well i'm thinking about visualizing some basic colors, and coding it to my body in alignment of the chakra system
i figure that if you can visualize, or imagine, then you should use it, or lose it, as they say, it's like memory, keep trying to remember your life, cuz if you don't, you can lose your memories
i've been writing different things, though in line with my interests, one thing i wrote was a battle for the Reaza domain, and how Lacey had kicked everyone out... wow man, it was horrible, the Temple Of Power was filled with Wielders, a total of thirteen wielders, all of them directly controlled by Lacey. Well, in a theoretical sense, we took Tia to Reaza, and she busted those wielders with a singular rift of flux. So it stuck, and I just kept going, now, it's drawn back to Chrono Trigger, so I should play through the game again, and do it with the visualization open, you all can feed on stuff like video games, even art, you can take a single image and animate it in your mind until you've worked it into some type of dimensional structure... other than that, I hope that you guys are ok.
and no, the meds aren't helping, they are part of the problem, at least relations are ok, better than before, or than they have been for a few years... i'm gonna play a trick on my brother, and tell him that we should get boob jobs, lol, i guess that's creating a problem again, but it could be fun