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« on: April 25, 2012, 11:29:03 »

Hello again.
I have come to the conclusion that everyone has their own ultimate reality.  We all have our own personal God Form and Absolute State, with anything and everything in between that we desire for ourselves.  You people here have been highly skeptical of my views concerning the phantasy world, and I can put that aside.  It is time for a new age, and we will not get there by bickering and destroying each other's thoughts.

So, I propose that we make peace.

After all, it's part of the template we are existing in that we suffer these trials and go through the phases of endurance and rest.  I would like to think that the evolved beings who created the human race have put forth the notion of 'dark magi vs holy priest' for a very good reason.  While much of the human experience is experimental, that only means that we have at our disposal the full breadth of magick and science to work with.  That ultimate goal of absolute knowledge, the fact that knowledge has a limit in reality, it only means that we are all working towards the goal of a refined system that integrates and 'muniscipificies' the nature of mind with the infinite nature of experience.

Some people have said, "We Are One" and I boldly disagree.  Why cling to such a thing?  If it were true, why would there be a convincing?  Why would there be an elaborate scheme to make us believe it?  I do not believe that we are one consciousness, due to the fact that I have already experienced a cosmic harmony at age five, and in it, I wished a Holy Blight upon the entire Earth.  I can still go back to that moment in my mind, and then my father lied to me and said that the star next to the Moon was my grandfather.  I thought to myself, "Oh that's a nice way of putting it."  ...... somehow I doubt it's true.  It was Saturn, obviously, the time of the decade when Saturn makes it's appearance.  Or some such, I thought it was Saturn anyway.

Again, while I will never agree that We Are One, that only goes to prove what I am here saying.  That, with our diversity of experience and powers, the sheer range of capabilities that we share as a planet of Earth, we actually develop and publically promote the idea of a new age, in line, sleek and trim Psionics Theory.  People are going on about all types of crazy things, yet I fear for the world of course.  If we, as this very community, can perhaps create a new foundation and take political measures, we could verily win the war against the rapists and decievers.  Once people realize that they can
1.create energy with visualization
2. what they think is happening is likely happening when they think it is happening (intuition)
3. remember their whole lives and entire timeline to increase capacity for visualization, WHILE reanimating the matrix of space time
4. levitate and regenerate at the same time
5. teleport and summon angels
6. astral project and create reality
well, that would give people a lot more to focus on than dumb video games and bogus television that is just garbage.  I mean I'm sorry ok, but I watched tv for twenty years, I don't want to sit in front of it anymore.  I've worked on the computer for twelve years, and I'm almost ready to move beyond this as well.

It's this damnable One Consciousness that is holding back progress.
People have to sit there and worship some false god called We Are One, and we are not one.  If we were one, would we all have different faces, different genetics, difference in foods and likes and dislikes?  The psionic variable is based on the environment, not on the soul, unless you could the environment as being a part of your soul.

And what's more, science today is eggs and salt.
As reality shifts, the outer celestials moving and their pin point of gravity on our local space changes, so too does the entire nature of our reality change and grow, adapting to the new environment.  What works as technology in this age will not work in the future.  Physics, for as much as I love it, is just another false god.  Truly, there is little sense in saying the electricity comes from the motion of electrons passing through a conductor, when in fact, in the future, we might use gravitons as our source of energy, we might even use our own star to simply sit a mirror in space and funnel solar energy down to the planet.  Electricity is not a permanent thing.  And meanwhile, most people are trapped in their entropy, decaying due to the fact that they refuse to do anything physical, thinking that they are saving on their bodies when they are just letting it go.  So much for cosmic entized reality!

And another thing, I don't feel that astral reality is a step above the cosmic universe.  The cosmic universe is the best reality, you can rip up and down the entire 32 or whatever aythers there are, you still can't beat cosmic universe.  In my view, the astral is enclosed within the spectral, the spectral being the etheric and netheral as two ends of the same thing.  That's how I view it.  It's good to be able to astral project, but levitation on the physical level?  On the cosmic bloodline of the universe?  Man, nothing beats it.  And as you know, levitation and regeneration are intimately linked, they work together to make you an invincible cosmic entity.

