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« on: February 27, 2010, 19:28:16 » |
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I'm not sure if this is a common experience for many people or not, but if it has happened to you and you found a way to resolve or circumvent this, let me know.
So, in my process of OBE I reach point where my consciousness is flickering between waking and sleeping. At some point in the flickering I come back to waking and I notice that my perception has begun to shift and I feel it as a buzzing quality (I wouldn't really say it's vibrations). Usually at this point I "push" myself out of the body and go on whatever journey is in store for that projection. Lately though, I've noticed something that I didn't really care about in the beginning because I was just so happy to have a successful projection. Here's what happens....
On a few of the sleep cycles in my awake/asleep flickering, I find myself dreaming. They're always short, always lucid and as soon as I pop back into an awake cycle I am totally aware that I was just dreaming and now I'm not. This may happen 2-3 times in a series of cycles before I project. Sometimes it makes the actual projection a little foggy at first because it's like my stream of consciousness stayed with me through all of it (the awake, asleep, dream, and finally projection) and it takes me a second to realize that I sense a buzzing when I exit. That's part of my cue that the wake/sleep/dream cycles are over and I'm exiting.
Here's the problem. Because I'm having these dreams so close in time together and the projection, and because I seem to maintain conscious awareness through all of this, my projection becomes "painted" by the dreams. What I mean is that the projection takes on the environment of the dream, only it's static, like everything is just as it was in the dream, but nothing is moving, like a snapshot of the dream. And this is where my projections start out. Well, I always start in my bedroom but as soon as I walk out of my bedroom (whether I jump through the window or walk through the door) I'm in this dream replica astral environment.
What I'm thinking might be happening is that my dream memory stuck with me and created an "intention" that then transports me (upon departure from the physical) directly to a subjectively created astral environment.
So. Is there a way around this or a way to move out of this environment? I'm not really familiar with astral movement yet. I can walk and fly and all, but I haven't yet really experimented with going anywhere besides where I pop out of my body. I mean, i get out of my body and just start going from there and wherever I wind up is where I go. I know I need to make a plan, I think it will help if I have a "concrete" plan ready and planted in my mind. But if I do wind up in this astral dream environment how can I get out?
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