Okay, something freaky just happened.
I've been away for a while at a Military installation on Ft.Elmendorf in Anchorage, Alaska, and in the barracks I started having flashbacks and panic attacks because the surroundings kept triggering my C-PTSD, (Complex Posttraumatic Stress Disorder) (it's like PTSD only with mild psychotic features, and is caused by an ongoing trauma, mine was about three years long from the ages 12 to 15) (I'm seventeen now).
Anyway, in my dream I was in a building, and there were soldiers around. I wasn't sure why I was there but I knew it was a dream as I usually do when I dream.
I saw a man who looked like a younger version of my father, and I walked up to him closer to see and it was. I looked at him, and asked "Are...are you my dad??" (He's ex military) and he said "No." I said, "....Wait, yeah....You ARE my dad!" and he said No...No, and snapped his hand out and started choking me, I woke up screaming and just assumed it was a nightmare because he used to abuse my as a child, (that's not why I have C-PTSD though).
Anyway, the Director and Platoon Sergeants decided to discharge me with a Sect. 8 and I went back home.
I told my dad about the dream and he looked confused, like he was remembering something.
My mom chuckled, "Heh, honey; you were always tripping back then, you remember anything like that? Haha" (he used to do cocaine and crystal meth) and he said, "I think maybe I do...weird."
Anyway....it's freaky, I think I did travel back in time to when my faher was a a Naval Officer and I think I saw him and he thought I I was a halucination and tried attacking me at which point I may have teleported back to my own time.
This is cool but freaky, has anyone else had experiences like this or is this just a series of freaky coincdence?? Hope to hear from you.
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