Thanks, I know that. Does bad things to your health, lol. 

Might be that I was watching someones life.

The fact that annoyed me most was that I was "sent back". Dream or not, it was nice in the light...

Hello, all.

Right now, there is an ecological catastrophe in the main river, Daugava, in my country - Latvia. For us, Daugava is not only a river, it is the symbol of our people, the blood of Latvia - and now it is being massively polluted with oil products as a result of some malfunctions in a Belorussian factory... The mass media is disinformating - for ignorant people are calm people. They say, that the pollution goes just as far as 8km over the borders. Actually, it is 100km, and growing swiftly. They say, that the oil spots are under control. Actually, nothing is, our emergency squads even have no experience in such situations.

Because of this, I have this rather unusual request - please, send as much healing thoughts and prayers to this river, to Daugava, as possible. The Life itself will appreciate it very much.

Thanks in advance.

Love and Light,

Vilkate

On the other hand, it is interesting to tell someone your beliefs, even if they are fanatic non-believers, sometimes it happens to convert them into believers.

Hey, all! Just thought I could share a dream I saw last night.

It was a 3rd person dream, I was watching events in the life of a middle aged woman I don't know in reality. She had decided to contact different lesser astral beings, like neutral, small spirits and such, but didn't succeed at all until she learned of a meditation that would open her 3rd eye chakra instantly, letting her feel, hear and see otherwise for her unreachable world. Step by step, she started seeing what she wanted, only the beings she saw were not neutral at all, but small, mischievous astral goblins, some sort of negs or something. Having noticed that they are being seen, they decided to have some fun (in their understanding of this word) with this woman - starting off with small jokes, as missing objects and sudden shadows; however, fun soon passed into madness, as the woman now often woke up at nights from nightmares and discovering that her legs have been bitten, the toothmarks being as those of a small animal.
Slowly, she was driven to a constant state of panic, because she would be never left alone by her malevolant guests. One night, suddenly waking up, she saw the doors of her bedroom were slowly opening, and a shadow of a small being falling upon the floor. With a scream, the woman grabbed a pistol from under her pillow and made a shot in the direction of the shadow.. And then - a child screamed, the sound of something falling on the ground.. The woman realized in shock that she had shot her own child and rushed to where the body should lie - but there was nothing, only a thread of red yarn, and something snickering silently in the darkness...
After this event the women decided to search for professional help, maybe a doctor, and the next day she decided to go to a church. Standing by a busy street while waiting for the green light, she though of how good it was that those beings left her alone at least at daytime. But then, feeling somewhat uncomfortable, she looked back - and saw a horrible, disgusting creature sitting right behind her and staring at her with a cold gaze. She screamed in panic and ran over the street, ignoring the heavy traffic, when...suddenly I was in her place, in the middle of the street, wondering what had I to do with her, and then a truck hit me... The next thing I saw was an infinity of light ans softly swirling colours, and peace, peace, peace... But then  a calm voice suddenly says just by my ear - Hey, now where do you think you're going - it's time to go back!

After which I woke up instantly. Now, what do you think of this dream?

Love & light -
Vilkate

I think I might be lucky with the people I meet, because I've never been treated as a weirdo because of what I believe in and practice - most of the people I've told it think it is very interesting, and many have now started practicing APing themselves. If anybody has ever thought I'm nuts, they haven't told or showed that.

This probably isn't the right place to post it, but I am desperate and need urgent help, and am in too much chaos to know what is what now, so sorry if this doesn't make any sense.
My love is in deep depression, shee feels moral pains all the time, and right now she is close to cutting herself, I cannot get to her now, God won't help no matter how much I ask all this time, I don't know the reason, so PLEASE, if anyone can help in ANY way, please help, either in sending her peace, either by getting the reasons in some way...
I really hope that someone can help in this situation... 

Thanks!  Usually I keep to my opinion that using too much smudge tool gives us bad karma, but at least I forgave myself this case.. 

Hi there, all! I think I have something I would like to hear your thoughts on.

Through all my life I've been very conscious of my mortality in quite a direct way, not only acknowledging that I would once die, but also as if feeling death by my side... Umpf, it's quite hard to explain, actually, but I'll try to describe it, trying not to sound nuts at the same time.
Feeling death to me means feeling that my time might end very soon, I often look at things as if it was the last time in my life I'd see them, but it is not sad, on the contrary, the feeling is filled with deep peace, I evaluate things I've done very carefully and often feel as if in a hurry, as if there was a deadline of some kind, before which I still have important things to be done.
There are periods in my life when this feeling grows in its intensity, as, for example, now.

So, I would appreciate your thoughts and comments on what could cause this feeling, am I going mental or is it something I should pay more attention to?

Love - - -

Vilkate

here's something from me 

Those are right who said you got this from stress... In the past month, I've been in quite a depression, and, guess what - I've got the same symptoms. So, first, deal with what's inside you, and only then look for possible external causes. 

As far as I know, this is quite a common experience, usually said to be either voices of spirits, either hallucinations caused by the trance state right before sleeping or APing.

That they must starve

In quite a hell, Astir, that's why I didn't find time for posting anywhere... But no I'm back, hopefully, not to disappear again

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