Many times i have started to burst away like rocket. Today minutes ago i had an experience again. This time i was bursting away again. Feeling was so fast that i started to feel my lips like numb because of the bursting speed. I always think that yes, i fly with maximum speed, with the speed of light and i can fly no faster, so how can i get back with no time when i open my eyes ?
So i started to worry a bit again and wanted to get back to my body, but then i saw like an ending of the tunnel ( i was flying in the space i think, part of the time through little white spots (mabye not stars becouse they are big you know [

]) when that end came i realized its not the end, so i did not wanted to risk with my health and tried to open my eyes:
I started to open my eyes and i opened them but it was hard to start to feel my body and i still felt bursting like a rocket. I opened my eyes felt my body what was still a bit weird and then when i started to think what to do next i saw my mother to come in with paper and tell me to write it all down and she put the paper and the pen onto table, then i realized. It was FALSE AWAKENING.
(the start of the False Awakening when i woke up from AP was so real that its hard to beleave that i am not sleeping right now too [xx(] )
NOW i woke up and whelt by body numb as normally after AP (numb till i move it)
I think it really takes time to get back
THE REASON WHY I AM WRITEING THIS: I think i really flew to somewhere with the maximum possible speed of my astral body abd the false awakening came becouse it took time to fly back.
I have been bursting off before too but then i made it to the astral world with about 10 seconds. Other times when i start bursting when i think about something nice duering AP, for examle Angels or higher planes, i start bursting off. I have been bursting many minutes ahead but i never make it to the place, just cosmos, becouse i start worring and stop it. WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF i go too far and cant get back ? [V] To where i am bursting, what is it waiting for me there.