Ap's coming on naturally & getting over fear

[ralphm]

The more you keep trying and the more you experience the more you will realize there is nothing to fear but fear itself.

[Meg]

Makaveli,

Don't get too stressed, I think your subconscious (or whatever it is thats controlling all this stuff!) will know when you've had more than you can handle.

I went through a time last year when my OBE learning curve went through the roof for several months. It was sooo intense, almost too much to handle. The last few months things have eased off. Its given me a chance to assess what I've learned and start making sense of all the implications that has on my life.

For now just go with it.

Meg x

[Makaveli]

After I first tried projection a few weeks ago it's getting a little too easy to get strong vibrations to where I know I'm about to get out of my body.  It's happened about 30 times in the last few weeks where I was sure that I was about to come out of my body with the vibrations and odd sounds that come on but I've only been brave enough to go through with it and project 2 times the other times I just try to wake myself up so before it happens.  All I have to do now to bring that on now is relax and stare at the back of my eyelids for 10 or 15 minutes then I roll over on my side and try go to sleep like I normally would and it happens but it seems to be getting too easy so is it possible that it's starting to come naturally for me cause I don't know if I want that now?  

My first time out I was paralyzed and floating above my bed and couldn't see at first but I had no control over myself except for my astral left arm so that was scary, the second time wasn't bad at all but I don't remember it clearly.  Is there an easy way to get over the fear of projecting cause I really want to do it but panick before the split most of the time?