i had realized i was dreaming and decided to astral project.
I began walking and noticed I was by a street outside my house (which I have projected to.... 10000 times).
my initial reaction was ugh.. this.. again... whhyyy??
there is this one point im trying to fly but struggling, i start to think about being weightless and flying being effortless, still i'm going up and falling back down so i just give up and decide to just go with ze flow.
I decide just to be open to whatever, so i start going down the path. I'm thinking about how going down this street is like moving through my life and that I'm going to see my future.
Well I notice this giant beam of light in the sky, like a giant vertical glowing pillar.
I can't remember if it was blue, light yellow, white, purple, green, or pink. but i fly basically, effortlessly towards it.
this is where my memory is hazy but I'll write how i recall (even though it might not be exactly what happened)
I sort of fly above the pillar, and it enters my eyes,
as if there were a puddle and i put my face into it.
Inside the pillar i have a sort of vision and at least, in my mind I deem it to be 'my future'.
In the pillar i am watching myself doing some action, but with strange tools. somehow i interpret this to mean exploring spirituality and self-discovery, in my memory what i see is a circle,
and inside the circle there are little bits,
and I'm touching then with a tool and they are turning into a rainbow liquid and going all over the place.
Not bad, progress.
Thanks everyone! <3