I Spent 4 YEARS in Astral Fighting Demons!!

[Jack 999]

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[Draq]

Hi Jack

you had an amazing journey from what i read. on this forum and the other forum called shop of enlightnment forum

i also had little dream when i was young how i had to change school. but before i changed school i dreamt i was in a classroom and saw an old lady with pupils of my age sitting around her.
then when i changed schools i found out that our librarian was the same old lady that i saw in my dreams. it was totally unspeakable.

you mentioned that you never knew about Aickman before ever experiencing your astral travelling experience.

thats just something unspeakable too as yet you have maybe seem what he has seen in your journey.

but are you sure its astral projection experience? or is it mixed with lucid dreaming?

if i were to live for months in a temple training to be a fighter, i would surely wonder how food was available. i mean its like reality as you said, eating to live is a need there is it not ? you said you ate food, rice and a few things, but dont you even think about where it came from?.
you also mentioned that you were sick and was with your brother for a few years at the time of stage with Krsna... how did your brother get into that world?

you said you have studied many things from Buddhism, Occultism, Yoga,Magic (Aleister Crowley (white magic), Zen meditation and Krsna Bhakti

however as i read in the Krsna stage of your journey, you mentioned you became a Bhakti and learnt more about it. somehow that just confuses me more.  i am wondering if you have studied to be a bhakti on earth, or in the other world?

and to learn all those things that you have said in a lifetime takes extremely long to be an adept.. it wont be hard to just skim the outside cover of those topics... but to delve into it and understand it will take many many years and patience.

you also mentioned that you are 90% enlightnened from your meditations. to be honest if i was at that stage, i wouldnt be thinking about posting my experiences up, because there would be no such interest in violence to share to the world to begin with.

i dont know. i dont have a reputation to be feared of putting my honest opinions down on here. so i am just telling you my sincere thoughts on this experience of yours...

i think what you have been through is an amazing journey, somethings are created by your mind as you have an interest in those topics like demons and thriller things. also i think you have had some lucid dreaming involved. so its not 100% astral projection experience.
and although you are pretty knowledgable , i think you have added some things up on the way through your imagination.

hate me if you will.... it wont matter. ( come to think of it, i think you made this all up... maybe you have too much time on your hands, or the medications you are taking for your illness is having a big effect on you... or maybe you are not sick at all ! )

one thing i have learnt through all my years of forum trolling... is to never believe anything 100% whatever you read. because thats life.

[Draq]

Jack

I am sorry that i had come on hard to you with my previous post.
i know i wont be able to turn back time, and i know that i have made you upset.
i dont know whats on the other side, and what you have seen and experienced, is yours to keep in your heart knowing its the truth for you.

there are many things that i have read through my years, and many times i will express my thoughts. thats my fault that i have in my life and that is a scar that i will carry around forever.

i am not asking you for forgiveness, because if i were in your shoes, i will never forgive the other person. thats just me, so i dont expect any forgiveness from you, please remember that.

but i wish you to be strong and keep your head up high the next time an idiot like myself enters your path of life. ignore him whatever happens, and live your life as a happy one.

i'm sorry.

farewell.

[Xanth]

Jack

I am sorry that i had come on hard to you with my previous post.
i know i wont be able to turn back time, and i know that i have made you upset.
i dont know whats on the other side, and what you have seen and experienced, is yours to keep in your heart knowing its the truth for you.

there are many things that i have read through my years, and many times i will express my thoughts. thats my fault that i have in my life and that is a scar that i will carry around forever.

i am not asking you for forgiveness, because if i were in your shoes, i will never forgive the other person. thats just me, so i dont expect any forgiveness from you, please remember that.

but i wish you to be strong and keep your head up high the next time an idiot like myself enters your path of life. ignore him whatever happens, and live your life as a happy one.

i'm sorry.

farewell.

I know you've both deleted your accounts here... but if you do happen to come back I hope you'll reconsider and rejoin the forums.
While people might disagree with each other about how things go down, we're all here for the same reason: To help and be helped.

Learning to forgive is, in my opinion, one of the biggest steps one can take in their pursuit of personal spiritual development.
It opens up the heart to fully understanding love and releases you from some of the evils of the world.

[missym]

Learning to forgive is, in my opinion, one of the biggest steps one can take in their pursuit of personal spiritual development.

I second that.. Forgiveness can be one of the hardest things to learn.

Everybody is entitled to their own opinions, you are not an idiot, we are allowed to express our thoughts and feelings here.
I hope both of you will return someday 

[Bellend_1010]

K ignore this. Seems the original post story was deleted and I was going to ask a Q on it. Nevermind. Sorry admins.