I started out totally logical, and I've always been exessively analytical. I had to replace some of my logic with faith so that I could make plunges into the unknown. Being logical and anylytical is in no way a hinderance, the hinderance is what limitations you put on logic. Logic can actually be extremely powerfull if you remove what limits society has placed on it. There IS a logical explanation for everything, just like the sceptics say. But the sceptics dont know what logic is, true logic is smart enough to know that it is not bound. Society is the only thing that limits the power of logic. The problem is that reason destroys mystery, something very precious to us.

Oops, didnt see the thread on gravity already made (I'm not very aware in the morning  ). What do you guys think of my theory? Im sure you could poke a lot of holes in it, granted there are some things I didnt bother explaining in detail because I wanted it short and simple.

Hmm that article is a little hard for me to understand. I read scientific american a lot but still I cant make much sence of it. Is it saying that a single photon registers as though there were multiple photons in this experiment? It sounds like the atom duality and triality (when the dual atoms combine it makes a 3rd one, it's a 3 mode 'switch') used in the experemental quantum computers. I dont see why it would be so contraversial to find light acts the same way..

Through my life I get a lot of comments from people regarding my eyes, some saying they seem to ‘buzz with electricity’ and really see into them, others say my eyes are full of goodness, and they can tell I’m the kind of person who makes people happy, others and yet others (a teacher being one!) telling me they would never trust anyone with eyes like mine. I just find it highly unusual to get any comments like these at all – they’re a bit out of the norm.

The teacher probably just doesnt trust you only because your eyes are different, you know.. teachers. I've seen 2 different people with what seemed like cat eyes to me. One is a borderguard. The other was just some guy who walked past me. I never mentioned it before because I cant explain it, it seemed like I was seeing thier eyes with both physical and astral(?) sight. Seems very circumstantial but I've never experienced anything like that before.

Ive been meaning to go with her to one for years, but havent got around to it yet. I always wonder if the sensitive people in such places would be able to pick up anything from me based upon my OBE activities.

I did find a church that was simi-spiritualist. There are quite a few psychics (though they wont say that). It is a very long story, but I somehow had a huge effect on them, they were always telling me all kinds of things. At one point I had so much energy dumped on me it was painfull, I knew I could do anything I wanted with it and I did do something.. interesting, but thats another story. I was at a spiritual high though. Also I admit I didnt just sit there and pray; I was really impressed by the energy, so I helped construct a portal with the help of some light beings. Well, next week I went there it was still active (for 2 months). I wasnt really sure if it was my imagination or not until some of the more gifted people started talking about an 'open heaven'. I didnt mention my involvement. But I did get more of a sense of what was appropriate for me to talk about with them. One day at home I met someone called Samuel during meditation, maybe Samuel from the old testament as I requested someone from heaven. I actually just wanted someone to help with my meditation. Along with conversation, I was shown a bunch of hand signs, but I couldnt tell what direction they were moving, the hands seemed to be 2D. I told the people at the church about some of it. I thought they would be interested in what he had to say, but they just told me it was very wrong to speak to the dead. 'Dead' ? But I thought we dont die? So they are against mediumship. But then I carefully spoke to them metaphorical way about manipulating energy. I think they understood and didnt object, even encouraged (dont object to "magic" but do object to talking to people?) I have to really watch what I say, how did it get so complicated? (interestingly they told me a story about King Solomon employing a witch to summon Samuel to ask him advice.) They spoke a lot about my destiny, a subject i'm very touchy about (especially since my fate lines disapeared). I've been given big shoes before, but I seem to allways trip on them, one strength doesnt mean total strength, and mine comes with a big weaknesses, how could that be overlooked by everyone. This maybe doesnt have a lot to do with subliminal messages (maybe psychic ones), but it is some of my experience with my simi-spiritualist church.

Hmm... writing this has shown me how much I've got in touch with reality (ahhh the horror!). I must be working too much, or maybe I need to go back to my old practice.

