hum... as now i have 2 replys of you to reply, i will not talk about kundalini, as you write so much about that, and besides, that's a very complicated stuff to discuss now, at least for me, and i don't want to make this reply even longer !!
PLEASE forgive me if i continue bothering you with such huge replys, but until this subject is finished, i hope you don't mind to continue replying, but now that this is started, if we quit, i may do more mistakes, specially if they are serious like this one of the crown chakra.
You see i am NOT interested in FULL PK powers or even about levitating or teleporting, at the moment !! At the moment I JUST want MINOR psychic abililites to start with, my problem is that i need some kind of garantee that the training i am doing is really doing working or if i am wasting my time because training too few, that's why, ACCORDING to what you say, i see that i go a little too hard, but i do that because i am afraid of not training enough and this taking many months just to be able to MINOR pk effects or remote view. Understood ? Please, i ALREADY know that danger of kundalini and the search of a quick way and safe way, but i just want to at least start having AT LEAST very weak psychic abilties, because i don't get results i get more desesperated and thinkind i am not training enough, i train even more, ok ? Don't tell me i need a kundalini arousal to have psychic abilities or minor pk effects ?!
Besides HOW do you know that PK is a skill of the 7th chakra ? I am NOT doubting of you, i just want to know how you know that, I NEVER read that anywhere, and the very few places i read, is that PK is associated with the 6th chakra, the brow chakra. But now that you said that it's a abliity of the 7th chakra i got really scared and stopped immediatly practising PK until i readed your last reply to me. Even tough i mostly concentrated on the third eye chakra when practising pk because i believed it was a ability of the brow chakra.
Now, i will reply your post in 12 may 2004 02:43:33, please comment only in places you see necessary or have something to advice in favour or against, ok ?
Hum... i am glad i am getting sensations in the normal places. But note that i feel much more sensations on the forehead than in the back of head.
About your question : "Have you ever felt a (painless), sewing like sensation between these two areas, the back of the head and the forehead, starting from the back of the head? " i reply : it's very difficult to reply this. I have difficulty in knowing and avaliation the sensations i have in the head, so i can't reply this, specially when i can't distinguish between a headache induced from energy or chakra work from a headache caused by changing sleep times.
Now about your paragraph which start with "I would not recommend even trying PK at your stage of development.", first i have a few questions about this :
1. There is many people in this forum and specially at psipog that are practising Pk and i don't think they "triggered the full crown chakra ability prematurely and suddenly", they are having results and nothing bad happened to them ! (at least considering they would have posted what happened in the forum) What is this, that means all they are very superior to me spiritually and that they are "gods" ready for siddhis ?! Does that mean that if they can do Pk it's because they have awakened kundalini ? Anyways i will not ignore your advices and work a little less but i am just afraid of this taking much more time if i train too few, and it's mostly now i need more, the psychic abilities not when i have 50 years! (note : one of the two main goals of me wanting psychic abilities is about using them as hobbies, as i HATE EVERYTHING other persons like to do for free times, i just like television and computer, and when i don't have that i am bored to death, and this depressess me a lot. And i won't even image when i get a job and have days in which i have nothing to do, it's like a prison, same in school...)
2. Doesn't opening the brow chakra before opening all the lower ones since the root chakra have the same kind of DANGER that opening the 7th chakra before the brow chakra is opened ?!
3. PLEASE can you tell me if with my stage of development it's safe to try to open my brow chakra (and throat chakra) ? Or if the symptons i have INDICATE that it's safe ?
Now about the flaring of dots :
It's really difficult to descrive the kind of flaring, as it's so fast and VERY TINY that i can't notice such lind of details as "round or like looking through a round hole". Anyways it continues to be ONLY yellow, and it's NOT only when using the computer, it happens in any place, but it continues to be very rare.
When you say "The next will be when it appears to have small silvery-white stars or points of light "shimmering" within it and finally golden lights or stars. Then, go ahead and open up the crown chakra by trying PK effects." :
Yes, these things seem to happen now more frequently, i mean, the waves, i do see them more often, and sometimes i can see yellow dots moving everywhere fast in a wavy pattern and in the last times they almost seem like little snakes "dancing" and they look more like blue instead of yellow. This only happens when i look at a spot without thinking in nothing, and in brigth background i see it better. Anyways this doesn't seem like stars, but they do look like points of ligth "shimmering".
Altough i don't seem to have improved in remote view, the best thing i can do is seeing (with the eyes) a very weak shadow of a shape that i visualize, but unfortunately it's seldom to have hypnagogic imagery at all, and this makes me think a bit that i am not training enough... (indeed i only practise remote view at night when trying to sleep, as during the day spending 10 minutes with eyes closed is very boring specially if i don't get results...)
Now about seeing auras : NO, when i said "i always used a lot the computer" i meant that my eyes are more sensitive to light because i use the computer A LOT since many years ago (since i was a child) and i always spend several hours per day, but i don't have headaches or eye strain as i am already used to using the computer a long time ago, maybe it's because that i do see afterimages so quickly even in a day that i don't use the computer.
Please don't forget this question : first, go to the link http://ourworld.compuserve.com/homepages/health_/seeau.htm
, and search the images with the two circles. Please notice what they say there :
."This exercise aims to stimulate the communication between both hemispheres of the brain, thereby increasing the "processing power" needed to see Auras."
."This exercise turns out to be extremely beneficial: 5 minutes of it doubles your bioenergy and promotes self healing."
