hello,dear reader
so..i tried to astral like 3 times,once it was a fail later that same day i tried for 3hr ad though maybe 20mins passed(my father came in my room to check if I'm okay and told me its been 3hrs) and then today,when i wake up i just wanna sleep again,so i said #$%& it imma sleep.i like just sleeep sleeep-d,didnt really think about anything just like...like i wasnt there.so for some odd reason i just came to the idea that i should try it again..just like that,since i had no success before it was like "meh..lets try" so with no chakra opening or muscle relaxation i just sort of...didnt do anything really no rope imagination nothing just like reach out my imagination hands and all of a sudden trippy-ness.i think it was normal the strong humming,like i was diving and a couple of motorboats were above me,then the electro-stuff i felt electrified,dunno how to explain that but im sure you'll understand.i saw some yellow-graw static,no actual image i think i didnt get out really it was just fuzzy.and now the wierd think that im not sure is ok....i sort of felt pregnant...like i had some sort of contractions..like my "legs,arms and body" were contracting and spazzing,then once i felt like something hit me right in my solar plexus and i sort of went belly in and legs and head up.like i was sort of "fighting" it was wierd even thou the whole time i was laying down,after that about 5s something keps pushing me down from legs then body and then chest and head.like a asphalt roller went over me and i was on sand,when it got to my head i felt my legs being up on the level of my real legs.
no pain was involved,and i didnt exit because of mere fear like i excrement my pants,i exited willingly cause i like didnt know if this was ok or what...pretty new to this.did read an e-book.
Can anyone tell me what was this?Anyone experienced this asphalt roller thing?
If there sensations are ok,what to do next to get out of my body? also a question i have been dying to know,can you see in color when you get out ^^
If you know an anwser to any of the above stated questions please do tell

and im so sorry for my crappy writing style