EDIT: no churches in alaska http://www.nsac.org/churches/index.htm

I look into everything. I finally tried looking for some info on the web about palm reading. I found a little, I read my own hands. I was really amazed at how accurate it was. my lines somehow described my strange personality perfectly. Awhile ago I was viewing my aura around my hands when I noticed a line. I thought it was strange and took note of it; there is no way to bend my hand to create such a line. Since then I have felt that I have been somehow taking the wrong path, like my destiny was fading. When I was researching I learned the line I had noticed before was 'fate'.. I looked at my hands, my fate line had disappeared, just a couple faint broken lines now.. depressing  Well anyways, I am terrible at making decisions, (the reason being my ability to see all sides, one of the things echoed in my hands) being able to see upcoming choices would (maybe) help me greatly.

Is there any good proven books out there on the subject? I have noticed a lot of variation and capitalizing on the art, which tells me many books arent genuine.

[you]

Have you considered you might have been that little girl?

Sarah

Interesting thought, but no I really dont think so, unless it was my life before this last one that I was looking at. I have partial knowledge of who I was last time, dating back to when I was 6, somebody showed me. (Quite a big thing to lay on a 6 year old  )

I went to a spiritualist church service for the first time last night and there was a visiting medium...

I will tell more if you ask... suffice to say it was interesting.

 

Sarah

A medium at church? All the churches I've been to would toss her in a cauldron of boiling holy water. What are these spiritualist churches called? And tell me your story   

I unfortunatly saw the shlong in fight club no problem (I beleive that wasnt the only one). According to BBCN that was 1/24th of a second. They also use it in 'the life of david gale' for some stupid reason. I must admit it angers me that they would even try subliminal messages (and it is hard to anger me). To me it is the worste kind of infringement on a person, the fact that it is legal in the US goes to show how the US government only wants people as farm animals to consumerism and taxes.

Very good post nodes. I especially agree with what you said about the mind. I find it interesting you (Guhan) were on a platform between the two. Perhaps the reason is you have risen above the ones below you is because you have chosen both intuition and logic? I wonder why they were being crushed though.

What I think of the crushing machine is not that they are being punished but being transformed into something else. But why is it so horrible? Personally my mind would never make me suffer a dream like this. I would say it is only to make sure you pay attention, but in this case it is so bad that you DONT want to pay attention to it. I dont beleive the people were you, you are being sypathetic to some external people.. Because you are too far above them you cannot help these people.

see if you can check wether these dreams often happen during a full moon

Actually, the dream I posted happened on a full moon, I was sleeping in the moonlight also.

I have reaccuring dreams about fighting also. It always happens after I do self presence or cleansing meditations. I think I know the reasons. We are actually a congregation of concious beings all working together (for the most part). Often we get rebelious or bad conciousnesses in our bodies. Fighting could be the battle (or it's symbol) to remove the bad influences from our lives. It could be the conciousnesses or it could be things, people, feelings, addictions, in our lives. Often times in my fighting dreams someone dies. When it is somebody on my team I wake up feeling terrible, when it is a person on the other team I wake up feeling good, and I notice that something negative in my life is nolonger there. I think that this portal is something in your life that is letting in many negative influences. The giant was probably helping you, he sounds like a force more than a person or idea, something unstopable (astrology?). The fact that he has a body of rock and a head of the moon tells me he represents heaven and earth.

It sounds like the 'you create the world around you' concept going around right now. Actually I commented on it earlier "but our universe is already being imagined, and not by us. We are not God, not even close", our individual immagination in the physical world cannot compete on large scales.

I think someone is explaining the concept of being a creator to you.

Um wow 

That whole story of your dream definetly had my imagination going.

Yea, my immagination is tingling.

It sounds to me that your subconcious has amazing creativity (I think everyones does) or it is what it looks like. Hehe, so bizzare.... my theory is going to be even more bizzare. Perhaps your subconcious was flying around space picking flowers as you slept (common thing), when this teleporting alien crossed your path and integrated you for a moment while traveling a wormhole (or something), teleporting you and it in the same body to another planet. Perhaps it was possible because you are linked somehow to this alien, energetically or psychologically, similar despite radical body differences. Or this probability teleportation thing is full of.. well, probabilities. Perhaps it is not uncommon to pick up others when using it.

