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Nameless
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« on: March 12, 2019, 16:09:32 »

As you probably know by now my husband passed only a short while ago. I apologize for not being around more but I'm confident you all understand.

There have been a lot of ups and downs, most especially the last couple of months. I'm at a stage now where I just don't know what to do but I am trying to just relax and let things sink in and settle. Even though I've been prepared for this there is just no way to prepare fully.

One of the last things he said to me was for me to just do me after he was gone. I thought, yeah sure no problem. I now know how big a problem that really is. I don't know who I am. I get up in the morning and there's no one to check on, no meds to administer, no breakfast to prepare. No one to clean up. No television blaring on and on. No more doctors appointments. No one getting upset if I take a break and spend a moment chillin.

We had a beautiful service here at home this past Saturday with lots of family and my kids friends. Couldn't have asked for a more perfect day. I'm glad he isn't suffering anymore. I've a feeling he's very happy right now.

I've been having lots of dreams lately although I can't specifically remember any of them. I just wake with a feeling that it was good. That has been a great help.

I'm free now to do anything I want and it just pisses me off that my own health makes that hope very dim indeed.

Oh well, it is what it is. I know this post isn't really relevant to this forum. I just reckon I needed to express myself so thanks for letting me do that.

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« Reply #1 on: March 12, 2019, 17:24:50 »

You've been through a very intense, life changing event... it's enough to knock the strongest of us off our swagger.
You're more than welcome to express yourself here as much as you want.  Smiley

It doesn't sound like you really need any advice as it feels like you're just having to re-find yourself at this point and you know that.

I will make one suggestion... your own health is usually not always a lost cause.  Get out doing things.  We only wither when we stop moving.  Always keep moving.  Smiley
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« Reply #2 on: March 13, 2019, 03:37:17 »

Thanks Xanth, appreciate the suggestion. You're right my health isn't a lost cause it just aint good as I need it to be. Maybe now I'll have time to take care of me. I'm not used to that and it feels really strange but first I have to find an income. But it'll all be okay, don't know how but I'm trusting it will.

Anyway right now I'm just wanting to jump in and maybe help some one ap or ld or something. Anything to feel productive. Lots of love to ya.
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« Reply #3 on: March 13, 2019, 05:14:32 »

Hi Nameless, be strong, time will sort things out. As you said, just trust things will be provided to you in time of need. I have done the ultimate trust exercise a few times when it seemed that there was no way out, but shortly after I released everything to God/Universe/whatever you call it, things developed in my advantage out of no where.
You need to take care of yourself, yes. Our vehicles are precious and fragile. You can start with a cleanse, cut out all added sugar, have a few fruits, but lots of veggies and some meat. I think this is quite affordable, as veggies are the cheapest. I like to have for dinner cream soups. Just add some frozen veggies like broccoli, kale, green peas, green beans, etc to a boiling water with some bouillon, then puree them and add spices.
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« Reply #4 on: March 13, 2019, 16:59:20 »

Baby steps.  We're all not quite where we want to be health-wise.  Smiley

Start off going for walks.  Before I got into running, I used to love walking.  It was nice to just get out and was a good way to clear my head... my head was really full of crap back then.  LOL

............. still is from time to time.  hehe
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