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« Reply #1 on: February 27, 2003, 20:36:03 » |
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To some extent, I agree, but I still feel there's something more out there. The key I believe lies in our REALLY early childhood days, if you can remember back that far. I can remember being anywhere from 1-2 years old, just before my brother was born, laying down in a bed or a crib in a condo my family called home. I was looking up at a smoke detector. I don't think i was able to talk or walk at the time (because of medical conditions I was born with), just experience, cry, laugh, make o-shapes with my mouth, etc. it was really strange to look at things and just wonder what they were. I was generally happy as a child, except for certain events which traumatized me. Despite my physical condition and the trauma which caused me a gap spanning 2-3 years in memory about my life, I was really independent mentally and spiritually. That's why I think there is more out there. There has to be. My dreams were so vivid and colorful as a child, now they're bland and dull for the most part, and despite the fact that I can remember them, they're hardly worth remembering. I realized one day in high school that I was conditioned by society in every aspect. Even spiritually, to an extent. I don't think I could become non-Christian, for instance. I grew up a Catholic, but I consider myself just Christian with no other label attached.
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