Beyond the cosmic, you can only become celestial.  So have confidence in God, God is the ultimate celestial.  I just feel that we don't need to sit there and listen to this One Consciousness garbage anymore, it doesn't even make sense.
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« Reply #1 on: April 25, 2012, 15:34:21 »

Say if i have a blank piece of paper, draw you on it, then i draw me on it.. we both look entirely different right? unless your my long lost twin

but now we are one, because we are on that same piece of paper, doesn't matter what point on that paper we are or how different your side is to mine, we still are joined together on the same paper

now imagine the paper being everything and the drawings of us being a little section of that everything

being different is just an illusion, were all the same...


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« Reply #2 on: April 25, 2012, 16:11:59 »

I don't think anyone is out to convince anyone else that "we are all one". It is an experience for some, and anyone who has experienced it does not want anyone else to believe it. They want people to find it on their own. If you're adamant it doesn't exist, that's OK, no one is in judgement. What's important is that you don't just believe anyone, but come to your own personal truths.
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« Reply #3 on: April 25, 2012, 22:52:03 »

While I agree with some of your points and  understand where your coming from I have to echo stookie's thoughts on this. Every metaphysical forum has their own spiritual frames. Some with "Idea's" more popular and entertained then others. What would a forum be for if everyone simply agreed with one another? That would be boring as heck lol. If your not comfortable with the way some people think here, you can always find other forums that are more up your alley.

Personal Experience, Semantics and perspectives of the unseen leaves treacherous curiosity. A person can word something in a certain way that can totally throw you off balance with the way you see things, but you might have more in common with each other then you think. If you find someone's ideals are conflicting your views, then ask questions. Allow them to elaborate further on their thoughts in which you will find your idea patterns really do match. It's usually like this SOME of the time lol.. A rose by any other name smells the same.

As for "We are all one" idea, I ussually think of the philosophy of Animism. The view that everything all life, plants, elements, and even inanimate objects contain a 'spirit'. It's one of the more ancient views of this globe right under Ancestor Worship.  Do you despise the view of universal "oneness" because you feel it's a loss of independence and identity?

Regardless of personal perspective, recognize that all paths lead to "God" However you define "God".

Few dominant mainstream thought patterns of today depending on where you live, some prefer to treat the Non-Physical Fabric as nothing more then "Super Psychology" like Campbell. "Everything" has to be an abstract(imaginary) part of you with no independence. Higher Self Vs. Projections of the "Ego", creating reality etc.

Solipsism- Nothing exists outside "your" awareness of it, or if you dont want it to exist. "You" treat yourself as God.

Traditional Thinking can be but is not limited to being cultural, religious, or cult-like, the mentality and old ways/practices preserved directly inspired from the other worlds. Strong belief in the independence of the spiritual realms.

Absolute Free Thinking, I guess would be recognizing if or not when a tree falls in the forest and nobody is around to hear it, does it make a sound? Going purely off of your own personal experiences, studys, you might find people along the way "meant" to be in your life, to influence and guide your path or way of thinking. Picking up pieces of philosophical ideas along the way to add or subtract from your world view and the nature of reality. You can never go any other way without direct validation from yourself as anything outside of your perception is meant to be taken with a grain of salt.

Merely my observations anyways. I would be interested for you to keep posting about your views, experience, and knowledge boldly. smiley

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« Reply #4 on: April 26, 2012, 03:43:39 »

I do not agree that we are 'one consciousness expressing itself in infinite diversity' but I do concur that we all have a similar source.  Of course, along the points in time, there are new beings created and even new types of spirits which form.  So the Source of the Universe is not the same source as that which created my soul as independant of your soul.

