Interesting experience about a month after a best friend died...

[jason]

I hadn't talked to him much in the past decade or so, but when we were kids & teenagers we were best friends.He fell, or was possibly pushed down a flight of 18 steep stairs in the dark, possibly drunk.His death was deemed "suspicious".That was a couple of months ago now.I was absolutely floored at first, but I've come to accept it now.I've been thinking about a strange projection attempt about a month ago-I usually can't project as well as I used to-however I'm trying to build & save more energy, so hopefully it will improve things, we'll see.
I was laying in bed in the morning, in the borderline state.I heard someone pluck 3 strings on my acoustic guitar (My friend used to play guitar a bit).I tried to project & check things out.I think the sound of the strings "peaked" my conciousness a bit & made things easier.I saw what looked like fuzzy white electricity electricity floating around, but the pull back to my body was very very strong & I couldn't sustain it.

I tried again to project.I said (thought, actually) "I've almost got it!".I heard his voice say "yeah" or something.I started to remember the fact of our past life, & "between life" histories-not any details, just the fact that they exist/existed.I felt, for lack of any other words "like a powerful soul who chose to be humble".

I haven't tried to reach him again, because I have low energy for astral travel-I've need to be more forcused on worldly concerns for a number of years, but I'm wondering if things can begin to change now-I'm happy in my job overall, & my art & music are finally developing into some initial, hesitant results.

I'm wondering if I can perhaps turn my attention back, a little bit, to that other place-that other state of existence.