The experience below happened Friday morning, after using my Holosync cd. Then yesterday (Saturday), my kitty BK came to visit me a third time! It's so real, and she keeps showing me things I had forgotten about her (she died in 1996). When I picked her up yesterday, she headbutted me right in the nose, grazing my nose with her teeth, leaving some of her drool on me. Hehe! I had forgotten she did that! It's like I have my kitty back! A friend tells me I should try speaking English to her. I will try that next time! If nothing else, I now feel like she's around me all the time, which is amazing.
BTW, I am still using Holosync with awesome success. Four months now. I almost have enough referrals to get the next level free. To help push me over the cliff, the company has kindly told me I could offer free shipping to anyone who may be interested in trying Holosync, before December 15th. If you are interested in this, please email me:
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Forgive me, the following is kinda long. But it was so cool!
December 5, 2003
WOW! Amazing travel! I got back into bed this morning, really not expecting much, since I was very tired. I put the headphones on (Holosync cd) and a folded washcloth over my eyes (I’m not using my usual herbal eye pillow due to a recent eye infection). The cd ended and I was semi awake. I felt like giving up and getting out of bed, so I tried but couldn’t. I realized I was "awake" astrally. I looked up from the bed and saw a man walk by the bedroom door. He was very tall, blond, and wearing red pants. I thought, "aw crap, people in the house, AGAIN." I heard loud radio sounds coming from the bedroom down the hallway, like a ham radio. I got out of body and proceeded down the hallway. As I approached, the sound got louder and the bedroom felt distinctly occupied, although the man was not visible. I could feel his energy. The door began to close in my face as I approached. I got mad. Hey, this is MY house. I pushed the door back open. There were two cats in the room (my dogs?) and they were walking around, sniffing the room and hissing! It felt very creepy. I said something like "be gone" or "go away" and quickly I was back in my body. I tried to get up because I didn’t like that experience. I tried to remove the washcloth from my face, I tried over and over. No luck. I drifted out of body again, about halfway at the waist. Now I yelled into the house "Empty! This house is empty!" And it seemed to be empty now. I drifted outside and flew around. I tried to will myself to my friend's house, but as usual I just continued to fly. I floated over neighbors’ homes and wished them happy holidays, and they wished me the same. Everyone I saw was very friendly. There were beautiful Christmas trees and decorations everywhere, it was quite beautiful! I started hazing into a dream, and realized it... I said "this is too dreamlike!" and I was quickly back in bed. Again, I tried to remove the washcloth from my face and couldn’t! This was getting really odd! I could tell I was about to float free a third time, and I was still a little nervous about whomever had been in the other bedroom before... so I did the only thing I could remember to do: I called out for my dead cat BK (Baby Kitty). I started calling to her from the bed, "BK, BK!" I was really yelling! She came quickly to me. As with the first time, she pounced onto the pillow on the right side of my head. Just like before, I felt her paws make a gentle "thump" on the bed. Yippee!!! I really love it when she visits me! As she walked behind my head, I felt a very warm heat on my scalp as she went by (the first time, I felt her fur). Then "thump" onto the floor she jumped. This is exactly the path she took before, and I was disappointed because I had hoped she would curl up on me. So I began calling for her again, "come here BK! BK come here!" I didn't know what to expect, but she began meowing back to me, and I had totally forgotten what her meow sounded like. BK meows very softly, with only a little squeak of sound coming out. Oh my God I thought, that’s right, I used to call her Squeakapuss and Squeaky-Beek. I had absolutely forgotten, it's been nearly a decade. What a sweet experience! So of course I jumped out of the bed to be with her. There were two other cats there on the floor with her (actual cats? My dogs?). I greeted the other cats, then picked BK up and she was purring loudly. I was still a little nervous but this time I said "I am protected, God is here." The right bedroom door was open (we have glass double French doors) and there was a man in a rocking chair posted outside the left door like a sentry, facing outward. He was a young, strong looking black man in his early 40’s with long hair in a ponytail. When I said that, he turned to me and said, "thank you" (as if for my noticing and acknowledging that he was there). (I’m not sure he was God, but whoever he was, he was benevolent and powerful, I’m sure! I felt VERY safe with him there! High level guide? Guardian angel?) Still holding BK, I said to him, "Please can I go and visit one of the beautiful angelic realms?" He said, soooo patiently and kindly, "oh, we don’t have time for that right now." His face was warm and knowing, and loving. I accepted his answer and proceeded to pat his shoulder playfully with BK’s paw, which seemed to amuse him. I soon found myself back within my body, and this time I was able to remove the washcloth. I said "thank you God" out loud before getting up.
The other interesting thing about this particular experience is that, before it happened, I was having these flashes of light. I have visualized light before, but this was nearly blinding. I wasn't trying to visualize it, it was just there. I kept asking that I be able to attune to it so it wouldn't be so blinding. Also, I could FEEL it. It was warm. This has not happened before, ever. A little more progress has been made! (or maybe a lot!!!)
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