Or is there something I am missing?  I have experienced cosmic harmony before, in which multitudes of stars appeared in the sky.  I have had the same Harmony when I performed a general banishing on the entire Universe, but the integration of the feeling was not the same as it had been in prior times.  When the consciousness expands to it's limit, this reality ceases to exist, and I find that rather than merging with all consciousness, we actually find ourselves alone.  We realize the supreme Source and can rest our conscience...  there is nothing lost to leaving one reality behind, and sometimes, leaving it behind forever is part of the 'divine plan'.

In terms of a pure, unlimited spiritual reality, I have to imagine that it would be sublime, still, without temperature, without light or darkness, simply an infinite void in which to nestle and incubate your next existence.  On the flip side of that, it could be something more like an 'infinite cartoon', or a 'hyper cartoon' reality.  Hyper-animate.

I like the idea that cartoons have some sentience, although, it is a highly complex issue to detail.  As an example, Sonic The Hedgehog would have the life force of, firstly, his video games, but! that includes all the children who played the game, every experience that was ever experienced by anyone while playing Sonic The Hedgehog.  I don't think it would include experiences that nobody ever did actually have.  Then secondly, the cartoons, the plushies, the emotions of all these people, the collective consciousness as perpetuating the ideals of Sonic throughout time, sustaining the icon as though he were really a hero like Jesus Christ.  All of this, and then the voice talents such as Jaleel White, he would have some sort of spiritual connection to Sonic, and perhaps be able to draw in some way from the collective as it concerns the existence of Sonic.  And then more, it also includes the consecration and creation of Sonic as an entity. 

Why do I say collective if I am against Oneness?  Well, I certainly believe that there is a collective consciousness, generally, it is the world view which most people recognize and pay attention too, also, their daily activity and focus.  Magick in that sense could be the focusing of one mage in spite of the paradigmn already situated, simply to free himself from the mold of Earth or Universe.  In the case of Sonic, Sonic has all the personality and powers which were originally invested to him by his creators, and then in generative, creation type reality, all the experience and emotion of those beings that participated in his reality.  It is as if Sonic is a God Form you can invoke, yet, he also exists in his own specific reality which is probably nothing like the world which people have experienced.  ... the reality of a cartoon seeking life from a world which appears strange and has so many faucets to explore that Sonic would have to become some form of demonic entity.

Yes.  I loved Roger Rabbit and Jessica.  heh.  The idea that cartoons 'are real' and 'exist'.  Going back to the hyper animate state, things like cartoons or computer graphics would exist in that specific realm of reality, yet, if we were to access it via death or transcendence, they would cease to exist to our perception, unless by some arcane rite we then evoked them to manifest in our sphere of hyper animation.

So that's all I want to say for now, I hope it made some sense.  Basically it's that there is a level of reality in which everything is luminous, shining bright, and has no physical basis, but is purely a spiritual emblem of it's own maximum achieved state of light.
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« Reply #5 on: April 26, 2012, 16:02:00 »

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Or is there something I am missing?
I don't know, physics?  Einstein demonstrated that everything is energy expressed in various forms, so why not extend it to the nonphysical also?  If everything in physical reality is the same 'thing' expressed differently, why would this not apply in a more expansive way?
I'm just sayin'.

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« Reply #6 on: April 27, 2012, 00:13:46 »

Well I've had the thought that all things are gauged by their inherent value of Speed.  If we were all one consciousness, there would be more agreement than disagreement.  I think that it's possible that some groups of people are one consciousness, but I don't agree with it.  All this crap, it makes little sense to me.  To me, One is an anti christ doctrine.  After all, Christ said that he came to seperate, and there are quotes in the Bible about theives putting all their gold into one bag.

The peace that I am proposing means activity. It means building the science that develops the future science.  Science as it is, is inadequate, it doesn't compile enough data or proof. Reality is always changing, the rules of physics will not apply in the future.  As long as 'we are one' is being paraded as valid truth, there is no development of personal skills, no independance.  While my lifestyle isn't the most independant of sorts, I do believe in having an independant mind.  Nothing you say can convince me that "we are one".  We are not one, or else we would be one organism, not billions.