Or.. it sounds like it could be symbolic. When dreams are amazing it is hard to beleive it could be symbolic. The alien you inhabit could be your physical body. The dodecahedron could be your 'probability' as an individual, your personal route. Giving it to the others could be you giving yourself to, perhaps the universe, or society, as they were aliens, like you.

Thanks for the post, it refined my definition of real wierd dream.

I'm not one to jump on bandwagons (when I was starting out I even thought chakras were bogus hehe.) My belief in crystals changed one day also. I used to have a nice cliff I would climb, up to a ledge overlooking the valleys and river.. awsome place. I always meditate at the same spot when possible, to build latent energy. But after awhile I started changing my location. I noticed that some places on the cliff I had much better meditations than others, moving a foot or two could make a huge difference. I investigated the cliff. I found that at all of my favorite spots there were hidden veins of smokey quartz. I moved, but I hope to find another crystal vein like that. But as a substitute I was thinking you could get a lot of raw quartz crystals and arrange them on your mat in a flower design with their base (-) pointing away from you.

Edit: it contains some already known theories

I havent been focusing on science perhaps nearly as much as I should, so bear with me. I was thinking of quantum mechanics while sleeping. My line of thought, dark energy being effected by magnetism turned out to be bogus, or I couldnt make it work, but it sparked my interest. I only just thought this up, it probably isnt perfect.

The idea of air bubbles in water came to mind, and how all planets and atoms are influenced to form spheres, despite  their kinetic movements.

I propose that all matter is being pushed on at all sides by all the dark energy in the universe. That dark energy is like a layer of rubber across the universe, that is it wants to be evenly distributed everywhere. Perhaps the reason the universe is expanding is not because there is more dark energy being created, but that dark energy is spreading out, trying to make itself evenly distributed. To dark energy matter is an invasive energy pushing it away, therefore it tries to enter the space where an atom is and pushes on the walls of the atom, making it spherical. The denser an atom is the more dark energy it pushes out, therefore the more dark energy pushes on the walls of the atom. Being classified as void by dark energy gives matter the ability to clump together, to dark energy, a planet is a large atom, this creates gravity in the matter's immediate area. We (us, atoms, planets) are like waterbugs walking on the surface of a spherical pond.

I feel like this is a volatile subject, but an important one. I'm not talking about exorcist style possession, or even demon in particular but  influence of negative beings on your will and negative thought infiltration. I believe it is a very common thing. Psychological? Perhaps, but it all has the same effects and treatment.

There are two kinds of 'possesion'.
1. External possesion, aka obsession; little devil on your shoulder  This is where a neg becomes attracted to your negative emotions and is floating around you sucking life energy and trying to influence you to create the negative emotions it loves (hate, or envy, or greed, etc). It is usually pretty easy to remove them. Infact, if you simply develop your energy body more, and drop your negative emotions, they will find you intolerable.

2. Internal possesion; this is where the being has managed to enter your body. Usually it is because you have intentionally or unintentionally invited it into you. During entry you can feel it physically, you may have strange physical symptoms, or suddenly gain new supernatural powers (they are not yours). This kind is very difficult to deal with if you do not know one simple concept. By law, two opposing energies will not combine, this is the law of attraction. You must increase your presence in your body. Center yourself, find the energy/feeling that defines you, then 'be in' every part of your body, especially the head and neck area, where beings enter. This will push all other beings of opposing energy from you. They will try to re-enter, usually on the right or left side of the neck, they will be persistant. Make your presence especially strong anywhere it attempts re-entry, imagine your skin becoming hard as steel. Eventually it will give up. You can prevent this mess by just not letting anyone in that you are any bit suspicious about.

I hope this is helpfull to somebody! Be happy! (I order you! )

This is perhaps a bit of worthless info. I have heard how in quantum mechanics when you arent looking at something it is in a wave form, when you do, it changes. It could be that this wave form is what some people are seeing; ripples of light across surfaces. Being able to see quantum phenomina with the naked eye (or psychic sense) to me seems to be one bridge linking metaphysics with accepted science.

Thanks for the info guys. Actually, the day I wrote this post, some conciousness said something concerning me saying how I didnt need to AP. I inquired further and he said that it would help my developement if I projected more. It is a good way to meet astral guides face to face, or so I've heard 

It seems to be a belief thing.  If you have any doubts, then you probably won't be able to go through walls, etc.  If you believe, then you can do it. 

