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« on: November 16, 2011, 19:48:32 » |
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I just finished writing it all down...
13th O.B.E. --- 11/16/2011 @1145
I was tired and went deep while still awake. Felt myself begin to rise from my body, felt the vibrations take over and I could hear myself breathing the entire time; like in 2001: A Space Odyssey when he was in his spacesuit. It felt somewhat labored throughout this experience. I began seeing many strange objects. They seemed configured symmetrically somewhat, and very colorful --- I’m unable to explain in detail, other than they were very “cartoon-like”; similar to a phase I’ve seen in most of my other OBE’s. I went through many different types of scenery like this. I then remember darkness with a ring of light surrounding. I asked to see my spirit guide and instantly, my body seemed to vibrate intensely and breathing became very labored, but I remained calm (felt like I was dying). Saw no one else, but now I’m in my bedroom, tried to walk through a wall --- could not (as I have in the past). I could make out my hands in front of me, but very dim and blurry. I could not fly either (as I have in the past). Walked out into the living room, breathing is still labored. My brother was sitting on the couch, I think he as on the phone (he doesn’t live with me in reality). I tried to speak to him, but could only whisper. He could hear me though and he didn’t seem surprised at all. I picked up a pair of socks that were on the floor in the hall and floated them over to him thinking he would be impressed as to how I could do that. He held them between his hands and began rubbing his hands together very fast and something white and furry began to appear out from the socks. Next, I asked to see my spirit guide again, and again the vibrations in my body grew very intense and breathing became much labored. There was a knock at the door. My brother answered it. There was a very tall, somewhat heavy-set, stocky older white man --- probably mid to late 50’s, with white hair standing outside, he had a clipboard and a red shirt with a company name on the left side chest area. It had something to do with psychiatry (I’ve never seen one, maybe I need to). He asked my name. I replied, “What’s your name?” He looked at me quizzically and then at my brother with a weird grin, as if to say, “what’s his problem?” Again, I could only whisper. He showed me some papers that looked like test papers, there were several of them. I looked through them and assumed he wanted me to see if my name was on any of them. At first glance it wasn’t, but then I did see my name on one of them, but it was very messy handwriting and didn’t look like my writing at all. Also it said, “Chris Nelson”. I always write my name, Christopher Nelson. Next thing was a very bright light that took over the scene and then I was awake in my bed. It seemed more like a dream; I didn’t feel that whooshing rush back to my body, like I usually do at the end of an OBE Except my breathing was labored when I awoke, and it sounded/felt just like my breathing in “the dream” that I could hear the entire time.
Very strange --- every time I asked to see my spirit guide the vibrations in my body grew stronger for an instant --- quite uncomfortable, and I felt like I was being choked --- not like hands around my neck, but it became much harder to breath. I was surprised that I was able to remain calm.
This was all unlike any OBE's I've had before... seemed more like a dream, but not really. Trying hard to make sense of it. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.
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