If we are one, then what is that kid with the chopstick doing in Japan at the current moment?  You see!  We are not one consciousness, it's garbage.  There might not even be a kid in Japan wielding a chopstick like a Deathgrammaton.  It makes no sense at all.  If oneness can be experienced, then it is only temporary, it is only a temporary vice that consciousness has absorbed the mentality and infinite diversity of all things, it is not that we are one from source to absolute.

Do you personally feel the vibration of all the ants in South Africa.  No.  Do you feel the lions feeding on a wilderbeast?  What bothers me about this is that some sick individuals are proposing this as absolute fact, when in fact, it is nothing but garbage.  Drop it.  Leave it alone.  One thing expressing itself in infinte ways, well it makes more sense that an infinite thing is expressing itself in infinite ways.  I will never agree that we are one consciousness, because I have my own mind and my own experiences, who are you to tell me that you own part of my mind?

The bid for peace has failed.  You are anti christ to me.
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« Reply #7 on: April 27, 2012, 00:24:35 »

Hi,
Chaos you need to get in much deeper.I've temporarily been one with everything many times. Outside our real time too and it is very difficult to control. The setting in my experience was far from pleasurable but it was one and all. Everything included material inanimate objects, emotions and knowing. It cant be explained in words sufficiently to give it justice.
Its very real.
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« Reply #8 on: April 27, 2012, 01:08:17 »

The bid for peace has failed.  You are anti christ to me.
Chaos Mage, you have finally created a topic that other people are corresponding to, then you put something like this. Why not just keep the discussion open as a civil one and lose the melodrama?
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« Reply #9 on: April 27, 2012, 16:42:32 »

The bid for peace has failed.  You are anti christ to me.

You obviously have incorrect concepts about the ideas behind a single consciousness, but that doesn't bother me... what does is you telling other people they need to stop sharing their personal views. The people that have promoted this idea have been very humble and generous people, like the Dali Lama, Ghandi, Ram Dass, John Lennon, & Bob Marley. These people were trying to bring world peace, not be anti-christs. We need outspoken people like them in society. It seems to me that you're calling these types of people evil simply on the grounds that you don't agree with them.

Isn't THAT a big chunk of the world's problems?

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What bothers me about this is that some sick individuals are proposing this as absolute fact, when in fact, it is nothing but garbage.  Drop it.  Leave it alone.

Who is saying this is absolute fact? No one here has, and I haven't seen it anywhere else. And I say speak up, don't drop it or be quiet. It's through communication that we can understand each other and learn to get along regardless of beliefs.
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« Reply #10 on: April 28, 2012, 04:23:28 »

Well I've had the thought that all things are gauged by their inherent value of Speed.  If we were all one consciousness, there would be more agreement than disagreement.
Not necessarily.

I agree that each of us is a single part of a whole... the important concept here, though, is that each part has freedom of choice.  That's why we'll never have total agreement in this world.  But then, that's part of the charm of experiencing this reality with so many other free spirits.  Smiley
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« Reply #11 on: April 28, 2012, 14:17:27 »

Why not just keep the discussion open as a civil one and lose the melodrama?

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« Reply #12 on: April 29, 2012, 04:45:19 »