That makes sense to me 

There's something about windows though... Lots of reports that going through a window is hard, that you get stuck there, that it's better to go through walls...

This reminds me of witch orbs, they are glass spheres with intricate patterns inside that are said to confuse and trap spirits.

I don't know why that is... It's like how you can activate light switches, see them move from off to on, hear the click, but the light (typically) won't turn on... It does seem that there's weird quirks that are common to everyone, but I'm sure a little willpower can make them go away.

So I wonder if I was already projecting when I kept trying to turn on the light, the switch was flipping, but no light.

Thanks for the input 

Phew! I really got grilled on this one. 

You're right, society today being bad is an opinion I formed, that I never really looked at with a microscope, highly unusual for me.

The world is perhaps better, children are murdered by terrorists today, and they were likely murdered by marauders then. The evil has changed forms but it hasnt changed it's essence.

I really cant even say violence is worshiped now more than ever (arenas.)

I cant say we havent benefited from government, genocide aside. Medicine, though misdirected, has given people another chance. Logic, I believe, is very important for development of the individual and the universe. A brain using both sides is far more powerfull than one specializing in one area.

However, I get this nagging feeling that peoples souls are far more empty now than they have ever been. That people are more self centered, and well... thats exactly opposite of what we must achieve is it not? To become open, one with the universe, and in that way gain a great deal, reaching higher levels of paradise?

I'm always hearing about people in pharmacutical research sacrificing the greater good, often indirectly killing thousands of people, just to make money. They dont care about curing cancer or any other disease, the cures are already out there, but if they cant make money off it they wont distribute it.

I suppose what it all boils down to, why I formed this opinion.. I HAVE to beleive humans are better than this. I want the world to be set right, in my mind that means stepping back, but if this is how it is and always has been... well.. that means humans are hopeless, that God has given up on us and will not set things right, as there is no 'right' to set.

Hi Alaskans

Whatever it was, it was surely an amazing experience.  That was incredible to read, never mind experience!  It must have been exhausting.

It appears to me that you were actually "there", wherever "there" is.  I feel you witnessed it (not being of mind and body).

Your memory is utterly superb.  Although 40 days is good going with dream journalling.  When dreams don't feel like other dreams, is when they are not dreams, in my opinion.

Sometimes I remember dreams I had totally forgotten, they just surface out of thin air. Those dreams I pay close attention to, they always have meaning. Like telling me someone came back to town, or some important personal thing. Actually, I remembered some dream better than I remember things when awake. I am ok at remote viewing, and I believe that means seeing through time also. It could be some of my dreams, like this one, are pieces of history, perhaps stitched together, perhaps with some things from my own imagination. We are all huge mysteries to ourselves, and the mystery only deepens the farther we look.


It was detailed sure, but I had another dream even more detailed. It was about a drive I took down south. I noticed every single thing; every car, tree, license plate, piece of trash (in and out of my car), blown tires on the highway, and that I was totally naked, except for the exact same shirt I wore to bed. I think I died in it.. well I'll be sure not to go driving without pants.

I'm so glad you wrote it down/up.  These things (even if profound) can be elusive if not documented straightaway.

Thank Sara   I'm really glad you guys liked it, I was afraid you would think it was booring.

Ever seen Battlestar Galactica? Lt. Adama?

Na, never seen it, I dont have TV, the commercials are so twisted they make me want to loose 30 pounds in 4 days then kill myself.

I'm not a dedicated traveler; sure it's great fun but I think you can learn just as much using the two halves of your brain and intuition. I do on occasion leave my body now and then.

Last night I woke up from a nightmare, or I had a creepy feeling, and I went to flip on the light, it wouldnt go on. I 'woke up' again, went for the light, nada. Repeat x2 and rinse, I got agitated about it and decided to become aware and screw around, as a looser award for my failure at turning on the light. I was asleep but made myself aware. I did the rolling thing, did the familiar floating around with my head glued to my skull thing for awhile. Then I grabbed the floor and pulled myself out. I inched myself away from my body, intent on phasing through my window and jumping from the 2nd story to the parking lot. I guess I then went back in my body, unable to take the leap of faith.

