Hi lady,
Is it not obvious to you now why you are experiencing these symptoms? We are not to use "gifts" for our personal desires, for that is misuse of ability.
The lack of concentration is a symptom of the times we are in.. many are experiencing feelings of dislocation, disconnection from people and the world around them and loss of meaning, etc. This is perfect for this time. It is time now to work on clarity, using simple methods to assist yourself with.. you may find that what worked for you previously now does not, and this too is perfect for now.
May I suggest simply focusing on your tasks and purpose, focus on your health, mentally, physically and spiritually. You cannot be right for others if you are not right for yourself. And I do not mean right as in being correct.
Lastly, read the new thread about the Hopi statement. I may help to put things into perspective for you a little more. Here's the link..
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_astral_chat/new_hopi_statement-t28983.0.htmlBe well sister.