Here's a question... What are the basic traits of Never and Forever? they are both eternal... Never never happens and forever always happens. They have a common denominator.  How is it that one's comes to a place where they think something exists outside  itself. As if light has never been darkness and vise versa. Stop limiting imagination to one screen/channel. As if there is a difference between fantasy and imagination. "Well this is real and this is make believe". No matter how you cut/slice it,  it's all from the same pie. You can categorize and have a conscious mindset where you feel as if eternity has done something wrong..."You can't be in existence"! "Because I don't agree with your perception"! This is a horrible place to be....When one has forgotten that they are just playing a role. When one thinks they are just G and forgets they have also been E. Do you understand what I am trying to say. Stop putting "human" interpretations on something that inst human. Just try to enjoy the show. Believe me we are all right now experiencing everything simultaneously and right now we all have access to this feeling.... keep in mind this is not a desirable feeling it's so unimaginable that its imaginable. But we all have to experience it to master consciousness. I've experienced this feeling and to me it's disgusting, gross, very easy to get lost/trapped in. " That is not dead which can eternal lie, With strange aeons even death may die" sums it up for me. I call it the "Eternity feeling". Nothing is new in Eternity, this is hard to comprehend I know and it even completely contradicts itself but that's just eternity for you. Try playing as a one you'd never want to be. See how it's been you all along. Eternity knows nothing of pleasure or pain, good or evil...unless you want it to evil. grin Like a video game, one does not go to play with the mindset..."I've only got one shot, one life, break or make." Because it doesn't matter if you lose or win you have the ability to keep playing it regardless. This is how existence works...You can either believe it or not and this being Eternity and all You're always Right.
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« Reply #13 on: April 29, 2012, 06:16:48 »

Peace.
It seems that reality is always violent, that when we are running, or breathing, we are creating violence.

I like how you said that reality is like a video game.  I would rather that reality be like a video game rather than a movie.  Movies get old once you've watched them for a year straight.

I've finally come to the point where I have expressed a very violent anger to a man that has angered me for years on end.  I always hid it, but being called bad words and then he acts like I lied about it to my Mom angered me.  What?  I can't even go for a walk in the woods without life demanding that I sit in this village and be obedient to BS?  It really got to me.  But looking to that as a parable, 'chained dogs get mean' is one way of putting it, another is... 'provocation of hostility will result in violence, as it is violence creating rage which simmers to a hatred that leaves a taint of provocation in the mind, when we provoke others, we are creating a bad condition'.  Well something like that.

The other night, and here is another viewpoint... I considered that my axis mundi had been stolen.  To me, the axis mundi is some kind of ficticious thing, it doesn't really exist, just like the word 'logos' has no real relevance or reality to my experience.  But I considered it, and so, I began to try and pull back all my chakra energy and all of my universal center back into myself.  Eventually I laid down, and continued the same thing.  Soon, I got the sensation which I call "The Needle" or, "The Vezorith", which means that time has almost stopped and reality is taking a new shape and form.  This leads to prophecy, as, by the virtue of entering the timeless moment, we are able to meditate and plan our reality so that we can prophecy.  It is like gaining control of time.  Well, I had this feeling for an unknown amount of time in time's passing, and then turned on some filthy porn and went about life like the axis mundi really wasn't real.

All I'm trying to get at is that the paradigmn of reality shifts all the time.  Paradigmn is another one of those tricky, magickal words that I fail purposely to understand, though, I know everything about it.  Expressing that knowledge, as some of you say, is undescribable.  Basically it is 'phased energy in sequence' or 'calibration of potential variables'.  Ah, I don't know folks.  Here it is.

Some of you know, agree, and admit that 'we create our own experiences'.  Psychology dictates that our beliefs compose our thoughts and our memories compose our perspective.  If we create our own experiences, then this sensation of Oneness has been created by you so that you can experience it.  It is your preference to being a spiritual reality.  All reality is spiritual.  We are souls, with spiritual potential.  In my view, All Creation is Omniverse.  It means that there are realities which exist in this singular existence which are infinite and infinitely diverse, that the quantum elements are actually formed out of the whole integrated sequence of the entire celestial template.  All in perfect balance, a harmony which can never be broken.  Yet, if we are looking to the pure nature of the Omniverse, it is summarized by saying 'dream free'.  If we go to sleep, and we astral project, then gaining full control of this, like a neophyte would, contains and energizes the entire concept of unlimited freedom.  I certainly don't want to be bound to another consciousness, I fight that every day of my life, fighting this parasite that wants control of my mind. 

