Well actually I think I found out story about this last weekend...
I was simply sitting on my couch. Then praying for God in this way: "Please, Give me strenght so that I can improve the World. I really want to help people. Please, give me some kind of sign of your love if you hear me." Nothing happened for a while. I just waited. Then for some reason, I closed my eyes.
Then... I think forces of Universe came directly to my living room! Everything started to twirl like in tornado or something. Atmosphere changed totally and there came very bright and warm light in my thoughts. I started to feel startled and panicked but I kept still my eyes closed. Then... Like in a dream... I felt a very warm and tender swinging. Like I was back in the cradle! It felt like couch I was sitting at, changed totally its form and became like a giant hand. There I swung... That's when I stopped being afraid anymore and it felt nicest I have ever felt in my living life... I calmed down and spoke directly what I felt. I spoke a lot. I was in a "whoah" -state. But then some strong voice said "Don't be afraid" and some other voices followed "We all love you".
I went to a sleeping position. Started feeling like I was getting OOBE awake! My conscious astral body was tried to be taken directly out of me from my legs with unknown powerful force (and to the somekind of abyss etc I even heard voices similar to when lifting a heave weights)! I felt there was many of those who tried to do that. And I didn't even resist, but for some reason it got stuck on my head.... So there I was. Totally out of body - except from my head
Those beings pulled and let go tried with different ways take my astral conscious somewhere. But it just didn't work. So then I made a huge mistake I think now... I opened my eyes and went to bed instead of living room couch. But I still felt they all were there. My passed away granpa was there...
And this is what this "bouncing" actually was: I started to feel like hands pulling my astral conscious from all over my body! Continuosly and several hours. I slept only 3 hours that night when I finally gave up since it ALWAYS got stuck in my head
Then I told to all of those voices "maybe we try again tomorrow"... And all next day I felt like something was racing inside me. Bumping gently in and out. Something else than my heart (soul?? chakras??). I have felt even today it a bit. Same for hands in my back. I'm just thinking can I get back in to that warm superiorly great state.... In to that cradle which felt so nice and FAMILIAR too.... I hope so...
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