I thought I would wait a little until I post another OBE from my journal, but I decided to cheer up the forum with a positive experience and drive the thoughts of fear and demons away for a while
This OBE happened in May 2006, about a month after I lost my father to cancer. This was the hardest time of my life and to this day the pain still remains, but accompanied by comfort and understanding.
"Finally I got out this morning after few weeks of heavy emotional blockages not letting me.
I usually wake up every morning around 6 am, no matter what time I go to bed at night. After I open my eyes, I get wide-awake instantly. But this morning I woke up, I looked at the clock and it was 6.30am. For some reason my eyes felt heavy and my mind was extremely tired. I though to myself “I can`t wake up, I need to sleep”. So, I turned to my favorite position and I was drifting back to sleep, when I heard a voice in my head saying “It`s time”. I knew instantly what that meant and I raised the thoughts of being out of body. As I was drifting rapidly into unconsciousness, I was repeating “I am out of body” and initiated a swaying motion from side to side. The effect was immediate and the vibes came quickly. I got out and I went into the living room. I don`t know why, but I decided to wait there for my father. After several seconds of silence, I started calling him” daddy, daddy”. I expected him to appear out of a thin air, but instead I saw through the window that he was coming from outside. He opened the front door and he entered the living room. He was not alone. There was a little girl walking next to him. I have never seen her before. She was smiling and she sat quietly on the couch. I threw myself into my dad`s arms and we hugged. I felt so much love and happiness radiating from him. I felt overwhelmed, because I was able to hold him again and actually be with him consciously. It was amazing. Then, I asked him “ Are you ok dad ?” He smiled and said “ Sweetie, you don`t have to worry about me, tell you mom to stop crying, because there is no reason. You will understand one day.” I noticed that he looked the way when he was around 30 years old. Thick, lengthy hair, nicely shaped muscles. Then I turned my attention to the girl, who was still sitting on the couch. My dad understood that I was wondering who she was and before I asked anything, he said “ This is one of my guides. They are showing me things. They can take any form they want and because at the moment I am thinking about the time you girls ( me and my sister) were little and how happy we were then, I really missed those times. So, Coila (the guide) took a form of a little girl, so I can feel happy” She actually looked like my sister, when she was little. Same long straight dark hair with bangs and big green eyes. Then I turned to my dad and hugged him again. At this moment I was back to my body.
I am so happy now, to find him in spiritual progress. He has already realized many things and felt quite comfortable in the new environment. I still have so much to talk to him, but those OBEs don`t last as long as I wish. Oh, well at least I got to hold him in my arms again, which is priceless, considering the main belief that death separates you forever from your loved ones. Obviously this is not the case, and this meeting with my father was more real than any events I have had in this world. "
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