What the heck happened last night?

[ArmyOfOne1911]

I will try to explain this the best I can.

I had a really high stress day yesterday, and with my anxiety it made it that much worse. I got home, and had a great dinner with my mom and grandma. They are the only ones other than the astral pulse community that I talk about astral projection with, and they both believe but do not want to try. The often ask me if I have been meditating because it makes me feel better etc.

Anyway, after a good dinner at a pizza place I went home and got ready for bed. I cried for about 2 minutes, not severely but I was just hurt by the constant things I have to avoid on a daily basis to keep from getting anxious... how hard it is to be in a relationship because of how bad my anxiety is I can never really be myself around people. But then... I smiled and said I am super lucky what I got in my life too. It could be so much worse... Cherished some positive thoughts and said I needed to stop crying now. I just had to get a little of that out. I haven't cried in years. Anyway...

After I fell asleep I had this dream I was getting ready for school. (Not even in school anymore) I was laying on my sofa and my mom was begging me to get up so I wasn't late for school. I kept telling her to "hold on just one more second!" Because I felt the falling sensation, buzzing feeling, and a very powerful energy sensation like I had in my first OBE. Only this time I was in a dream. I said "just hold this feeling like I did last time and I will be out in no time." All of a sudden I was thrown out of my body and I smiled. I was COLD. I wanted a jacket it was that cold. Had NO clue where I was. It looked like a shopping mall? And all that was there was my mom, and maybe 4 dogs if I can recall... It was daytime... which made no sense because I was having this experience at 1:15 AM about. I knocked over a vase to try and get her attention. She looked shocked. Then I picked up a cat in front of her and heard her say "how is she doing that!!!" and I said, mom it's me I wanted to prove to you I can do this. (OBE) She smiled and said I know sweetie, Melissa is here too... I thought to myself... The only Melissa I know is one of my moms best friends... Shortly after that I woke up. I did not have a headache like I did after my first OBE that actually took place in my own house in real time. This seemed more dreamy... Do you think perhaps I did have an out of body experience but wasn't consciously aware enough so it turned into more of a dream? The sensations I felt were extremely powerful. But after that it was all a dream, and it did not make much sense. At all.

Can someone help me here on what possibly happened?

Thanks guys.
-COdy 

[Vedyl]

(OBE) She smiled and said I know sweetie, Melissa is here too...

you could ask your mom if she knows anything about that....ofcourse she wasnt having a consius obe so its likeky she does not remeber.
maybe you talked to her a million times just you havent been consiusly obe-ing at the time so you dont remeber the conversation.

if you havent told her(i guess you did that even before you wrote this) you shoudl couse i think itll warm her heart.

 

[ArmyOfOne1911]

Lol the thing is after about ten seconds of me out of my body fully aware everything turned into this dream like state and didn't seem as real.