Pure observer consciousness - apologies - long post

[alchemist]

Hi all,

Wanted to share my latest experience which is a major milestone for me.

Recently I have been OBE/phasing almost daily but today was different. I went farther than I have ever been. Where was I? I have no clue but I can describe the experience.

My latest processes have been to do some energy work, (summoning some energy from my guides if I can't develop enough myself. I receive a charge through my heart chakra which spreads throughout my body. These feel orgasmic BTW - I thank them and say “ I’ll see you soon”).

I experience the out-of-body state of vertigo, falling etc. Sometimes I get tethered to my body and today was one of those days. After a while of trying to free myself, I stopped trying and I easily separated.

My body was in a pure vibration state. I had the sense that I was vibrating at a very high rate, higher than usual.  I had an all-over feeling the kind you get through your hand when holding a power tool that is spinning at high RPM.

I sometimes get to the 3d blackness. Today I did and also saw millions of tiny lights weaving around my field of vision. I also see 'windows' of incredibly sharp black/white images (see my recent post here – I have changed my username BTW).

From here I usually slip into sleep or lucid dreamlike scenarios of which I sometimes participate or just passively observe. Today I just pushed through both the hallucinogenics and the sleepiness states into what I can only describe as a pure consciousness. I still had that faint duality of my body somewhere in the *distance* but I knew here is where I am (sorry, Freudian slip of using physical measures to try to describe the non-physical).

I felt a deep sense of belonging here and was instantly self- aware that I was just pure consciousness .. doing nothing but observing (which is something I have been practicing in the physical – see this website.) I was part of my surroundings. There was no separation of ‘me’ and anything else. At the time, I didn't notice I had no body. I only remembered this now.

I became aware of other entities but as we were all 'one' there was no 'differentiation'. The target of my observation was .... the surrounding which was myself. This awareness 'loop' eventually merged into ... um, 'one-ness'. There was no external colour, sound or input from any other sense that I can recall - using my limited physical senses as I write this. The only ‘input’ I was cognisant of was the sense of one, belonging, peace … I had a higher perception of a few thoughts that must have bled through from the physical.

Just then I heard one of my teenage sons singing to the soundtrack of a stupid TV cartoon and I was back in the physical again deciding on whether to get up and ask him to quiet down. I chose to go back to my ‘nirvana’ and was there again … The singing no longer bothered me, I then realised that I was now able to ignore any physical input (something I have had little success with in the past) and stay in this state indefinitely. I eventually returned to *reality* and had the thought as I got up that where I just was, was the reality & my home,  the physical is just a place I’m visiting.

I realise someone reading this could think I’m a raving psychotic on a bad acid trip, (and not that I have to prove anything) but I know I am reasonably sane, don’t take drugs, was incredibly lucid and was not asleep. It was one of those experiences that you just didn't want to return from. If you've ever had that feeling, you'll know exactly what I mean.

So where was I on the Munroe focus scale? I don't know, but I do know I was past the focus of requiring a physical like environment (humans, earth sceneries etc) in which to exist in.

Anyone else been 'here' before and/or can have a stab at my focus level?

[Stookie]

I've had the experience on more than one occasion. Your description is extremely similar to my own. On the Monroe scale I have no idea, but on "Frank's", I believe it would be F4. I've yet to figure out where that equates with Monroe's model.

Was it frightening at all? Enlightening? Has it effected your physical life or perception in any way?

[alchemist]

There was no fear, just pure bliss. Enlightening? Yes, but everyone has their own definition of what that means...

Has it affected me? Well, it has served as yet another validation that we are 'much more than our physical bodies'.

Was it frightening at all? Enlightening? Has it effected your physical life or perception in any way?

[Stookie]

I was curious.
I always hear it described as pure bliss, but that's not the case with me. I sometimes feel hoodwinked, like I've been tricked my whole life into believing in a false reality. It's immensely changed the way I view and live my physical life and leaves me with a burning to figure out what all of "this" is about. No matter how much I'm convinced at times that life is some sort of illusion, I still have to live it as though it's real. It's only when I go "there" that it's not. There's a beauty in the creation, but something that terrifies me too.

I hope I'm not going in the wrong direction. Maybe I need to change my perception of things once again. Maybe I over-analyze.

(Sorry to hijack your experience, as it was a good one to share .)

[alchemist]

I guess its how you choose to perceive it. When I became self-aware that there is more to life than my physical body, it was like the answer to a burning question I didn't even know I had asked.

I'm now at the place where I think, "OK- I'm in this challenge for a reason either I or others have planned, now that I discovered the hidden clue as to why am I here I can get on with discovering what should I do while I'm here to make the trip worthwhile."

In my mind, I feel it's important not to over-analyse the feeling of deception otherwise that looks like a self destructive path which is really wasting the opportunity. But if I have a choice (and i thnk I have), I don't plan on returning until 'civilisation' recognises the simple beauty of animals who live in the same environment as us yet choose not to destroy it, themselves or others in the pursuit of domination. (and i can't see that happening any time soon :/).

Heh. I found myself thinking of that movie 'The Edge' where Anthony Hopkins trades a hugely successful and wealthy empire for the harsh simplicity of living in nature. Hmm, where are my hiking boots...

I was curious.
I always hear it described as pure bliss, but that's not the case with me. I sometimes feel hoodwinked, like I've been tricked my whole life into believing in a false reality. It's immensely changed the way I view and live my physical life and leaves me with a burning to figure out what all of "this" is about. No matter how much I'm convinced at times that life is some sort of illusion, I still have to live it as though it's real. It's only when I go "there" that it's not.

[Stookie]

I guess its how you choose to perceive it.

Ya know, that simple statement makes perfect sense. It's like I know this stuff but sometimes get caught up in the analyzation of it later. It's like the farther you go, the more there is to learn, and the more responsibility on how you choose to percieve "reality".

[alexandria39]

Hi there.....
Thankyou so much for that very interesting (and inspiring) post.

I have purely been an observer here on this site and while I've learned so much,I just now felt compelled to respond just to say thanks for sharing.
I practice phasing as my main method toward higher consciousness but have yet to get to this focus. Your post inspired me to keep trying.

I think we all have subconsciously asked ourselves this question but until the answer arrives,we don't realize we have asked. 
 
I was wondering if you could put your finger on what made this time different for you in terms of advancement to higher focus levels??

[alchemist]

Update.

Just had another pure consciousness experience. This time I had no feeling to 100% of my body. I was fully lucid and could hear my body sleeping & snoring LOL.

Again, my identity felt like ... well, nothing physical. Just my consiousness. This is a new experience for me as in all my projecting/phasiing practice, I have always had some small / distant measure of duality/body awareness. This time - absolutely nothing!!! No tethering to the body.

Just clear, fluid freedom!

Starting out, I had some of the classic OBE signs, vibrations, feeling loose within the body, then partial separation. Couldn't get much past this point so counted back from 100 deep breaths to deepen the trance. When I reached around 15, I had no further 'typical' symptoms and realised I had no sense of the body.

Phasing was so easy! Just set the intent and I was anywhere I wanted to go instantly. I didn't seem to be in that same place as before, it was definately more RTZ.