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Author Topic: Old Projector, New Fears: Paranoia?  (Read 509 times)
Laurel
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« on: July 08, 2003, 04:31:29 »

I have a lot of unplanned OOBEs and have had them since I was little. I feel really lucky and happy to have had these experiences and, though there were times when my real-time projections tended to feel very creepy, my projections have always been pretty fear free. As a teenager, I found out the name for OOBEs and learned how to cause them.

I've gone through a few years of not doing intentional OOBEs, and now I've started to do them again. The problem is that whenever I lay down to practice, I get this very unpleasant sensation that I'm being watched by an unpleasant or mean energy (before I've done any preliminary preparations), and then I begin to feel anxious and not interested in projecting.

Has anyone else experienced this sort of thing, and how did you overcome it?

The main factors I think may be causing this:
1. I have recently started to doubt my spiritual/psi knowledge and abilities. Everything I thought I knew how to do now seems very minor, perhaps invalid. I think this may leave me feeling unprotected.

2. My house is a place of bad energy due to poor location and layout, past violence in the house, and my own tendency to draw yucky energy to places I live.

3. My psychic and psychological sensitivies to the above.

I'd like to try to AP from a place other than my house, perhaps a relative's house or a hotel, sometime. That way I might see how much environment is affecting me. In the meantime, does anyone have ideas on the "paranoid feeling"?

Thanks!
Laurel
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