Cosima
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« Reply #2 on: February 26, 2008, 12:22:02 » |
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Well, I used a different approach. When first I read about out of body experiences a few years ago I got so excited, curious and interested and I started to initiate them. For two months I tried several methods I had read about, pulling myself out of the body gripping a rope, sailing over rough water, trying to roll myself out of the body, and all the time thinking and imagining: I am out of body, I am out of body.. Nothing happened, I always fell asleep and I gave up finally, thinking, all this is not true after all, just wishful thinking.. After another two weeks I had another go at it, the same way. And then it happended that I woke up in the early morning hours and immediately felt and knew that something strange was going on. I felt uplifted, as on a huge wave and then a sensation like an electric shock went through my whole body, painless! At the same time I was out, standing at the side of my bed, seeing my body lying on it. I thought wow, it works after all! This is the real thing!!! Totally unafraid I started to go through the walls of my bedroom, living room, through the closed window on the balcony and flew high up in the air. To cut a long story short: this was my first experience from about 50. It started always the same way. I exercised before falling asleep, woke up very early in the morning, felt the electric shock and brrrrrrrrrrrrrr I was out. I was never afraid, always excited and I loved it! To be honest, I never experienced something really revealing, it was all pretty trivial and normal. Once I was in a shopping center, entering a pastry shop and helped myself to a piece of cake, feeling very clever doing this without having to pay! Or I was on a campsite talking to people and sitting on the fine beach, it was lovely, warm and cozy. Once I hade sex in the air with an unknown man and once I seemed to be in a very high building in the future at a party drinking red wine and talking to people. I never had control over anything, I could not determine where to go, though I planned it, it just happened to me. Every time I started out calling for my guardian angel to ask him some questions, but I never met a "higher" entity. There was a schedule for this. All two weeks I had these experiences on two following nights. Sometimes it was very short, I was back in my body without wanting it, but I could always willingly get out again, sometimes 5 times in a row on such nights. This went on for half a year and then suddenly stopped. For years I have been trying on and off to do it again, but apart from two occasions it never happened. But I long for it! I am so sure that I know how it feels when you die, you just step out of your body and pass on. I am no longer afraid of dying! It all felt so natural, so normal! Only on three occasions I was afraid, but I'll tell you about this another time,in case you are interested.
All be best for all astral travellers, Cosima
I am German, so please excuse that my English is not adequate.
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