I love that picture, dude... captures the mystical earthy aura perfectly. Have you tried to return there?
Thanks! I tried to return there but ended up in random places that did not convey the same emotions and weren't as brilliant.

So later on my parents found out that Ursula means little she bear

Ive been seeing and talking to a bear in my dreams for as long as I can remember and sometimes when I project I see him sitting by my bed watching over me.
Still dont know what to make of it and I know it sounds crazy but I cant help but love him because he makes me feel safe and I think I do the same for him..
People sometimes call me "ursh" as a nickname so urshebear is a combo of my name and the meaning

That's cute, Ursh!


yes that is a cool picture man...
i seen that over on AVers i think ya misses posted it(?), got the impression she did the picture, obviously not, you are good at ya pictures (art) no doubt about that, i've come across many artist that like to project and do things talked about on sites as this, so i looked into it around last year mmm interesting wonder if you know why, if not i'm sure you will one day...
Yeah, it was originally posted on AVers. It seems that a lot of the people into OOBEs on AVers are artistic too. I' ve no idea if there is a connection there...quite possible!

Wow your picture kinda gave me deja vu! I love it, its beautiful. It reminds me of a dream I had, I remember the three moons in a purple sky... one of my coolest dreams! trippy...

The sky was quite complex and multicoloured but pink and orange seemed to dominate. There was a lot going on...slightly confusing but beautiful to just take it all in or just to focus on a portion of the scenery. My drawing doesn't do it any justice to be frank. It is too deterministic, a travesty, a translation for the analytical mind or the waking self...it's a corrupt representation of what was experienced. I'm not sure if I'm getting across what I really mean but, something
happened to me today which is sort of relevant and may serve as a weird example:
Today, at work, I was thinking about ways to improve memory. Then I imagined a scenario where I was being tested. In my imagination I was in a room and a person would come in wearing something that I would have to remember later. Another person would come in after that and I'd have to remember the details of what they were wearing too. I'd also have to remember their names and what order they came in. So I thought - how would I be able to remember it all? The answer came...I'd have to find a fun way to remember everything...
I started thinking that I could convert the memory into an interesting story where the people's names would be followed my nicknames that would match what they wore - example: Thomas Bluebow (blue bow/tie),
and then Miss Amy Wineblouse (purple blouse) etc.
The story would develop with new subsequent characters as the "event" unfolds. This concept was devised in my head in a few seconds and I realised that, originally, in my mind, I had not thought of the details of the solution to improve memory. I had not thought of any specific names of people nor any type of clothing whatsoever. I merely thought this:
"TRIKKA TRENDY...PARA SHOOTER..."
Now this is what I found odd: "Trikka" is not even a name. "Trendy" is not a piece of clothing. When I generated this thought, it made perfect sense to me in my daydreaming mode and I knew its translation to be exactly what I've stated above:
, [i]and then Miss[/i] Amy Wineblouse (purple blouse) etc.)
But when I went back to reflect on the origins of the fun thought-solution, I found that it was less meaningful or almost lost in translation. I started to work out why "TRIKKA", why "TRENDY, "PARA" and "SHOOTER"...
Trikka could convey the idea of "trick" and tricks can provide solutions. Trendy, from "trend" can relate to clothing but also, it could mean exactly that - a trend - as in, "get used to applying this trick/method" in order to improve memory.
Para Shooter was translated to "parachute", which could convey a solution to stay out of the trouble of forgetting. Parachuting to safety can bring a sigh of relief.
I started to realise that the strange thoughts TRIKKA TRENDY PARA SHOOTER were archetypal and conveys the whole thing that I had in mind. It seems to be formulated in a type of consciousness of
high entropy where abstract ideas manifest and can mean so many things but it eventually settles into
low entropy consciousness where it means and becomes one thing only and thus more restricted! It becomes finite.
Perhaps there are levels of reality with infinite potential and closer to the abstract consciousness. Perhaps it all starts there and when we enter the Phase we can
clearly see/experience these other potentials - the unborn reality! This could also explain why certain nonsensical dreams seem to make sense while we are
in them but are hard to translate in the waking state or are deemed to be completely absurd.