foots gonna drop off if i don't get help

[imogen]

oh my lord even i'm being serious now  the cut on me foot it killing me has anyone got any advise otherwise i'm gonna go to hospital oh lordy lordy i'm not scared of pain i've had worse cuts than this normally i just block pain out but even i can't do it this time it feels like me foots gonna drop off and worse still i rang my sister in law whos a head nurse she lives in texas and she said it could be serious help me i want to keep me foot and i think i might have to cancel me boxing lesson but anyway i want to complain ow ow ow it hurts like hell

[imogen]

and i want to complain some more just so you know how much pain i'm in here we go ow ow ow ow ow it hurts it's so bad this isn't fair ow ow i want to cry plus i was asleep and it's only three in the morning now and i can't sleep cos of the pain in me foot man life is so unfair and sinse i've been doing kundalini i ain't had any projections they just dissapeared but i wish the pain would go instead

[CaCoDeMoN]

How big the wound is?

[Eol007]

Hi Imogen,

As you can see I have moved your thread from Astral Chat to here as it seems a more appropriate place!

In order that people can understand and try to help you effectively - it would really be appreciated if you could attempt to explain things with a bit more clarity.

If you continue to ramble what will happen is that your posts will get ignored or deleted to be honest!

Best,


Stephen

P.S. In the mean time you know that healing is been sent to you. If you are having difficult episodes then consider seeking professional medical help. In addition look at alternatives such as spiritual counseling and or face to face hands on healing at say for instance a local spiritualist church or healing ministry at churches of all faiths.

If you feel it is Kundalini related then in the name of dear god please do explain what practices (if any) you feel were the catalyst for the Kundalini symptoms. Quite a few people here have been through these sort of things and will try to help! On the other hand if you feel they were spontaneous then say so!

Your local GP can help - obviously it is probably not a good idea to say that you are having kundalini related symptoms, but you could explain symptoms by themselves with out any esoteric connotations! Their observations may well shed light on an obvious psychological or physiological explanation and lead to relief for you, the treatment path you take is up to you! Some people stick religiously with allopathy and some go to the complementary extreme! As I am sure you know most take a middle path!

You said you were drinking in an other thread! Pack it in straight away! Similarly with any other forms of drug, and if you can cut out caffeine as well (even if only in the short term) then all the better!

Have you got someone close you can talk to face to face - be it friend, family or neighbor? If not then contact one of the confidential agencies!  You mentioned that you are in the UK... why not try the Samaritans as an example: http://www.samaritans.org.uk/  

Edited: also see international link http://www.befrienders.org/

Most People who have had strong mind, body, spirit awakening do actually  get through the difficult times, and I am sure you will as well!

[imogen]

hi, i'm so sorry to go on like a nutter normally i don't do this but at the minute my heads all over the place normally i'm quite a reasonable person but even i have to surrender this time i'm going round the bend

[imogen]

and by the way what the hell do you say to a doctor cos if i told him my problems about music coming out my throat and stuff i really don't think he wouldn't understand i think he'd send me to the mad house

[Eol007]

Hi Imogen,

Thank you for replying... much appreciated.

Now - the sensation of perceiving sound located around the throat area is not that uncommon, believe it or not. Clairaudiene does correspond to an active throat or chakra centre. This will subside naturally of its own volition - and you will just have to trust me on that OK! The same is true with any other over activity of this type!

If you have a repeat attack: eating a small snack will help as will drinking a non-alcoholic beverage! If you find it difficult to clear your mind, then listen to some relaxing music or try to read some gently inspiring literature for example. Perhaps take more of an interest in something that helps you to cultivate a sense of loving connection with life, nature whatever you feel inspired to look at! Avoid brash load music, or violent or banal TV for example. Try to keep good company and totally avoid those you will attempt to drag you down to their level!

Perhaps call an old friend and have a good chin wag on the phone. Do what you feel inspired to do and be yourself!

One of the best things to do is get out into nature... go for a walk in the country side! Obviously wrap up warm this time of year etc.  

When you feel you have the energy and are comfortable doing so: you will find benefit by scouring the net for sites on kundalini and or spiritual awakening. Some of the content on these sites can be confusing, but the 2 below should give you a bit of a start.

Perhaps this sounds wishy washy new agey! If it is any consolation to tell the truth I am absolutely overjoyed for you - as this is a time in your life where you are beginning to become aware of the nature of your true spiritual self!

At the same time I totally empathise and respect that if you are going through an awakening - you may feel that you are victim to energies and influences that are not in your conscious control. This is a partial truth - as with concerted effort you can choose to either continue to believe that you are the victim, or elect to exercise a growing level of control. Again I respect that this is apparently a difficult time in your life, but you will pass through it and live to laugh about these times.

Maybe not quite time for you to take the bull fully by the horns, but you have made a good start by coming to this forum for example.

Most important of all - don't be afraid to love yourself! You are as good as and deserve as much love as anyone else on the planet  

So well done thus far girl!

Take care,


Stephen

Some links:

http://www.elcollie.com/
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org/

[imogen]

hi stephen,

thankyou for such a nice reply i do realise that i'm not a victim in a strange way i suppose it quite exciting whats happening but at the same time it's very annoying and quite distressing at times anyway i have a date on tuesday so that might take my mind off it  

imogen

[Eol007]

hi stephen,

thankyou for such a nice reply i do realise that i'm not a victim in a strange way i suppose it quite exciting whats happening but at the same time it's very annoying and quite distressing at times anyway i have a date on tuesday so that might take my mind off it  

imogen

No problem, you take it easy now and have a great date!

Stephen  

[imogen]

oh by the way i had been using robert bruces energy system from astral dynamics on and off for about a year and then i started with kundalini meditations my fav was quite a simple one where you imagine a ball of light above your head and take it down to the base chakra then raise energy i didn't really think it would work that well but it looks like it did and by the way i think you saw my other post where i was talking rubbish about the infamous union jack well the bit about getting help by clairvoyene and clairaudiene to raise the kundalini is totally true even now i'm a bit freaked out about the giant rats and talking taps it must have been a halluciation i've read that kundalini can cause them well i hope it was otherwise i really do need to see a doctor and be locked away for life but if they do i'll be ok if i have my union jack

[imogen]

i know one thing for sure the guy i'm gonna meet on tuesday is in a big shock he's not gonna know what hit him when i turn up but don't worry i won't be taking my union jack and legoland medallion even i'm not that thick

[imogen]

hi stephen,

i'd like to thank you again for your message it really has made me feel better it's so supportive and nice by the way i still can't spell but anyway thankyou it really has made a difference i now feel more able to cope a little bit more

thanks again

imogen

[Eol007]

but only a little bit and worse still i've lost my union jack again  

Imogen,

Good!

Now no backwards steps then from now on please Miss lady...


Stephen  

[imogen]

i'm gonna go and look for it now i hope it turns up

[Quantitativefool]

I shall pray for you and ask for healing.