Another thing... I've noticed that reality is barely put together.  The environment keeps changing, though some things are more permanent than others.  Whereas the grass was flat and undisturbed one night, in the morning, after praying violently to Yahweh, the grass was all puffed up and swayed this way and that.  Cause and effect I guess.  Really, I don't think that there is anything to do in reality but enjoy the experiences that we are creating.  If we create too much at once, then we have to sit there and suffer what we have created, out of our joy and ignorance of what can be created. 

If you want to believe that We Are One, then that's your focus, but it isn't mine.  In experiencing the Vezorith, I know that I am isolated and alone, with only a small elite occult group that provides my reentry to reality.  I think that We Are All Eternal Souls is a better way of looking at it.  Like you said, Never never happens, yet if we go to that place of Never in our minds, then we see, all is possible.  So if you want to believe and try to enforce that We Are One, you have these old sages and ancient religions to deal with.  Bahamut is the world, right?  The Great Dragon.  I think that's right, isn't it?  Gosh, I don't know.  But in my paradigmn, Bahamut symbolizes the reality of the world, He lives on the greatest mountain, and is larger than that mountain, and has the whole night's sky to dream within.  I love Bahamut, anyway.

In my paradigmn, we have to telepathically bond with someone before we can be said to be One with that being.  If we were all One Consciousness, there would be no need for words, no need for having hands to touch each other, no desire to have sex with one person over another, there would be no diversity.  Unless you mean that The Infinite is that state of oneness.  I mean really, if we were one, then there would be no point to performing invocations, evocations.  There would be no human experience, there would not be a satyr/human hybrid sitting here trying to convince you otherwise.  We would know and be aware of every motion of every particle in our body, and our body would be the size of a galaxy.  It is a technoversial, cyborg kind of idea, like the Borg.  In that we are all linked to each other.  I try to distance myself from merging my consciousness with other beings, the only thing that betrays that statement is that I once merged my 'mind' with the magnetic field, which was foolish because it has no effect on reality, other than providing the Raven Unit with an interface, and opening me to parasitic telepathy that operates on magnetic resonance frequencies.

In an Omniverse, you pick and choose, you create.  I hope you do.  I've done the best I can for Planet Earth and the human race, with what I've done.  Yeah, I've put out ideas, but others materialized them for me.  And whatever I'm putting into the chat lines, well, it's sure slowed down, but it was all trying to be the big badbutt Buddha that I admire so much.  Really, I'm ready to put Chad down, to stop making this poor boy suffer so much, becoming so old and ugly that he can't even hope to live.  Ugly in every way, suffering day and night tormented by the illusion of his enemies, and the illusion of his own existence.  I'm tired of being angry, and listening to music, and drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes.  I really feel that I'm ready to focus myself in silence, and achieve that indomitable Peace that Buddhists speak about.  I've done it before, but lost it due to malevolent desires and greed for attention from reality.  You all take care, I'm going to put down one more post, have a few more cigs and a pop, and then? 

I'm going to sleep, and I'm going to return to the Divine.  You know that I, especially me, is always 'threatening' to do this.  Now that I understand that I'm focusing this reality, just to feel self righteous, I have a better shot at clearing my space and moving on to an existence that does not involve planets, where I can be pretty with a big head and worship a glowing nebula of pure female energy.  That seems to be my next life.  For now, it will be good enough to go beyond Vezorith and into the Eternal state, where I will hold myself in perfect silence and peace until my heart calms down from all the trouble.  Flesh, spirit, a soul?  We choose, and if we are convinced that we should die, maybe we do, maybe we all go and become pretty and study weird looking insects and play soccer on water shoes.  If the body and mind are not whole, the spirit suffers. 

