Someone else whos seen them! Hi

What could it mean? Well, I've been pushing for awhile for direct communication- an ancounter of the third kind- maybe this is their way of upping the ante- to see how serious I am.
Their question may be: "Ya but...will he show up?

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My answer "Hi- here I am! I know you're there

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I may be playing w/fire here (I've read some horror stories about the subject of "human mutilation" & experimentation) , but it's worth it to me. This subject has been part of one of mankinds greatest quests for millennia.
Maybe I' fu$#king nuts, but I think they may be monitoring me- I hear a faint beep deep in my head somewhere when I'm meditating. Usually one or two very high pitched beeps. It started about 3 yrs ago after a dream about being abducted. I hear it when i'm on the borderline state. Once, there was such a barrage of beeping & blooping that it woke me up instantly- they were LOUD. Recently I heard it when I began to get symtoms of the beginnings of an OBE- it beeped, & the symptoms were gone instantly. I guess they don't want me knowing to much- therefore, caution is needed.
Oh yeah- I've actually had 4 sightings this year alone, not 3. I forgot about the "star mimick" craft that suddenly dissappeared on a clear night in May. Since then, the sightings have increased in the "wow" factor each time. The time before this- just a few nights before actually, I witnessed a normal looking aircraft slowly morph into a single pulsing ball of white light. It started as a normal plane on one end of the horizon (this was at Moyie Lake, british Columbia), & the blinking white light slowly started to slow down its rate of pulsation, & somewhere along the way it lost the red wing lights as well. By the time it was over my head, I only knew where it was because of the pulsing white light every 3-5 seconds or so. tHen it just disseppeared. The "passenger airplane" never did reach the other end of the horizon. They chose to reveal that to me for some reason.
OH yeah I forgot to add that when I say they were "V" shaped- they were actually more like a boomerang type of V shape- & not like the little boomerang shaped stealth craft we have-they were very very large, about 2 thirds translucent, very very fast & completely silent- this is why hardly anyone ever sees them. Plus, the fact that UFOs are considered a joke to most people. One could land on there head & they'd still say it was swamp gas reflected of Venus or something.