my name's eric, i am 32 and live in the united states of america, texas. i have always had an interest in my dreams. i still remember my first prominent childhood dream. i have also had an interest in the unknown or, "the other side." i remember, as a child, trying to go to sleep alone in my room and suddenly feeling a presence with me. something got close enough to whisper, "eric" in my ear. i remember feeling the entities breath. i was terrified, turned on all the lights and jumped back to bed pulling the sheets over my head. i think it was then i turned off whatever ability i might of had. there were a few other instances in my early years, but nothing quite as clear. i had a conscious out of body experience in my youth- i was laying in the back of my dads car as he was driving us home- staring out towards the clouds i began to drift away from my body. it was a blissful experience.
through out my life i've experienced phantom scents and phantom touch and during my disciplined years i began to see streaks of light and translucent misshaped orbs of colour over people and animals. i've had dreams of aliens and angels. at one point i thought i was a fallen angel. i've also a fond memory of a pack of celestial wolves. in high school i was totally absorbed again with my dreams. by the time i got to college, i started to experience sleep paralysis. in 2008 i have had 3 very prominent dreams that have reignited an interest and have lead me down very interesting avenues. it was in a dream i learned the word sufi which would also connect with the initiation dream from before but the connection wouldn't be made until 10 years later.
before knowing lemurian was a thing, i met a friend from work. on my ride home, thinking- "who is this person" i remember saying, "he is lemurian." i was so uncertain about the word i had to research it, besides my shock to find it actually meant something i also believe it is an accurate assessment.
i am fascinated by all of this and synchronicity- it is mind blowing to me, how consciousness will acknowledge the little i in any given moment and even manipulate the material world to do so. it isn't just numbers or license plates, it can be anything. i believe i have had a meaningful conversation with a spider once. i have had a crushed rose manifest in order to acknowledge me- a white peacock was lost in our neighborhood on easter day. the kids in our neighborhood were so intrigued. i have always had a fear and fascination/sadness with death. i believe for this reason, the green man aka the peacock angel is the one to have initiated me. i haven't been able to share with to many people. it is why i am here and putting it all out here. i have always had an interest in writing and have been to a couple of forums. there's so much more, so much more. i suppose this is a start. i am tired and find i have two or three different writing styles. i was let go from work because we were affected by covid19. i am in between jobs, currently working two part time gigs. i will say as a kid i thought it was matter of fact that there were 9 earth like planets and have had a memory of a, "future" life of leaving the planet earth. i also believe to have a memory of existing in darkness without form which might have been the womb.
that's all for now... thanks again for the warm welcome. now you know a little bit more about me and my interest.
on a separate note i do enjoy hearthstone, if anyone plays let me know- we can connect in other ways.
kind regards... <3
eric aka tides
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