(note):dam this post turned out alot longer than i thought it would
Hello I am new to Astral Pulse. Last night I had the two most interesting dreams of my life.
I don't remeber the begining parts of them very well but I remember the ends.
The first dream I was playing some dream-video game of starcraft and the dream switches to a place I've been many times before but never remebered concoiusly. Its amazing how much crazy and wierd work goes on in your dreams that you dont remeber. There are entire worlds out there that you dont remeber. In your dreams.
This is a scary place but its a place of truth. The feelingings are very tripped out and strange. Pretty much I was zooming around inside my energy field/chi or lets just say inside of my body. I was feeling my organs and their supression and pains. It was like being aware of all the inner workings of the body from the organs point of view. I knew I had tapped into this place many times before but had never succeeded in helping much and sometimes damage was done. But this time was differnt. I had Energy. So pretty much I felt my respritory system had problems and pretty much I felt my entire energy/body was being held back by this "block" in my heart. I went deeper and deeper until I was controling my heart and I was freeing the energy inside of it.
This was an extremely intense feeling of inflamation and pain and moving through a dam of blocked energy. My heart was doing flip flops and the pain started to wake me up. I realized that not onnly was all of this real, but either I was having a psychologically induced heart attack, or I was freeing my heart of major diseased forces. I was 90% awake and started to try to tone down the energy as I was actually afraid I might die.
Now I was awake and the feelings were just the same as in the dream and I was completley amazed. I spent 5 minutes sending energy through my body as feelings and energy felt like they were being freed up. There was pain at first and twitchings and moving shards of pain but then just a feeling of love energy and higher vibrations. I eventually started to calm down but I felt way different and better. Eventually maybe hour or half hour later I went back to bed satisfied with my healing.
Some higher dreams insued but I dont remeber them. The last thing I remeber is the most important, and that is of me being in a room like say a bathroom with a big mirror on the wall. I was standing there and there was a weight on my back. There was someone on my back. This person was me. Or should I say an identical me. He was grabbing onto my back like a monkey or someone doing a piggy back and pulling as hard as he could to get me out of my body through the back of my neck, head, or spine area. I felt strong vibration and I was being rocketed, but my subcouncious mind started to become scared as the whole scene was very creepy and the face of my twin became evil and trashing around. I knew it was okay though and he was working for me and kept trying to go out of body but instead I ended up waking up with vibrations still going through my body. All of this happened in a mater of seconds.
That was the closest I've ever come to OBE.
Ever since the heart dream I've felt better/differnet and when I give people hugs I feel intense love.
Its been about 14 hours.
What am I to make of these dreams?
I think healing through dreams is real and that maybe one of the best ways to go out of body is to leave through chest if lying on back and leave through back if lying on front. I was lying on my front and I realized the he was on my back because of the subconcoius pressure or warmth on my front or something. Its like the people who get a demon siting on their chest when they lie down on their back.
Has anyone else had dreams like these?
The things i could help contribute to these events are that I took acetyl carnitine, ive been practicing strong concentration meditation of my own kind which ive been perfecting over the last two weeks, and i think im falling in love, with someone who is now living in my house but it is complicated and she has a boyfriend and is pregnant and he doesnt want her to abort and is very emotional about it, but shes starting to lean towards his side and shes only 25 too young i think, but the first time i met her i felt we had a connection ive sent energy toward her and she always always reacts somehow its very wierd. i feel like ive known her forever. shes extremeley beatiful so much its hard to stare at her and she has an amazing crazy personality and she is flirty with me as i am with her. however it has been immesnley frustrating not being able to tell her how i feel because of her situation and i want whhats right for her, but all ive been feeling and thinking about for the last few days is this girl and feelings of primal excitment and love but also frustration. whenever she leaves the house i can barley move i feel and just lie there on the couch until she comes back. its absolutley insane for me to feel this way towards a girl ive know for a handful of days but its how it is.
Okay sorry about the effing love story but i think it contributes.
Open to all replies peoplez