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« Reply #4 on: June 30, 2009, 04:09:17 » |
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Hi. I recently went thru what you are talking about. Basically, I was into OBEs, etc., for over 20 years. I decided to contact a university to perform experiments related to dreaming. I was so familiar with remote viewing before that. But, we did some remote viewing experiments, and I had strong success. That actually surprised me. And, after that I learned a few things about what was going on ... started to appreciate duality of the self so to speak (higher self or whatever you want to call it). While I was into this stuff for years, I never had so many clear validations of the truth of this stuff. So, when this happened, my view on life changed. It was very exciting, and also very unsettling. In a few weeks, I started to then feel trees, and objects, etc., again to my surprise. And, I started to see auras. All this was to my surprise. It all seemed and still does, so comical, and peculiar, and wonderful. And, it was very unsettling for a few weeks. I needed to find balance with it. Among other things, that came from learning to feel the chakras, and realizing which chakras were at play and how to essentially control their opening and closing too. Anyway, I dont read about this type of stuff. I am mostly a self learner. So, I dont really know the common terms. In any event, now I am totally changed. But, not in any way myself as a person. Just what I know to exist. And, it is so much better than before. But, it is still strange at times. For example, even writing this feels strange to me. I have so many friends and family members that would not understand. But, yet, there are many folks out there that do. And, after all, my goal has always been to move towards truth. ANyway, short answer is you wont really change. I am still the same goofball that I was before. But, I think if you do cross the line, you need to be balanced. I think folks can go insane or have troulbe if they assume too much or let fears drive them. Remember, no matter what you see or learn, you still only have a fragment of it all ... maintain faith, and dont assume or overindulge. And, be silly. And, I suppose, remember to learn how to balance things ... some folks talk about grounding. That is rather important ... else, you can be spaced out... get headaches, etc. But, with balance, it is very good. See you, Spark
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