RTZ and flying at will, my ootb.

[blidge]

Hi all, I had an ootb last night,the 3rd in 2 nights a record for me, but to the point. When I Have an ootb i have goals that I want to achieve and try to when I can. Without going through the whole experience I can tell u that I repeat to myself awareness clarity and energy over and over to gain more awareness etc, and it works.

I exited my physical body by stepping out, walked through my bedroom door down the hallway down the stairs to my front door all the time repeating my mantra. Standing at my front door of my house I wanted to walk through the door into my front garden, so I said into my garden and ended up some where else when I walked through my door.

It was dark initially so I asked for light repeatedly and it became light. As I Have said I have goals and one of them is flight. I look up and see stars and clouds and I want to fly there so I put my arms like superman and start to fly on my command but I cant get any height maybe 6 feet or so.

I try with determination to get higher but can't. I know that there is no gravity and I even said to myself"im going to ignore how high I fly" so I wasn't scared but just couldn't fly how I wanted.

My question is why didn't I walk into my front garden instead of somewhere else ie RTZ and also why can I fly a little but not how I wanted to even with real desire to do so? Do u have issues with fight?

Thanks any answers appreciated

[Kzaal]

When I had the experience of flying all I was jumping. Exactly like in the matrix I focused all my energy on that initial push then when I started falling back to the ground I jumped in the midair again.It felt like a double jump but with more power. When I gained enough height I just laid down horizontally and pushed like if I was jumping and it worked!
I was getting chased tho so I really wanted to get out of that place. And I also wanted to try it deeply so that I could finally feel what it is like.