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« Reply #18 on: February 15, 2005, 21:52:16 » |
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Hello everybody! I found here so many interesting ideas...so I try to share one of my experiences...It’s so impressive to ‘travel in the astral’, but I was never sure that this is a lucid dream or an OOBE… There’s such a thin difference between an OOBE and a lucid dream…
Let me give you an example. Last year, I’ve tried to be more ‘aware’ in those OOBE I had, to remember more about ‘who I am’! OK, I said, I don’t know ‘WHO I REALLY AM’ …but what can I do? I want to remember at least who I am right now, in this not-so-important present of mine…I don’t want to go there AND NOT remember that I am there…I want to remember this sequence of life-time , this ID in which I am suppose to be alive now… I want to have a connection between me in the real life, and me inte real OOBE! I don't want to feel like two different persons!
I’ve start doing a very common psychological practice; repeating in the day time what to not forget in the night time!!!
“Remember who you are, while in OOBE!’ ‘Do not forget your identity!’ ‘This is my name, this is who I am now, look at me!’
I was doing this practice every night, before going to sleep.
That was very strong and very effective. First at all, in the first nights, the ‘dream source’ reacted like didn’t like my practice. This was so strange and so painful! I was just falling at sleep, then I was remembering my goal - “Remember who you are!’ ‘Do not forget your identity!’ ‘This is my name, this is who I am now, look at me!’ …then the dream suddenly was stopping his plot! I was like threw away…out of the dream! I was awake! I tried again and again, and the ‘dream’ was like hesitating, giving me a short movie of hypnological images, then pushing me out of the plot, as soon as I was trying again to ‘remember’ …‘who I am’!
After a few weeks, I got very tired by not having much sleep or any sleep at all! So I decided to forget about my practice for a while. I decided to remember …not from the beginning, but somewhere in the middle, or in the end; I did it so and the result was quite humoristic!
For instance, I’ve got in a dream plot and I didn’t say …‘who I am’ from the beginning; I didn’t say anything, pretending to be handle by the dream! It was something like a party, very important persons of a high society –unknown for me…everybody talking about the ‘heights’ and someone absolutely important was just coming there. He was a representative of the ‘Higher’… So, when he show up, I stepped in front of him and told him aloud: ‘You must know who I am! I remember ‘who I am’! I am always remembering you and your dreams when I am waking up, but you don’t do the same thing, you don’t remember about me when you go back, I don’t know where…YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER ABOUT ME!!!’
I was suddenly so lucid! I was looking to him like to a very common image of a dream, keeping a lucid distance between me, a real person, and him, a temporary image!
That was like in a novel by Bulgakov – ‘Master and Margareta’!
Everybody was terrified, nobody was talking anymore, it was like a threat in the air… All those people were waiting the answer. Then the HIGHER GUEST said… ‘OK, we will send somebody to you…’ (So, he was…’WE’!)
After this, I’ve start having kind of a power not to get captured by the dream…
In every night, I was just getting in the sleep, when suddenly I was finding myself there, in my room, somehow over the bad, invisible up in the air, having no body and looking indifferently to my sleeping body, sometimes looking to all the family, or to the kitties… Everyone was sleeping, I was up… Sometimes it was sooo boring…I was getting downstairs and looking to the windows. The light was quite missing, it was almost dark…I was very much aware that I was out of my body, but no emotions…
Then, I’ve start having a different contact with all dreams. This time, the dream was from the beginning juts a little round light, like on a stage – a light of a reflector; inside the circle, I’ve seen my image and some one else’s, making together the action…I was totally lucid, I was watching just a little bit, like at a movie screen, then I decided to turn my back to all this, and the movie was disappearing… The dream was going away. I was alone in my room. Now, I am able to repeat this ; I can get out of the dreams and be foe a short time a master of my self.
The dream is taking us like prisoners; it’s like a part of a program – first we have to be prisoners of a material reality, then we are like swallowed by the dream, and we forget everything… There are very short periods of time to find a way to be really free…Then, when we really are free, we don’t really know what to do with this!
I was dealing with the dream in this way for a while; seeing it like a little ‘projection’, a movie on a screen, taking it if I want to, not taking it most of the time…
I didn’t find a convincing practice or theory about how to dominate your dream from the beggining... Have you ever had the feeling that the dream is like a …TRAP??? (I am not talking about the Jungian perspective…)
Did you ever fight it?
What practice should increase the memory…?
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