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« Reply #15 on: May 24, 2004, 02:26:04 » |
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I was having one AP and a lot of the most beautiful women were ignoring me and it was getting me annoyed. I said to myself “HaY this is my dream and I should be able to do what I want” a guy standing behind me says “Have you looked at yourself in the mirror?” I said “that’s a good idea.” My pants were on sideways and my hair messed up, my belt was loose. I thought to myself I look like a bum. I straighten myself up and picked up the first beautiful girl walking by. We finally found a place to be alone and the sex felt normal but she seems to have become kind of sleazy after penetration, not that there is anything wroung with that and I awoke to soon.
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« Reply #16 on: May 24, 2004, 14:48:52 » |
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Thanks Major Tom, I know that it's a bad habbit, but I'm in this specific moment of my life when I decided to become "virgin Mary " again(no means of offending anyone here.)..So sexual mind wandering is actually one of the very few pleasures I have in life right now.I've always had a huge libido and I can't imagine breaking the habbit. I know that I should be concentrating on other things, but sex is just really an important issue in my life...so...I decided to give it up in real life(not forever though;))...but giving up fantasizing about it is just impossible. maybe if I meet mr Right in 1000 years I'll solve it somehow...for now I guess I'll just keep saying "later"  ) Holy cow!Holy reality!!...I really don't know what to say...I just thought that the incorrect anatomy could be somehow related with you being a virgin...no means of offending you, but if I did something a hundred of times, I just get used to the way it should look or feel...hmm..so maybe with time it should change.. one more thing ..I often have the "double mind" or "triple mind"effect while in obe...like I feel what the person I'm having sex is feeling and thinking....pretty amazing, what you can find out.Anyone has experienced this?? |
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« Reply #17 on: May 24, 2004, 15:46:08 » |
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Holy Reality...I've eperienced and understand your problem.
You may know for sure, that there are dreams in which women are not fluid and ugly or turn to puppets, but are full of joy and brightness, and Mozart divertimentos are played in the background. Reality fluctuations will occur when you try to interact/perceive something that have no energy field behind. If you're in a mixed projections around F21/22, some dream objects are maintained only by your constant flux of attention. Perhaps they have been had someting behind them, which triggered your sensory system to make that picture, but its cause ceased to exist. Due to the reason that your system can't accept abrupt changes, it will try to sustain the envelope pictures. If you would turn away, weaken you concentration by thinking, or directly order your system to reconfigure itself, those elements would dissolve.
At first, some of your partner would act like a real person, but turn into puppets when things get interesting for your penis. Those partners supposed to be real people who waked up by her (his?!) own arousal. Sex in the dream state is something that is not easy to practice. The somatosensory feedback seems to be much more greater than in the waking states. If you touch your lower body and amplify the residual feelings awakening is almost granted. These feedback diminish only when the constant feedback between the projected and projector carriers become impossible by relativistic time distortion in the "deep astral." By the way, when you reach that point your partners are not humans anymore, but other conscious energy fields trying to recombine their informational structure with yours.
Sometimes the sexual stimulation are performed directly on your bioplasm body by external forces, triggering your subconsciousness to have a sexual dream. If this dream have to collapse by overstimulation or safety reasons, you may find yourself in a paralysed state experiencing the work of your sensory sytem as tring to interpret your attacker as incubus/succubus, gnome, jellifish, or something proper picture you have registered in your vocabulary.
Your subconscious has a built-up security system, so you're forced to wake up, when something is turn to wrong. If you go for slutty women and don't look behind, you will be awakened within moments - again and again until you'll learn your lesson and hold back your horniness until a proper environment emerge or got the ability to create some entertainment for yourself.
so be careful, but keep in mind, that my penis is bigger than yours:
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« Reply #18 on: May 24, 2004, 18:09:27 » |
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Actually I am worried about the lack of control during it.You're right that I don't wanna let go of it completely, but that's another story.
Thanks for the imput, but no harm would have been done if you could have been a bit more polite.
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« Reply #19 on: May 24, 2004, 21:23:43 » |
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« Reply #20 on: May 24, 2004, 21:31:29 » |
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please..
You can get me anytime you want.
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« Reply #21 on: May 24, 2004, 21:32:41 » |
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thanks upstream,
I know, I know;))
Hope you like the Western Sahara, cause I've been on Synai a month ago, and unfortuneately it wasn't the best trip I've had...so I hope yours is a million times better.
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« Reply #22 on: May 24, 2004, 21:37:18 » |
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you know, it's a never ending enjoyment... but something is missing
perhaps you?
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« Reply #23 on: May 24, 2004, 21:47:46 » |
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Oh, really? Thanks my darling...  |
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« Reply #24 on: May 24, 2004, 21:53:08 » |
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auch! sexy beast...I'll do my best to keep the image of that face, next time I have a trip!
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« Reply #25 on: May 24, 2004, 22:04:21 » |
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could it be what happened back in 1979 to a lady that was sexually assaulted many times. thats where the movie "the Entity" came from.Any body remember this?
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« Reply #26 on: May 25, 2004, 17:56:50 » |
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where did that picture come from upstream? It's rather disturbing....
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« Reply #27 on: May 27, 2004, 13:01:33 » |
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I has a semi lucid dream this morning where I encountered a woman who looked like Linda Blair, the women who played in the Exorcist movie. I met her a few years ago. She had a beautyful tan and was naked except she had flesh colored paint with sparkles of silver all over her body. I could not get my eyes off her. I female friend came up and introduced her to me. Boy was I excited. I was thinking about asking her for sex but she just looked so good. She asked me why I ran away from her, I did not remember doing this. I awoke and tried to WILD back to her but was unsuccessful. What a disapointment. Linda Blair if your out there I love you, write soon. Ha. Keep smiling.
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« Reply #28 on: May 23, 2004, 07:09:31 » |
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Things are slow tonight so I thought I would post a new topic. I also know anything that mentions sex on this site gets alot of reads/responces. Does anyone experience being touched sexually while in the sleep paralysis state? Several times I have awoken and experienced being touched sexually after a woman has said hello. I have read of people helping during exit or the Old Hag putting presure on a persons chest, even sex after exit but not sex during paralysis. I have however read of the fear of a sexual attack from someone who might be moving in the next room. It would have been the last thing I would have expected to experience. I had an OBE in the RTZ and met a women in my living room. I asked her if she is the one who touches me and she reported she is my cleaning lady and she does not touch me. I met a physic who told me the woman was clearing my house not cleaning it.
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