i try to come on the island

my avatar name is SBOU

quite a while ago i flyed regularly in my dreams .. but allways get "shot down" by these air-wiring (used to supply the railway) ..

all room stuff in dreams .. is used by forces that try to prevent ya from astral projection ... that are fears from your subconsciousness ..

that air-wiring has a special meaning .. a kind of fear ..

i never thought about it ... lets try to find a way out !

all this wall n objects only appear .. when i can use my hands in my dreams

in all my dreams .. in which i can not use my hands .. i do not need
to get through walls etc.

so this wiring seems to be related with an aku-punkture meridian in the hand

the hand has a lot of fine energy wiring in it ..

so maybe these wires in the walls and air of our dreams
are still blocked energy-meridians of our hands

of course you are right ..

its like playing base-ball (a.p. at home)
and foot-ball (a.p. at a direct meeting at a location
outside your own real life)

both games are fun

my mother wanted me to make a therapie ..
and i attained a group in the psichological departement ,
of the hospital , weekday from 8 to 16 clock .

it was nice  but boring    to be honest
i never had a single extraordinal experience in wake state,
only all this people scanning me (this bright-blue little orbs
around me)

so this sphere like thing is my third eye ..
this nose-bone .. splits at about 1,5 fingers over the tip
of my nose .. it widens .. and at the root this split bone
winds around this 5 millimeter big sphere .. as if you split
a little piece of wood with a thick nail ..

ok .. lets just open it  some of you help me now ... i
can feel a lot of vibrational sensation .. i copy them ... its
very very relaxing .. i worked out energy raising methods too..
one for the material and one for the energy body, but this
vibrational sensation is for a more fine body ..
would i have found this out , on my own ??

this third eye maybe is a artificial lock , so only
people , with  enough mind , heart and discipline are
able to open it .. a kind of selector ..

on a medical scan ,, i guess this thing will apear as part of
the nose-bone .. ok .. i learned about the brain ..

the thalamus .. has a little gland behind it, the epiphyse
in front of it .. in an decreased angel .. the hypothalamus
is located .. if you would draw a line outside the head .. it
would pop a bit above the middle of the eyebrows

ok and under this hypotalamus .. the hypophyse is attached ..
and its just nearly exactly located behind this sphere thing ..
ahhhh !

i have read about  the fire-yoga .. wakening the kundalini energy,
its crawling up the male and female  meridians (aku-puncture)

every 2,5 fingers another vibrational quantum .. i trained this
allready .. but thats only the energy-body .. wont open the eye..

in one book i read .. opening the third eye means .. that
the fluid in the thalamus is ignited by the now very spiritualized
kundalini energy ... and a spark fires from the epiphyse through
the hypotalamus and grounds in the hypophyse .. and i think this
third eye has a own little vortex .. energy-line .. that just
exits the head through this sphere like thing in the root of the nose.

.. to be able combine our focus ?

0.00 AM New York Time :  base of the statue of liberty

hallo selski  

daemon .. hmmm .. to be honest i dunno .. abducted .. implantet ??

cacodemon .. i won t x-ray , but once, when i was in hospital ,
a computer-tomographic scan of my head was made .
i should ask there for for that data .

my nose has a split .. that starts slightly on the lower third ..
then it realy gets wide .. 2 - 3 milimeters

..

and then there is a very big sphere-like thing blocking this split
3 - 5  milimeters at the height of the centers of my eyeballs
this sphere-like thing hurts realy weird .. (as if my entire brain is affected) , when i stimulate the aku-points of my head ..

above this sphere-like thing the slit wont continue ...