My question is, how do you leave your room exactly? How do you go about walking through walls, if such a thing is possible?

Also, I felt groggy as I was going to the window, like I just woke up. Are you normally groggy after leaving your body from a dream?

I beleive I looked into my past life. One thing about it, a little girl I kept seeing, I'm 90% sure was authentic. So I guess I had a daughter. That was a relief because I had always thought I was some kind of bad guy.

Oh, I'm very sorry, I mistook you for stiev. 
You have a right to be irritated at my mistake, but you should lighten up! Or life just sucks (I have to tell myself that all the damn time)

That is a really strange link. Kinda distubing in a crazy sort of way, especially considering all the resemblances it has to my dream. But in my dream Adama turned evil, he didnt want to bring light, if that crazy link is legit then perhaps it isnt actually light they are brining. I mean, isnt living underground in the astral or wherever they are kinda fishy?

I already looked up Horus, he is the Egyptian god with the head of a hawk. The god of the sky. He and Set competed for Egypt. I dont have any beleif in the ancient gods, exept that they might have held power by faith in thier followers, especially if someone took up the gods role. It's funny how much ancient Egypt comes up in experiences. People keep telling about egyptian symbols, dual scarabs, etc. It could be because Egypt is beleived to be the place humans were created, and where we have been traced to from our migration across the globe, so in our distant past we all have blood in Egypt (actually Etheopia is where Eden was beleived to be, but close enough ).

Seeing as how it's so detailed, I wouldn't know where to start, other than that the cave may represent death (I believe horus is similar to the grim reaper). The whole dream might have something to do with understanding physical death, maybe conquering fear of it.

I dont have any fear of death, although I would make an effort to not die if my life was threatened. I admit it is a bit too detailed for me to easily decipher it. And worse, it is all streamline, everything makes sense, nothing really felt symbolic.

I did some googling on Adama also:   http://www.lemurianconnection.com/en/adama/index.htm
I'm kinda scared to look into it or I might go as crazy as them 
The picture has resemblance to the Adama in my dream, his face is the same as the person I drew. Except he had black hair. His wife had blond hair, I think she was foreign, she was the only blond I saw.
I wonder if it is a group of wackos living in a cave doing LSD or if there is actually some truth to it. They say they dont live in the physical world, which makes it more believable to me.

A conscious mind is like a mountain, it does not latch onto thoughts as a mountain does not latch onto clouds, it just lets them drift past.
-AM

I wish my brain was like that, it latches onto thoughts like a monkey falling out of a tree. I've had the same song play in my head for 2 weeks nonstop, when asleep or awake. Go to sleep it was there, wake up it was still there. Sometimes I nearly lost it because I was so irritated that I couldnt stop the music. If I did manage to stop it, some other random song appeared. I think theres some reason for the music, like it is smoke screen covering something, or my subconcious doing something. It might have something to do with my strange sleep state. When I'm asleep I'm often concious, but often not in controll. Im a weird boy 

It probably happened from years of thinking to myself as I'm falling asleep, my train of thought keeps going even after I'm asleep. sometimes I even wake up with the last few sentences of my sleeping thoughts. Perhaps I'm just nutty as a squirrel in a jar of peanuts, who knows.

Maybe a bad spirit wanted to upset you. I've had it happen, they try to get you to do bad things in your dreams because you are more vulnerable there, they can get you to do things you would never do in waking life. I had a ... well... succubi is a perfect term for her, come to me in a dream. She was very attractive and charming, she tried to get me to do something and I refused. She suddenly got absolutely ticked and did something really strange and disturbing to me. I left my dream body and screamed at her to stop doing that to me.
I realised it was a dream and willed her to stop, but it didnt work, thats how I knew she wasnt a dream. Eventually someone came to my rescue. I've had other dreams where someone tried to commit violence or other things. I think who you are in your dreams is what your core person is, whereas your waking person is the person trying to rise above your core person (hopefully). Dreams are the weak point in our armor, a great (and easy) place to tempt or disturb people.