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« Reply #100 on: October 31, 2019, 02:38:10 »

Hi Everyone, I've been missing you guys lately. I see we have a new member who has blown in like a breath of fresh air. Course I'm talking about Dark (for short). Makes me happy all over again just being a part of our little home here.

I don't have much to report on regarding ap lately. I'm currently in a very soothing and relaxed place. I think I am experiencing a real physical world reaction to much of what has gone before in the lessons taught in projection. This is my time to assemble, organize and put to use those insights I've become aware of, some of them very small, some much larger.

I used to think, 'the universe is our friend' but now I know it in a way that before I mostly only gave lip service to.
Getting rid of old concepts, old thinking, old 'useless' beliefs is necessary to development of self on all levels. I stressed useless bc many of these beliefs are quite useful as they give us ways to express ourselves. So those 'beliefs' don't have to be core beliefs but things that give you understanding.

As has been the case many times lately we have had very low signal reception so getting online and staying here has been iffy and phone reception has been even worse.

On a personal level my daughter who is planning her wedding just had an awful experience. I know and they do to that a baby should come after the wedding but sometimes life does things differently and despite birth control (or maybe lack of self control) they became pregnant. Sadly at about 12 weeks she lost the baby a few days ago. We placed her beside her grandfather out under the oak tree and will be planting flowers later today. It makes me sad but I know the timing just wasn't good. Still I couldn't help but cry and my daughter and soon to be son-in-law are really grieving.

Not looking for anything from you guys just wanted to share a bit and kind of let ppl know that behind these posts on this forum are real ppl with problems and life issues just like everyone else.

Love and Hugs to All of You.

Oh Plume, I'm talking about extra-terrestrials/alien contact. I seem to have had contact in the past but there are problems with remembering and communication. We don't talk a lot about this side of things on this forum but hey, why not. LOL
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« Reply #101 on: October 31, 2019, 03:31:22 »

I am so sorry for your loss, Nameless! This is very devastating. Life is full with ups and downs. We can try our best to understand the reasons behind each challenge, but it is extremely hard while in the mids of a challenge to stay calm. The situation needs to be processed. The processing may be long or short, but it needs to happen. Prayers to you and your family!
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« Reply #101 on: October 31, 2019, 03:31:22 »

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« Reply #102 on: October 31, 2019, 05:25:42 »

Thanks LB, prayers much appreciated. We're okay and doing really well as a whole. Hugs!
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« Reply #103 on: March 16, 2020, 04:03:26 »

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Became aware in my car driving through the small town just down the road from me. We live out in the sticks. I was doing something and just gaining awareness when I looked up and saw a tan/brown car coming towards me in the other lane. Then I was in the ditch and things got strange. At the time I thought it was still the dream.

click

But then I am sitting in my car in a parking lot facing a [store] I have been in many times during projections. I'm sort of dazed and confused and everything seems surreal. I see [cops] in front of the store and think I should probably talk to them just remembering there had been an accident. I stumble out of my car and notice a huge round dent in the side like something big and round had hit it. There is this really goopy translucent jelly like substance smeared all around the dent and down the side of my car. How strange and what the heck is that.

I look towards the [store] again and attempt to call out to the [cops] but I feel dizzy and disoriented. One of them notices me as I slide down the side of another car parked behind me. Several [cops] approach and one, a woman, squats down to ask questions. She asks me if I remember the accident, and I say what accident? Then I tell her I was in a ditch. She asks how I got here, meaning the parking lot. I tell her I don't know but there's a really weird dent in my car. She and the others go have a look, shaking their heads. She comes back and starts to ask more questions but she stops and asks me instead if I feel alright. I almost told her yeah I'm fine feeling fine as a daisy but I realize the top right side of my head is tingling and I do feel really 'spacey' and she keeps wobbling around in my vision so I tell her that instead.

She puts her hand on my knee and tells me to hang on everything will be just fine. She looks over her shoulder and I think she is calling for an ambulance but I'm not sure.

Click - the end

I put [store] and [cop] in brackets because of their dual nature. The store is a simulation area I have been too before and only represents a store in context of the experience. The cop and cops seemed to represent the dream, keeping in context but actually most were merely simulations while the one was a helper more along the lines of possibly a medic.

I'm not sure but this may have been along the lines of a premonition or a heads up if you will. If so then it is what it is and that's fine by me. I trust all will be well. If not then I'm a bit lost as I have never before experienced that dizzy, tingly, disoriented feeling. I felt glorious and peaceful other than that with a sense of calm and curiosity more than anything. I will say I did feel some relief to find myself in the parking lot of the store rather than IN the store. I don't particularly like it in there and felt relived to have come to my senses before entering.



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« Reply #104 on: March 16, 2020, 06:07:38 »

I felt glorious and peaceful other than that with a sense of calm and curiosity more than anything.


