Hello
I have posted here about strange events and things that are happening to me since my February 2011 "Awakening". The best thing to come of that is it brought me to the Astral Pulse for answers.
Probably the worst thing though is this constant burning foot syndrome I have. Yesterday it just got really bizarre.
I experience very hot feet, especially at night. Since last February 2011 I have also had my toenails suddenly starting to rot. This brought me to my family doctor, since that time I have had to have the same toe nail surgically removed twice and a number of tests, blood, etc to find the cause of my burning feet. Everything came back negative, no Diabetes, my circulation to my feet was a bit weak, but not unusual for my age, that being 48. The next step was to bring in a foot Specialist/Podiatrist. He had me undergo his tests as well, the test results were negative for any sensible reason he could find for the hot feet. Five weeks ago I had to go to him again to have that same troublesome toenail extracted, but this time killed as well. Just last week I went back for a followup appointment and he found that the area wasn't healing at all. Once again, he couldn't figure out why.
On Monday we set up our Christmas Kiosk in our local store. Tuesday was our first day open. I am trying to document this the best I can, so please bear with me.
For the last 3 years I have been wearing Crocs or Croc like shoes. The ones with the open heels. The Podiatrist told me I should get some Or-thotics and wear better shoes with proper support. About 5 years ago I had bought a pair of Ecco shoes, very nice, $200 support shoes. Here is a picture of them. The soul is made of a soft spongy rubber. They are very comfortable shoes.
http://www.bing.com/images/search?q=ecco+shoes&view=detail&id=47143D17D61A0F5AD2339956788ABCCC6F96DCBD&first=36 So I left to the mall. I jumped in my truck and drove there. It takes me approximately 25 minutes to get there. Once at the mall I walked about 300 feet to get to the mall entrance, from there it was another 400 feet to our Kiosk. It was about 4 Pm when I arrived. Mary Jo and I split the shift, she takes the days, I take the nights. About 4:45 I noticed that it felt like my feet were sticking to the ground the kind of sensation you get when you walk in a puddle of sticky soda. My feet were also starting to get uncomfortably hot. I ignored this and kept working. The sticky sensation got worse now and I started noticing little bits of rubber trailing me on the ground. I thought that was strange. I turned my foot over and could see that I had a couple of "nubs" on the track that looked like they were wearing. An hour later and now my feet were extremely hot and the nubs on the shoes were "melting" off. Yes you heard me right melting. There was now a trail of melted rubber on the ground around my Kiosk. The mall maintenance guy came over because he could see bits of rubber all over the floor. I told him it was from me and that my rubber souls were melting off. He looked at me strange, like I would if he had said that. Now they have a strict rule in the mall that you can not take your shoes off. So, I just grinned and bared it. I called MJ about 8:30 and told her what had happened, she just laughed. I got home about 9:30, took my shoes off and was amazed at the sight. Both shoes were missing the nubs on the track, it did have the appearance of being melted off.
MJ got to the Kiosk in the morning on Wednesday and the entire mall maintenance crew were on their hands and knees with paint scrapers trying to get the melted rubber off the tiles. She then realized that I wasn't kidding when I told her Tuesday night that my shoes were melting.
I borrowed a camera so I could take some pictures of the shoes to show you. But unfortunately I don't know how to put them on here. I have them on my computer now anyways.
Today is MJ's birthday, so last night I went to bed at 12:30, normally I got to bed at about 4-5 am. I wanted to go in early to relieve her and allow her to enjoy her birthday at home. 2 hours after I went to sleep I awoke, feet burning like crazy. What woke me though was a Lucid Dream I was having about 3 bullies from my youth that were attacking MJ. My first reaction in the dream was to inflict much pain on them and I did. Then I found out that wasn't the answer and had to go through replays of the event for a number of times, until I got it right. So, I awoke, got up, ate a banana for calcium/potassium and went back to bed. Time was now 2:30 am. Well, back to the bully dream again, doh. I had to relive it over and over again. I guess I didn't solve the puzzle the first time. Now I awaken again, get up, go to the bathroom, fill the tub full of cold water and soak my feet and think about my current dream dilemma. The time now is 4:00 am. Then the thought comes, "hey wait a minute, these guy sare no longer in my life, so why is this effecting me now?" I then remember a technique I used to use that Delores Cannon teaches, whereas you visualize the person and a paper contract with that person. You then rip the contract up while saying, "I forgive you, I release you, I let you go. You are no longer part of my reality". So, I did this to all three guys and felt a sigh of relief. I then went back to bed, closed my eyes to go to sleep and the next thing I find myself "noticing". I sit there thinking, not now, I want to sleep. But nope, just noticing the darkness in front of my eyes, Then I hear "Ok, what do you want to know now". My first reaction is, did I think that or did I hear that? It's not good to analyze at this point, so I say "Ok, I'll play along". I then say "the Truth". The voice then says "You can't handle the truth, yet". I answer back, "Another time I guess". Then I continue noticing in this 3 dark zone for the next 3 hours. MJ wakes up at 7am, I say Happy Birthday to her and get up and start taking pictures of my shoes and writing this post now. Total time slept, 2 1/2 hours and yes, feet still burning.
In the last year or so I have exhausted all my efforts to get any kind of answer for this burning foot syndrome. As for the melting shoes. We have had a Kiosk in the mall at Christmas time for 12 years now. We sell our Dragons, Hand Carved Wooden Musical Animal Instruments, Himalayan Salt Lamps and our newest product is from a company named Pyramid of Life. The make replica Pyramids of the Russian Golden Tower Pyramids. They don't normally wholesale to anyone. There was only 2 places in the world you could get them. One was in the actual Pyramids in Russia, the other is from one of the co-inventors from Canada. I wrote them a letter a couple of months back, explaining that my dreams are full of Pyramids and that I am quite partial to them. I told them I have some customers in my mall that like unique things as well. They sold me 5 Mini Pyramid replicas and 5 Crystal Pyramids. The minis sell for $395, the Crystal for $195. We only have 1 Mini and 2 Crystals currently in our Kiosk, but these things are incredibly powerful. Pyramids are also known to be amplifiers as well.
Like I said, I have exhausted my resources looking for answers. I would love to hear your thoughts on my burning feet. I have tried grounding, have changed to thinner socks, no socks. Nothing seems to work. The doctor and specialists don't have a clue either. I will get those pictures of my melted treads up here too so you can see them. Seeing is really believing.
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