READ & GIVE ME YOUR OPINIONS PLEASE. VERY CONFUSED.

[Kissalove]

So I'm going to try to make this story short.
Well you see my boyfriend, is in prison so I've been trying to use AP to go & see him. Well the very first time I've done it, I went to the prison & seen him. Later on that day when I talked to him he said he was wearing the same shirt I seen & everything. But it was weird because when I seen him he had a bunch of tattoos which I know he doesn't have so I don't know what that was about. Anyways, I AP'ed again a few days ago & I kept on trying to go to the prison but it wouldn't let me go. Just nothing happened at all, which I didn't understand why. But here it gets weird, yesterday I left my body & I was in my room & there was this lady on my bed but she wouldn't let me leave, every time I tried to go, she grabbed my leg & wouldn't let me go so I was trying to kick her so she gets off of me. At that point, I just said, "bonk it." & went back to my body. And today I got into sleep paralysis & there was this kid about my age on the bed (I'm 19) well he looked around that age but he wouldn't tell me how old he was. All he said was that he is not old & not young. Well I told him to get out & he wouldn't then I screamed at him to get the bonk out & he still wouldn't & he just held me down so I couldn't go anywhere. But I could literally feel his skin & his arm. It was so weird but he wouldn't get off of me, he just stayed on me so I couldn't leave but I was in SP when that was happening, I don't think I was fully projected.


Can someone please tell me why there's some people trying to stop me from leaving & why it wouldn't let me go to the prison? It's really bugging me. Sorry if there aren't a lot of details, tried to make this short for you guys. If you want more details just ask me (:

[AJDIN]

Your boyfriends in prison


That's it ... they don't want you to keep connected with him because maybe his in there for a reason?

Maybe there protecting you?

Don't let love blind you

[Kissalove]

Maybe, but the first time I got there fine & I don't even know who those people are, that's why I'm so confused to why they won't let me even leave my room /:

[Summerlander]

I seen him he had a bunch of tattoos which I know he doesn't have so I don't know what that was about.

When you enter the phase, you see many distortions.  There is evidence of telepathy in the OOBE state as you appear to be able to see what's on the minds of others, so, if your boyfriend was wearing a particular shirt in the physical realm, he was conscious of it and therefore this would be simulated in the realm of thoughts (sometimes inaccurate but on this occasion it was spot on).

The tattoos were either something that he wishes to get or perhaps your own thought forms decorated what was being perceived.  You see, when you separate from the body, you travel in 'mental space' and perceive many possibilities for physical reality.  In fact, possible worlds manifest on that level of reality.  It may also happen that you see possibilities that stake high on probability and hence precognition (tends to be rare though - it also can happen in dreams).

But I could literally feel his skin & his arm. It was so weird but he wouldn't get off of me, he just stayed on me so I couldn't leave but I was in SP when that was happening, I don't think I was fully projected.

This sounds very much like an SP hallucination.  They can feel extremely real but most likely the product of your own 'mental playdoh'.  The amygdala might have played a role on it.

Can someone please tell me why there's some people trying to stop me from leaving & why it wouldn't let me go to the prison? It's really bugging me. Sorry if there aren't a lot of details, tried to make this short for you guys. If you want more details just ask me

Nobody is stopping you.  Trust me.  You have the power to go anywhere you want simply by believing that you can.  Sometimes, elements from your own subconscious mind can impersonate frightful characters and although they appear to present problems at first, if you face them, they will go away.  Try the friendly approach to these characters.  Tell them that it is important that you go and see your boyfriend in prison and that they are getting in the way.  If they won't budge, tell them that you have the power to make them disappear because they have no existence but in your mind.

[Orion-]

Some will say they are your higher self, some will say you're just imagining it, what you need to do is find out.

Ask them why they're stopping you. Ask them what they want, ask them where they're coming from, ask them what their intent is. They are trying to stop you, and that might have a reason. I don't know your boyfriend at all, and I don't know about the situation, but it might very well be your higher self that wants to tell you something. The only way to find out is by staying calm, and demanding an answer.

If I may ask, why is he in prison?

[Kissalove]

Thank you, your answers were a lot of help. & This is what I'm going to do, I'm going to demand for an answer but also make sure I go there.

& Attempted grand larceny & attempted burglary.

[Boom]

Obviously we don't know the full story about why your boyfriend is in prison, and how you feel about it. So it is not our place to judge. However, I do ask you.. How do you feel about it?  Do you resent him in any way for being in prison? Do you hate him for what he did? Even if it just a tiny bit? Because if so, then these feelings could be prohibiting you from going there.
Also when you physically go to see him in prison, are you nervous when you do?  Perhaps that is also could be a factor in the manifestation you have seen in AP - holding you back.

To extend on summerlanders excellent post regarding telepathy.  If he himself has considered tattoos, and it is that  you saw when you did see him. Then maybe there is also a part of him that doesnt want you to see him in prison.  Some prisoners prefer to completely cut themselves off to the outside world. Others feel ashamed.  Perhaps his feelings is also creating the held back scenario you have experienced in your Astral Projections.

The problem with AP is that there are just too many variables and possibilities. But in your case, I think the answers you need can be found in this physical reality.

[Xanth]

Obviously we don't know the full story about why your boyfriend is in prison, and how you feel about it. So it is not our place to judge. However, I do ask you.. How do you feel about it?  Do you resent him in any way for being in prison? Do you hate him for what he did? Even if it just a tiny bit? Because if so, then these feelings could be prohibiting you from going there.
Also when you physically go to see him in prison, are you nervous when you do?  Perhaps that is also could be a factor in the manifestation you have seen in AP - holding you back.

Through our projections, we don't experience JUST what's in our conscious mind... but also what's in our subconscious mind.  This includes things like fears and thoughts that you don't even know you have.

Boom is 100% correct in saying that these "unknowns" to you, will manifest in many different ways... including what you're currently seeing.