third eye and API, using normal fantasy to reach the API

[Chaos Mage]

Hello.
Well, it's almost time for my injection, so that means I'm waking up a bit and have more mental room to do things in.  After the shot, I'm mostly asleep and not dreaming.  Seems like they want me dead, badly.  Anyway, I am going to 'free form a post' about an adventure at the API.

Now, in my mind, in the multiversal nature of mind, I already see the blue sky, soft fluffy clouds, and I can clearly see the Pyramid at the API.  But in my mind, I am detached from my 'avatar'.  My avatar, is the standard deluded sense of self, a young looking man with short dark hair, it's taking form, he has a black t shirt and black jeans, ok, looks like Johnny Cash.

So that got devoured.  Now I'm focusing back at the API.  I see a giant whale thing surfacing in the waters, and my avatar is a tip toe fairy riding the giant whale.  Wait, that's not my avatar, that's part of the whale.  Looks like the API is alive and sends subliminal messages.  Tip Toe Fairy would then symbolize that it means to watch where you step around here, something mystical is happening.

I focus back on the Island.  I see the Focal 'receptor' or 'resistor', must be a receptor instead of a resistor.  I appear right next to it, no, right in front of it.  It's much larger than I expected.  It is silver, on a pole with pink and vague, non existent blue color.  Looks like a giant wire, but very solid.  I touch it, and my aura is energized, cleansed, and I rocket off into the sky, and no I'm looking down at the Island, no wait, I'm back at the focal receptor.  It's some kind of strange device.  Does anyone know what I'm talking about here?  It's on the beach, one of the first things you will see on that end of the Island.

I look to my right, and there is a woman, but she is very young at heart.  She looks like a cartoon character, not Mickey Mouse, or even Anime, just the general, 'cartooness' of her being.  She is holding out papers, looks like a travel brochure.  I take one of the papers in my hand, and it says, "Watch Out For Divers."  I look at the rest of the paper, and it has a treasure map marked on it.  Looks like some kind of quest for the API, does it really exist?

"Welcome to the API.  I am Mithranda.  I occupy this space as vestige of the normalacy of the reality.  I am Mithranda.  No.  Wait."  she says.

And I just bogged out.  Got too much information.

Can anyone verify the existence of a super charged servitor named Mithranda who introduces people to the API?

What I'm trying to do is provide a detailed account of a normal fantasy voyage to this specific reality.  Perhaps, if we can verify enough points, well, I'll feel better about myself, and we can base a mass voyage to the API in normal fantasy mode.

I see Mithranda again.  She is closing herself in darkness.  I'm trying to get out of this place, I don't want to be here, it's like when I began and lost focus.  Ok, we popped out of it.  The paper that I had in my hand is on the ground, so I bend down, and pick it up.  "You've got some learning skills.  Please watch out for divers." she says.  "I can't believe you!  You know what's going on and you still can't piece together a decent focus magnitude?  Shame shame."  She says.

"Mithranda, what am I going to do about this place?  Just wait." I ask.
"Piece together a decent focus.  Learn what needs to be learned and move on.  Look on your map.  That's where you'll find the "Golden Treasure".  There are others to assist you on your quest.  Be well, enough now.  Go back to Phaentia."

So I comply, and with minor visualization, I confuse my focus, and arrive at the highly convuluted and chaotic reality of the Phaentia.

[Chaos Mage]

Ok, I'm going to try this again, a close to real time blow by blow description of a fantasy adventure to the API.

I see a confused image of a whalw and that good looking dark haired man, Mithranda, and then it goes black and I see a massive syncronitic image of a devil hologram.  All in black and red.  That's not what I'm trying for.

I write that down, and try again.
Now, I'm near the receptor.  There is a hut, like an empty hut, sitting over farther to my right side.  It has steps that go up and a dock that comes out of it.  I walk up the steps in speed, and look into the hut.  There is a man there, and another man, apparently they are playing cards.  They look up at me, and I inflict damage on the surroundings by accident.  I yell out, "Sorry!" as I fly through the sky and over the island.

