spooked and scared and then snapped back too full reality
What should me and my girlfriend do - i have a feeling it's gone now but if it was too come again what is the best approach, if any?
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Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Uncovering supressed memories
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on: March 13, 2012, 10:11:24
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This has been on my mind lately after discussing mushrooms in test conditions from the forum, and reading a story about a guy who had remembered back too his early days as a kid - and i was thinking of taking that approach
I was born and raised during the Bosnian war and i left the country when i was about 4 - I have no memory of my time there at all and i would think something devastating as a war would be imprinted on my mind today and all the suppressed emotions would be healthy too sort out and let out, i also lost my mother during that time and i don't have any memory of her and would like too know those moments that she was in my life
Does anyone have any techniques so i can uncover these suppressed memories/emotions in my life?
Only thing im worried about with the mushrooms(and would obviously stir a negative reply from most of you) is that if i uncover something horrible that it would send me on a bad trip...
But i also believe and know if i was too do this that it would benefit very much
I am a really happy guy 95% of the time, and i do really care for people around me and i do my best too make people happy, i'm very empathetic in that sense... but i do sometimes spiral down in too a depression kind of state in that 5% ... Maybe im not remembering these things for a reason?
Please let me know what your honest thinking is
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Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / I need some helpful insight
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on: March 09, 2012, 03:17:52
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I have been starting too see patterns now in my mood and when i feel bad or depressed its usually releated too things that happen indirectly
For example i was at the hospital and there was a guy in the next room too me who had taken 30 zannax pills and the doctors who were helping him were approaching the situation horribly wrong, they were speaking too a man who was in a differnt mind state and using all these medical jargon terms that he couldnt understand(he was an obvious drug abuser) the whole time he would be trying too get out of his bed while the doctors were all getting angry and frustrated ... Im thinking too myself wtf - they approach him in such a forward and confronting way that they are making him scared a disoriented, then THERE getting angry when he reacts too that by trying too get out of the hospital? For some reason i took this so personal and it depressed me, even this guy i was with was laughing when the man was moaning and groaning in pain - i just went from calm too sad/depressed automatically
Another example is i am at someones place and i see one of my woman friends hugging another guy friend of mine and cudddling while watching movies, and the same girl is in a relationship with a man who is serving time in the army, and while she is cuddling up with another guy at her place while this guy is miles away from home serving his country... No disrespect and defamation intended at all for anyone... But i just seem too take this sooo personally and think very negatively on the guy who is able too do that knowing her boyfriend is in the army and miles away
When i think about these things it really effects me psychologically too the point where it could ruin my day and make me feel like sh*t for a while
Why is it i take things so personally when it is happening indirectly?
I am a confident man and not shy at all, i am pretty sensitive but i dont cry or anything around people and tend not too show anyone my down side - i know im very empathetic too people but why is it that i take things personally like the stories above?
I can't help it that i do but its been starting too happen alot recently
And i know confroting the situation would make things awkward and create un-necessary drama
Why should i care?
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