What have you say about this, does that mean any kind of psychic development or brow chakra development ?
When i try that exercice, i can already cross my views without the finger, the problem is that the red circle (figure 2) always appears half-way above the blue circle when i have my views crossed, they say that is normal in males, but if that is normal, is it SAFE to FORCE to see the two circles at the same level ? I mean, if all males and females have that difference it would do any harm if i try to "equilibrate" both sides of the brain that way ?
Now about your comment about the pain on my crown chakra :
WHAT ?! That thing of the top part of my head being sore is dangerous ? It's a signal to slow down? Hum... but i am not really sure this is caused by energy work. I do get it sometimes even when working ONLY at the brow center, and also many times WITHOUT doing any energy work at all ! Besides when i practised pk i only felt activity in the brow center not in the crown, but curiously now that i know it's a ability of the crown chakra i do get tingling in crown chakra also even without thinking on that...
But after all you seem to be right, now that i only practise pk once a day about 5-10 minutes i think i am not getting the crown chakra pain anymore.
When you say " you're only 23, you don't have to finish this tomorrow – I'm 50 and I started 25 years ago, my latest vision quest (with 2 other shamans) is now in its 10th year" I KNOW that but don't tell me i can only HAVE psychic abilities in 50 years ?! I need them NOW, even i start with them very weak, but at least i would have SOMETHING to be motivated to train slowly and develop naturally, of course i am not interested in having them full power immediatly, i know that is dangerous (and almost impossible), but i want at least be able to move the psywheel or move VERY little things in short term, or do i have to wait all those years to develop low level pk ?!
WAIT A MINUTE ! When you say "No. You’re a regular human being, or at least showing some potential." about me saying that my dreams are always vivid might indicate a good developing of brow chakra :
Does this mean Robert Bruce is WRONG ? He said in his aura book : "Your dreams should also increase in frequency and become much more vivid, with more lucid dreams etc. This is another sign of your brow centre developing." so that means it's NOT true ? Well, i have asked that to you just to me be sure, but i do see a contradition here, who is right ?
What name do you give to hypnagogic imagery ? Sincerly i don't know which other name can i use to this, specially considering that english isn't my native language. Oh wait, image streaming ?
Now, about the "shocks" : well, i don't think that is the cause. I only started energy work and psychic training about a year ago, and before that i was COMPLETLY skeptic, and didn't even knew that psychic abilities even existed ! (i always tought it was fantasy from movies and cartoons in all my life), but i do have these shocks since many years ago. Is there any other cause for these "shocks" ?
NOW about your last post (in 15 may 2004 16:19:01) :
Wow i am much more relived now, after all i don't have to stop practising pk ? It's because in EVERY websites about pk they recommend training for 20 minutes and i do only 5 minutes... and if they are having results and i am not... that can only mean i am not training enough, or does EVERYBODY else is much better than me ?! Sorry about telling this, but sometimes i get really desesperated of many people having sucess in pk even at the first try and i can't do NOTHING. Not even a psiball, but the most strange of all is that n.e.w. have more or less good results on me, even tough i ONLY get physical sensations. Or then EVERYBODY here is a natural...
Ok, then now i will practise pk and remote view, by the way i think that while practising pk i am also practising aura vision, mostly because i stare at the object a long time.
Also i am practising about 5 minutes that exercice of crossing the eyes to see the cross in the circles, and sometimes i almost get it... But i have to lean my head to the left to see the circles equilibrated, does this "hinder" my development and should it focus on forcing to see the circles equilibrated without leaning my head ?
When you say "Sounds Ok. This throbbing should go away, its just the frontal lobes getting" wait a minute, this is not like throbbing. When i said sore, it's mostly when we have sore limbs, from when we do exercice after a long time of not doing it. Only it's directly in the place of brow chakra, i don't think it's strong enough to be throbbing, it's a minor pain, it doesn't look like a headache at all, and when i press my finger there it hurts a little. But indeed it can be the frontal lobes getting used to the sensations, after all nothing physical has hit my forehead so there is not other normal explanation for being sore in there ! Also i do feel this specially when practising remote view even if i don't get results (which for me is a bit strange). Also it's very rare to have a headache. I just have headaches when i change sleeping times.
About your paragraph "I'd stay at the low PK level you're at for the moment." :
Do you consider practising pk with hands near as high pk level ? Then what do you consider as low level pk ? Trying to move a grain of sand ? Anyways of course i will only practise low level pk, i didn't even think about high level pk as i know that takes a long time. That's strange, i do see already dots and even snake waving lights but i don't have any progress on remote view and much less AP.
Now, a big question : does remote view is enough to develop the brow chakra? Can i skip practising AP ? It's because i am overweight and i can't NEVER fully relax my body at 100%. I already tryed every position but i am NEVER confortable. Even at night i have to roll over each 5 minutes... I would really like to practise AP but i can't because of that. Can this be learned without having the body 100% relaxed ?
As i said, i will skip the kundalini part of your reply, if not this is becoming too long, more than it's already.
My FINAL question today : is it true that to open the third eye chakra it's necessary to not have problems with bad karma ? A person that haved a (premature) kundalini arousal told me that, is that true ? I generally have good karma, but many things i do not know if they are good or bad karma, should i really have to worry about karma when working on chakras, specially the brow chakra ?! Kind of, if we have bad karma, that thing of premature kundalini arousal happens easier ?