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Risu no Kairu
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« Reply #6 on: March 16, 2003, 14:38:18 » |
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Well, last night/this morning, I woke up around 3am, and I tried to get to sleep until around 4am when I figured it just wasn't going to happen. Well, I got on the computer and listened to Coast-to-Coast AM until around 6am.
Well, around 5am I started to get really tired, and I could feel/hear this buzzing in the back of my head.
When I went to bed, I was thinking "Hey, I'll try to clear my mind and get in touch with my inner voice, like Robert Peterson."
Well, as I cleared my mind, I noticed the back of my head (on the inside) was still buzzy. Well, I tried to feel what it was, and I noticed a little 'string' attached. I followed the 'string' and found it was directly connected to my Sub-naval energy storage area place thinger. And that it was pulling in energy and sending it to the thing in the back of my head.
So, could anyone tell me what this thing in the back of my head was? I thought the Chakra was in the front, right above the eyes.
Anyway, to continue with my experience. I began ignoring the thing, and trying to clear my head. I blacked out (as I often do, right before I get the vibrations, what, all three times). I became aware, but I don't know how long after. I found that I as having the vibrations! However, when I became aware, I noticed I was trying to pull myself out, but that my body was now sitting up off the pillows! I pushed it back down, and tried to concentrate on the vibrations.
Well, I noticed my eyes were open, and I didn't want those to ruin the experience. I kept closing them, but they kept opening.
Well, I lost the vibrations, or I blacked out and went back to sleep, or something.
But, now that I reflect back, I realize I could see pretty clearly in the dark. Maybe my real eyes weren't open? But, maybe they were, since both bodies seemed to be a little out of phase, but enough in phase that they both moved when I wanted them to.
Wow, I start a lot of paragraphs off with "but" and "well." Anyway, my body didn't feel like it normally does when it's awake.
So, was I close to a projection and ruined it? (Well, maybe it just wasn't going to happen, since when I became aware, or woke up, or whatever, my body was already sitting up.)
And what is this thing in the back of my head? You don't think it could be a neg, do you? If it is, how can I get rid of it? I can feel it there. It's just easier to detect in a calm, quiet area.
And if I've bored you with my post, sorry.
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