well i'm back *hangs his head in shame*

[i smoke and drink coffee]

Hello again.

I couldn't stay away for very long!  The internet and forums like the Astral Pulse have been my life for many years, and I am sorry if you took offense to anything I have wrote.

It's not all bogus.  Some people just don't understand, even I don't understand why I hear voices or any of that.  In my original view, some eleven years ago, the voices were caused by satellites.  This whole mental illness thing is bogus, I'll say that much.

Thank you for your feed back, regardless of my initial reaction.  I am a very frustrated and mentally defunct person, for all that talk I make about phantasy, I can't even do it anymore.

I would like to put down an informative post about phantasy.  Due to my god belief and seeking after blessings from above, I have become weak.  While phantasy might ultimately prove to be a sorcery, it is my belief that we can not exist without some normal fantasy.  It is part of the  thought process, part of how we organize our memories and participate in the access to the higher dimensions.

I have much more to say, that's part of why I came back.  I'm addicted to the internet, and I love people on here more than people that I associate with in real time physicality.  I am sorry.  But when people start telling me to seek professional help, I look at it like it is completely bogus.  Those people just force feed bad drugs that diminish the physical equivalents of spirituality.  There is no help from those people.  If you told me to seek out a shaman or an occult wizard, it would have been different.  Those psychologists are power greedy and money hungry, they have the easiest lives of any practicioner of medicine, and their practice is not valid in my opinion.

That was the problem, and part of why I took a few days abscence.

More to say, certainly.  I will check on my other posts, and see if anyone has responded.  I'm here to help, and if a fully devoted religious phantasy is not your thing, that's fine.  I'm not forcing anyone to phantasy.