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Blazewind
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« Reply #2 on: January 29, 2008, 19:36:23 » |
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I have had one encounter with a deceased loved one, during an unintentional projection. This was the one and only time I have ever projected while aware of it, and starting from a wakefull state, but I somehow did it without even trying. Anyway, I somehow found myself standing on the edge of a cliff, looking forward into nothingness. I walked closer to the edge of the cliff and looked over. I seemed to be standing on a cliff in the middle of the universe or something. all i could see beofre me, and below the cliff was blackness, although I could see distant stars glittering far away. As I continued to look out there I began to see swirls of color forming in the blackness. Suddeny as I looked straight ahead again, there stood my grandfather, who had died in the past year. He looked just as he had in life, even wearing his favorate old grey button down sweater, over his clothes. stood as if if was an everyday thing to do, right in the middle of... nothing. I was somehow, however, not too amazed to see that nothing was under his feet holding him up. I was well aware that the laws of psysics did not apply there in the same way they do here. He looked at me, as if not at all surprised to see me at all, and I wondered, did he call me there? he came closer to the cliff's edge, and I stayed where I was and waited to see what he would say. "I made it over alright," he said to me. "It was easier than always thought. The whole process of dying and going over to the next world, I mean. I miss all of you though. Nice to see you again, and be able to talk to you." I looked around bit more, unsure still of exactly where I was and how I had gotten there in the first place, but trusting that I could get back home if I really wanted to. "come out here," he said to me suddenly, and I suddenly began to feel nevrvous. Beging used to life as a physical being, I could not imagine deliberatly stepping off a cliff I recall that I shook my head at first, unwilling to try. He held he hands out though, insisting that I trust that I wouldn't fall I took a leap of faith and stepped close to the edge, then stepped off, into nothing below. And I stoode as though on solid ground. It was the wierdest thing ever to stand on nothing at all. I don't know if he said anything else to me. i relly don't recall, even how I got back. I just suddenly started to drift back to wakefullness, and could hear the sounds in the room again.
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