I'm looking down, into it, and there is dark green ferns with huge leaves.  I land, but my body and my sight are not connected.  I try to conect them, with style!  In a flourish of color and brightness, the whole thing disintegrates to my focus and I'm left looking at a gold dragon with red devil images surrounding it.

So I try again.

Now, I'm back near the receptor.  I phase my focus, and look at the Island from a different original viewpoint.  The water is black, space is dark here, it's farther out than I wanted to be.  I go back in, the Pyramid is there, I'm getting confused, there is a bright pink energy coming from the pyramid, and I'm shifting all over the place trying to hold the dual focus.  Can't do it, got to regroup.

So I'll take a moment, do the visualization, then report.

...
There's just too much information here to type.
This isn't working, but if anyone can confirm that there is a 'guide' or 'host' named Mithranda, it would be appreciated.  Also, if there is some kind of berry bush on the island.

[Chaos Mage]

Ok, I'm going to try this again.

I materialize on the beach.  My body is whirled together from a subtle astral residual.  The focal resistor stands nearby.  I walk into the trees behind it, and find an old gnome sitting there working on a leather belt.  I look at him.  He lifts his head.  He has a very large nose, with a big head far too big for his body, and huge ears, and he is bald.  He says, "Whatchoo doin lookin round here?  You better just go back for it."
and I back up, and find myself backing into the focal resistor.

A PM on the chat screen interrupts.
So now I'm about forty leagues away.  The water is crisp and almost looks like glass.  There is some kind of static within the water, like an energy barrier that constantly amplifies the realm.  It looks well set up to me.  I look into the water, I don't think it's such a good idea to go inside, but if I did, would I be able to power up. I take a minute to close my eyes, and look into the water,  and perhaps, immerse myself into it....

It feels good to just immerse myself above the water, floating as a Na'Vi Avatar Thing, only more transparent, and not quite the same thing.  I back out entirely, knowing that it is a reliable realm with many active features, all of them interlocked to provide infinite stability and balance to the realm.  I exit the pocket, and drift within the stars....

[urshebear]

I think it sounds like you are getting a lot of crossovers some maybe from your subconsous I dont know but I dont think API would be such a clutter. I could be wrong, I have never been there and from what I have read most of the people who started on this project have since moved on from it. I guess that is why I imagine it to be pretty dead.
On another note, do you mind if I ask what are they treating you for? and what is your AP method? because when you said

A PM on the chat screen interrupts.

I kind of got confused?? were you APing right there on your computer??

[Shivers]

It's good to know that some people are still visiting API.  As a directionless newbie, it's good to have a destination in mind and hopefully make some sense out of all this by hopefully seeing people from this forum who still visit

[Chaos Mage]

Bear, hello.  Yes, it was the same process as the other attempts.  Using normal fantasy visualization ie- imagination technique to reach the API.

I can not astral project, if I did, it might destroy me.  The energy is so intense that I can't shift into it, it's too much, I can't handle it.  I can, however, use my predeveloped dying phantasy skills to focus any reality that I want.  Most of my independant research concerns fantasy, toys, video games, and using visualization to create energy forms of realities.

So in reaching the API, I now see that to get there properly, you have to cross an infinite expanse of water, which, the farther out from the API you go, the more static and intense the energy becomes.  Essentially creating a reality pocket.  When I 'look' with my third eye, I can  see anything I want, some people in the chat lines say that I can be very accurate as to their physical description and appearance of people or objects close to them.  Like remote viewing, sort of, a clairvoyancy.

The API seems like a self sustaining realm.  It has the energy surrounding it to last for a long period of time, and part of focusing it requires that you resist the Core of the reality.  That Core, likely found within the pyramid, and not to be tampered with, could very well be some kind of person or object that has been highly charged, and set about in the physical plane in such a way as to gain benefit from simply existing and holding it's charge.  That's what I think anyway, I don't know if it's true.

[Lionheart]

 Haven't you figured it out yet. Your "phantasy" is Astral Travel.  You seem to love everything so dark and complicated. Everything is always a conspiracy, just go with the flow. I would hate to live my life thinking every one is out to get me/harm me. You need to start creating positive things in your life and drop the dark/negative thinking, that will get you absolutely nowhere.