As it is roughly the start of the year I figure I will try to start and keep one up here for a while.
Only real changes I will make are to keep out personal items and keep it PG, E for Everyone or what not.
I may post older dreams I have if they have any significance or relation to any current one.
I may give a title for subject matter.
I will give some before/after thoughts/comments if the dream had something to do with something that occurred before hand during the day or week for detail/understanding sake.
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Sparring, Body Energy, Universal Love Questioning
After Afternoon Nap 1-8-017
It was a long dream but what I remember was I was walking, on my right were a few friends talking among themselves to my left were two girls dress in an Amish style one in her teens the other around 5-6 years old. The area was earthy I don't recall what it looked like I just know that it was earthy. I went up and started sparring with the sorceress supreme from the doctor strange movie, she kept her smile all the time like in the movie. We sparred not with magic but in a strange form of martial arts. She placed her arms palms face up and I set my elbows in her hands and grabbed her elbows with my hands palms face down. In this method it was like trying to control the movements of your opponent or using their movements against them or something along those lines, she treated it is as if she were teaching. She did a few movements with her feet as though she were attacking with kicks and making smiles as though she were gaining points in the spar. I didn't quite get why she was making faces as I didn't think if it was even apart of the sparring I though it was more kind of like she was stretching in a weird fashion almost showing how well she could move in the situation so that I could understand. Every time the spar actually took place I either won or it was a stalemate. Even though it was treated as though she was teaching, her face let in be known that she knew quite well my range of abilities and if a fight were to occur between us the outcomes of the spars were a fairly accurate representation of what the fight would be. After sparring for a bit we took a break, I walked off towards a mirror and the older Amish girl came up from behind and pressed her finger into my back and said something like "you will never be loved by the divine/higher self/universal" I don't recall specifically but it was along those lines. I continued on to the mirror confused slightly. When I got to the mirror in it you could see the body like in a science fiction movie with info tabs all over the place giving details and information on the body. The mirror could show all fashions of the body form chakras, meridian points, chi, physical representations of muscle, skeletal, organs, circulatory even a version where the body looked like a light blue ghost, and all sorts of others. I was looking at a version that showed a clear body and meridian points and some sort of energy flow, and in front on the opposite side of where the girl pressed into my back was a point with an info tab next to it. The info tab had a % bar at zero and read something like the love the divine has for me or the love I hold for the divine. I was mighty confused at this, I though for a moment about universal connection of everything, I know I am not a bad person I love people, places, things, animals, everything. And by this connection I know that it would be impossible to not be loved in return by the universal. So I tried to concentrate kind of like a meditative boost and the percentage bar would bounce up and then drop back down, I tried a few times and each time it would bounce up and then drop back down never passing 27% or so. After a bit I got bored and quit not really caring and went back to sparring with the sorceress. After a bit we quit and she said she was having a problem like pain or something, she laid down on her stomach and exposed her back and I knelt down and ran my hands down her back as though looking for something. There was a point higher in her back than where the girl had pressed into me, I ran my hands down once more like I was creating energy movement when an older Amish lady came up and tried moving me aside saying let someone else do it that knows what they are doing. A feeling of malicious intent crossed my mind and I refused pushing her aside and then pressed my thumb on the point on the sorceress's back as though I was pushing energy into it. I then woke up.