I just don't agree that we are all one consciousness, to me it is a desperate bid for control of everyone.  The type of paradigmn that seals a false god as king and promotes debauchery and deception in the stead of pure, Omniversal Freedom.
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« Reply #14 on: April 29, 2012, 06:57:18 »

"I certainly don't want to be bound to another consciousness, I fight that every day of my life, fighting this parasite that wants control of my mind"

Look at your words you're "FIGHTING" something you don't want to happen. Do you know about Like attracting Like? I say to you "let the chips fall where they may"... If damnation or binding of consciousness with another be the result, then so be it. You have to consider the possibility that "yahweh" hates you and wants nothing more then to see you in a continuous cycle of self hatred. That is how this being works. But don't listen to me have fun wallowing in self pity. This has nothing to do with "reality".... It has to do with your conscious perception of what you call "reality". So what your stuck in a human body for a couple of seconds....Get over it...Have some fun with it... Or go pray to yahweh maybe it'll have sympathy for you.

 My advice to you,Turn off your light... Be willing to go to a place that would make you feel "uncomfortable" Then sit with the "discomfort" until you can either no longer stand it and bail out or become one with it. (Omnierverse, Eternity)  You can throw around words all day long, Tomatoe, Tamotoe...Black White, Chinese, Mexican, English, Spanish. You and I and everyone everything else are all the same thing. Nothing....Does the vary thought of you turning out to be the very monster/parasite you once feared/looked down upon/shut out/JUDGED  Frighten you? Good... Your almost there.
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« Reply #15 on: May 05, 2012, 07:33:01 »

One thing I've noticed is that what I'm focusing as an enemy in reality almost certainly manifests as an enemy.
For instance, in the period of time when these above posts were being written, I experienced an abundance of talk online about "We Are One"  people were just saying it like some kind of catch phrase.
I remember back when I was worried about the chakra, and making those posts about the chakra and the materia, that I experienced more vampirism than usual.
So it seems that our focus is capable of amplifying reality.
If we are focusing bad stuff, bad stuff is more likely to happen, or happens definitely, I'm not too sure really.

I've heard that you are never supposed to meditate at night, something about it deals with the nature of concentration and how night time meditation effects our internal state differently.  Could be that if we are concentrating the nighttime environment into our auras and into our minds, then it gives us less light to work with, is that true?

Well, I've certainly been through the wringer with all this.  I'm finally to the point where I'm so mad inside that I don't even feel mad anymore, I just 'am mad'.  I've learned the ultimate secret though.  Peace, and Concentration.
If you can concentrate peace, I think that it creates dimensions.  The essence of creation, it is not violent imagination, but strong visualization of peace and expanses of vistas that minds can not fathom unless they are whole to themselves.  I don't think that we are one, although  I've experienced the state that some call one-ness, but I didn't see it as being one with everything.  I certainly am not going to become one with everything, only to have the brain removed and added to the Anti Christ so that it becomes real rather than myself.  That would be bogus.

I think the big thing is Harmony.  If you are alone beneath the Full Moon and are in a state of Harmony, you are going to have good health and abundance come your way.  Likely, you will experience things that try to take your Harmony away, yet, if you can hang on to your harmony for a long period of time, you will enter tranquility, and then nothing will stop you.  All this crap about NWO and the military trying to kill billions of people, it just ceases to exist.  The only thing that could bring it back to your reality is your own desire for it to exist.

We live in one infinite universe.  I think, the ultimate secret is Focus + Concentration = A Dimension Of Existence.  Having said that, some people, like me, have been working with only their focus for so long that it's almost like some kind of shattered windshield, didn't somebody say something about that shattered windshield?   The focus is so beat up and destroyed that all it can see is a fragmented, deluded reality.  That, however, has nothing involving the phantasy world, as, if I were involved in the phantasy world, I would not be sitting online day after day typing out it's theory.  I would be in it, living in it, and it, would be my reality.