That's a very good sign. Reassurance that no matter what comes your way will be ok at the end.
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« Reply #105 on: March 16, 2020, 08:39:30 »

Reassurance that no matter what comes your way will be ok at the end.
You could call that the true definition of having "lucidity" in your Dream!
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« Reply #106 on: March 16, 2020, 08:55:07 »

Thanks, I appreciate those comments. I'm not going to read this experience the way it appears as I have been fooled a time or two but...
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« Reply #107 on: March 16, 2020, 08:56:38 »

 Nameless, I really like how you are able to dissect and find the true meanings/messages behind your Dreams. Not everyone can do that. That is quite the skill you have there!  smiley cool
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« Reply #108 on: March 16, 2020, 08:58:23 »

Thanks, I appreciate those comments. I'm not going to read this experience the way it appears as I have been fooled a time or two but...
You had to say that just as I was complimenting you, lol!  grin
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« Reply #109 on: March 16, 2020, 09:02:59 »

You had to say that just as I was complimenting you, lol!  grin
Of course, LOL
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« Reply #110 on: March 16, 2020, 09:09:50 »

Of course, LOL
I'm leaving the compliment up. You deserve it!  smiley cool
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« Reply #111 on: March 18, 2020, 06:14:51 »

Thanks, I appreciate those comments. I'm not going to read this experience the way it appears as I have been fooled a time or two but...
Haha!  Your wisdom is showing!!  Eeeeeeeee!  Cheesy Wink
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« Reply #112 on: March 18, 2020, 07:04:49 »

Haha!  Your wisdom is showing!!  Eeeeeeeee!  Cheesy Wink
LMAO Don't know about wisdom but my behind sometimes claims to be wise.wink
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« Reply #113 on: May 15, 2020, 07:50:45 »

I had an epiphany the other day. It started as a small thought and I brushed it aside, I really did not want to explore it at that time. I honestly thought it would be depressing. But the thought came back and somehow twisted itself up with a lot of the mysteries that have prevailed in my life. So to put this out there I will have to do a little backup story.

My family moved here to my current hometown when I was eight years old. I hated the move, I was devastated. I spent the next ten years plotting my escape thinking to return to Florida. So at about 18 I set out to return but life got in the way and I wound up right back here in Georgia. For the next 20+ years I plotted and occasionally made my way beyond my little town .

But something always brought me back. Always! I know some of you travel quite a bit and have seen much of the world. I'm not one of you, I've lived my life first in Florida then in Georgia, rarely leaving either state. I know I've missed a lot of sightseeing but so much has happened in my life I don't think I missed much in the way of living. Family ties are strong in this one as Yoda might say (if you ignore the part of me that would like to cut all family ties, haha).

Another twenty years and here I am with no desire to go anywhere. And it hit me, I'm in Georgia!

As we face this great pandemic (real or made up) and I look around our country and the world I have to honestly say my state is doing well. At this point in time I realize I really am right here for a reason. The reason is a little murky but with my own perceptions and views on the world there aren't many other places I could be that would agree with me and those views so well. Some areas of our globe and country are having it very rough right now and I don't envy the people there. So whatever my greater purpose is I needed to be here all along else I likely wouldn't be able to function or carry on as I was always intended, just don't ask me exactly what the heck was intended. But for the first time in my life I feel settled which is not the same as resigned.

I wonder if any of you have had any great epiphanies concerning your own selves. If you have I would encourage you to share them. Don't ask me why and you can share them here on a separate thread or somewhere else to your liking. I just feel right now is a good time to share.

Hugs to you all, you are all so very important.
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« Reply #114 on: May 15, 2020, 08:33:48 »

I like the ending of this story, Nameless. Like lived happily ever after Smiley It seems to me that you have removed a major barrier that was an aspect of your journey for a long time. Perhaps that baries has been manifesting into some difficult circumstances in your life. You may notice some changes for the better now that this is disolved. I bet your overall happiness and sense of belonging will increase.

For me, I had a similar realization many years ago, after I started exploring the NP. I also struggled with where do I belong. I didnt like my small town and wanted to go to the big city. Then that city did not look cool enough and I wanted to move to the capital, then I wanted to move abroad, when I was a child I thought I dont belong to this Erath and I wanted the mothership to come and take me LOL, and so on. I was searching for a place which my heart to tell me is home. When I moved to the US, I started feeling extreme nostalgia to my home town. I realized how happy I was growing up there and I was missing the closeness of its people, although often accompanied by gossip, but I missed it so much. However, I didnt feel that I wanted to move back there. Then one day, I had my first full blown OBE. The more I was exploring freely the invisible worlds, the more I realized that I am a citizen of the multiverse and everywhere I go is my home. There is no one location that I should settle in, I "saw" the entire multiverse on the palm of my hand and I knew, it is all mine. It belongs to me, it is my home, all of it, including where currently I am physically . I felt like my spirit expanded and it filled in every nook and cranny of the multiverse, every timeline, every planet, every charachter, all that is. From that flood of intense thoughts that came to me that day, I never felt again lonely or out of place.  I stopped searching for "home". I realized that have always been home. I realized that the past is never lost. We can go back and relive the good memories (that happened several times during APs/incredible feeling), the present is most powerful, and the future could be anything we imagine.

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« Reply #115 on: May 15, 2020, 09:16:41 »

Thank you LightBeam for your thoughtful words and for sharing your own epiphany.

I loved this quote by you

"There is no one location that I should settle in, I "saw" the entire multiverse on the palm of my hand and I knew, it is all mine. It belongs to me, it is my home, all of it, including where currently I am physically . I felt like my spirit expanded and it filled in every nook and cranny of the multiverse, every timeline, every planet, every charachter, all that is. From that flood of intense thoughts that came to me that day, I never felt again lonely or out of place.  I stopped searching for "home". I realized that have always been home. I realized that the past is never lost. We can go back and relive the good memories (that happened several times during APs/incredible feeling), the present is most powerful, and the future could be anything we imagine."

That is truly beautiful and touches that deep place inside that can sometimes be so elusive. It truly is, all of it, Our Home.
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« Reply #116 on: May 15, 2020, 23:24:28 »

when I was a child I thought I dont belong to this Earth and I wanted the mothership to come and take me LOL,
I did the same thing. I have to admit though, I still do today!  grin

 There are many sayings on "Home is where the ……". The one I really like is "A man travels the world over in search of what he needs, and returns home to find it." That's the one that has shown the most truth in my experiences.

 

 
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