Meditated last night,. Didn’t get out but learned some things as always,.
Honestly, if I have even one bright flash of light, or feel I’m getting sucked into a scene but jolt out in abort fashion or even just have a new or rarer subtle symptom of ANY o b e variant, including lucid dreams, sleep paralysis type heaviness,. ANYTHING! I call that a big win
The ones that really make me happy tho are the arm or localized jolts and flashes of white light,. For me personally I “usually” have had those accompany successful AP’s most frequently,.
Anyway I was going to try and elaborate a little bit on what happened the other night when this big black space ship landed about five car lengths from me.
I live on a corner of a suburban block. I just got out of body and went out the door happy as all get out to be having an A P again for the first time in a long while,.
I walk outside and this time everything looks exactly the same as it’s physical counterpart, from my recollections anyway, I mean I wasn’t at the time measuring things out or nothing but I don’t remember noticing anything out of the ordinary,. Usually when I ap and it’s different just outside my front door there will be a number of anomalous things or there may be some differences in where things are but not enough that I would be taking mental note of right away,. This would be one of the latter moments,,
Back to it’,. This all happens really quickly and so I don’t have much time to take note of things keep this in mind,.
So, I walk outside and right away I see a woman standing on the corner I live on I say hello and join her position at the roads intersections but still on the sidewalk to look around and get my bearings. We exchanged some sort of pleasantries and by this time I’ve taken note of the surroundings and noticed she is a pale woman I think I remember her being quite a bit taller than me she has platinum blonde hair and is wearing a white dress if I remember correctly and she had earrings I believe that dangle,.
I look straight up and I can’t remember if I looked up out of habit because I look straight up above my body often to look at a particular star that’s always right above my house it feels like,. ( And I smoke so I go out and look at it often enough,.). Or if I looked up because of some sort of motion but I see a black something with a long hall of windows that are lit up like when you look inside someone’s home windows at night or better this is like looking inside a stores big glass windows when it’s like a whole wall is one window,.
So it blurs through my vision but not so fast I can’t make out some detail of what I seen like about as fast as you could move your arm through space in front of your vision from one side to the other as fast as you can,. And it’s gone,. Very quick, but distinct,.
I say’ did you see that?’. She replies, ‘No what?’ very casually.
“That was a space ship.” I made this statement,. Very much a statement not a question.
All of a sudden this craft lands very fast it comes down from how high I can’t even say just that there was a downward motion wasn’t there a second ago,. It looks like this shape, if you stand it up like a diamond shape on its tip <E>. A black triangle upside down with a black square on top and another black triangle on top of it,. ‘Maybe I’ll draw what I seen for this post later,.’ Inside the square is this long hallway of lights with a white or yellow light agains a wall or long hallway or empty space perhaps idk can’t tell I say holy crap and we grab each others hands and run inside! We sit on the couch and I am excited and get snapped to my body,. I am still out of body I go back out and there is nothing there so I don’t really go into it much,.
I ended up going into a house where I see my mom and dad around a square table and I am totally conscious I do this rediculous thing and this is sorta embaracing,.... during an astral projection I’ve seen loved ones before but this was kinda weird that they were inside of a random house and they were just acting strange right when I seen them I felt something was off. This is where I do an somewhat embarrassing thing,. I am afraid they are projections from an alien or I’m being messed with somehow or something I’m just suspicious of everything after the ufo thing, and so, I raise my right and left hand perpendicular to my body and move my hands rotations left hand clockwise and right hand counter, and say out loud while trying to focus, ‘ show me your true form, show me your true form, show me your true form”
Their bodies disappear and we are all standing around a table when they disappear I get this strange feeling there is a being under the table I’m standing up against basically all three of us were,. And then snap back to my body all happening pretty quickly,. I
My son is going crazy for me to play with him,. Sheesh man,. I’m so a slave in my own home! Uuugghhhh lol
Gotta go much love fam,
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