If you can concentrate to any value, you can sustain your dimension.  On the other hand, after years and years of concentrating, you might wonder why nothing is happening.  Well, that could be because you aren't actually concentrating anything.  If you concentrate your own mind to it's absolute limit, you will experience that oneness, and, a moment of timelessness.  Either way you go, whether you are concentrating or worshiping, you can get the same result.  Worship is like a release of concentration, so, if you push the limit of your worship, you can really recreate yourself, and release of all dimensions becomes possible.  I'm not entirely sure???  but I think that one, concentration, is what creates or conjures reality, while worship will return it to the spiritual state.

What makes me mad most of the time is the outright faithlessness of people towards God.  Again, what we focus manifests.  I know the I Am, and it has intensity and dimension, it can make a person feel sick if they aren't ready for it.  Too much crap in yourself, and you experience God like that, you feel like you are going to pass out or get sick.  I dunno, I'd just like to see people return to God in peace, rather than trying to become God.  People who try to become God are not getting the point, and people who think that they are God are delusional.  You can't become something that you don't respect.  You can't worship something that you don't believe exists.  People go about their daily lives, they don't think about God, they don't sit there envisioning beautiful scenery, or even paying attention to what exists.  I've seen it happen!  They believe that life is one shot and then you rot in the ground, well what kind of life is that, I wonder.
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« Reply #16 on: May 05, 2012, 09:35:28 »

If we are focusing bad stuff, bad stuff is more likely to happen, or happens definitely, I'm not too sure really.
The key word there is FOCUS. If you constantly focus on Chaos than that is what you bring into your reality. Focus, will and intent, those are the words that create the world you see. You need to find peace inside of yourself before you can find peace in others and the world you are living in, better known as your reality!  smiley
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« Reply #17 on: May 06, 2012, 17:26:10 »

The key word there is FOCUS. If you constantly focus on Chaos than that is what you bring into your reality. Focus, will and intent, those are the words that create the world you see. You need to find peace inside of yourself before you can find peace in others and the world you are living in, better known as your reality!  smiley
Yup! 

You can't change the world until you change yourself... then you see that it's not the world that changes, but you.
There's the saying, "Be the change you want to see in the world".  It's true.

I can't tell you how much the world around me has changed in the past few years by focusing upon changing my own perceptions and attitudes. 
It's become much less angry and more Loving.
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« Reply #18 on: May 06, 2012, 18:11:17 »

I'm finally to the point where I'm so mad inside that I don't even feel mad anymore, I just 'am mad'.

You might get a different perspective on all this if you manage to find yourself in the absence of this "mad" feeling.
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« Reply #19 on: May 06, 2012, 19:09:19 »

I've heard that you are never supposed to meditate at night, something about it deals with the nature of concentration and how night time meditation effects our internal state differently.  Could be that if we are concentrating the nighttime environment into our auras and into our minds, then it gives us less light to work with, is that true?
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What makes me mad most of the time is the outright faithlessness of people towards God. 


Some Schools teach that meditating in the middle of the night is mandatory. My experience is that there are huge benefits to practicing then and I highly recommend it.

Getting mad the way you describe is a stage many True Seekers go through. Just make sure you GROW through it and as quickly as possible. Many Seekers invite huge troubles into their lives by getting angry at God. This is a big mistake. But an easy one to make. I think about how senseless so much of life is. Take the example of a female born in North Africa. Fighting disease and starvation all her life until she turns 11 when her genitals are ritually mutilated and then a year later she is gang raped by roving warlords ... and it continues like this for a few decades and then she dies. ...
What gives?

I just work on my Consciousness with the intent to have a conscious hand in choosing my next life wisely where I encounter genuine Teachers and make real Spiritual Progress. (As opposed to a random injection into some hopelessly confused scenario where I am duped into practicing some false path that just ends up with me spinning my Awareness wheels and getting no where).

Good Luck with your Path.
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« Reply #20 on: May 06, 2012, 20:55:21 »

Hi,
Progression through hindsight.
Nice post Rudy!
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« Reply #21 on: May 06, 2012, 21:11:36 »

Agreed.  Very nice post Rudy.
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