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Chaos Mage
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« Reply #2 on: December 13, 2011, 01:33:45 » |
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It's said in some texts of the past, that we are all 'stars' or 'suns'. I don't know if they literally meant that we are the embodiment of some celestial body out there way beyond the Earth. As a child I had the same thought as that, due to my religious views from an early age and the way that I was born into the world.
It makes sense that every Sun would have more than consciousness. As if the gravity of the Sun could form embodiments of anything that it wanted to, simply by projecting it's gravity. So what you are saying makes sense to me, but in my view, I have to look at it differently.
I don't have a similar experience to share, at least nothing comes to mind. As a child, in my multitude of meditations, yes, there is something there where I drew forth visual information about what you said as I was reading it. Here is my experience...
Last spring I went for a walk down the old dump road. I came to a pool of water that blocked my path on the road. I'd knew that it forms every spring, but had forgotten. So I looked down into the pool of water, and noticed that the Sun's reflection was in the water. So I hunched down onto my haunched and looked at this reflection. What I seen amazed me. And I began to meditate. What I seen at that point in time was like the image of the Sun coming every few seconds. It was like the Sun was formed and pushing itself into existence, almost like it wasn't actually there but was just an illusion. So I kept watching this, and eventually, my eyes began to focus. I seen through each eye, staring at this intensely bright, but cool, reflection. I seen two Suns. So I stared at this, and kept getting the same visual. The way I describe it is that it was a 'chain of suns' striking the water. I remember thinking "Is this what a wraith is? It looks like the eyes of some necromantic wraith of some kind." And then, I noticed a THIRD Sun directly in the center of the two Suns that I was looking at. My third eye was also picking up on this. So I started to remember my ancient magickal training, and heard my teacher say, "When you are sitting in among the waters, and bare witness to the rising of the sun, let it rise." It made sense, but I broke away from the meditation just as the Third Eye Sun was rising up into full view. Until that point, it was two suns, one in each eye, and the third eye visual was just a small bright point of light. It was just about to rise up and illuminate or some such and I broke away.
So the point of saying that is this... that if we are looking at reality, it like a chain or a sequence of energy. Our awareness is not evolved or if it was, we would not exist here, we would already be in the higher dimensions. I don't know, perhaps there is some way to exist that isn't picking apart the specific elements of reality and subverting them to thought processes. I feel like I would have lost myself in the wraith if I had kept staring at it.
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