Hello. It's all right if you don't believe me, no hard feelings. At first it made me feel hurt, but I have to understand, you don't KNOW me and I don't blame you for being sceptical. I am not a liar, not in the slightest bit, but I'm aware there are liars out there and can't blame people for not automatically trusting me.
In the time that has passed since I wrote this post, a lot, lot more has happened which leads me to believe what I'm dealing with here is a deliberate attack by some sort of.. professional (if there is such a thing, and I'm talking about a human) OR.. demonic. Either that or some sort of crazy poltergeist. All these definitions, they all seem so silly to me because as humans I know we truly cannot define what we don't understand, but they are the only words I know.
I also wanted to point out that this situation not only involves me but my loved ones (my roomate and his 5 year old little boy), all of us have had encounters, including more than one time where this "thing" exposed itself visually to me and my roommate and we both saw it at the same time.
Beyond physical attacks, other things have been happening too. The other night I was here alone and I spent a good amount of time in prayer, and felt a lot better. I was happily cooking dinner when I looked over at my knick knack shelf and felt this weird feeling, and watched as my little book of angels was violently knocked across the room. Nice. The vibe I got was almost like a ticked off little kid rather than something truly EVIL. There was a sense of corruption there, but not as dark and "wrong" as other negative forces I've dealt with in the past. It was like "Hey. You aren't looking at me! bonk you! Look at me!"
Last night, my roommates car was vandalized, on the inside (his stick shift ripped out), He has a full car alarm system with an indicator as to whether it went off or not(it didn't). The car was not broken into and nothing was stolen. Just the stick shifter ripped out. I'm not trying to jump to conclusions here, it's just very strange. I don't see how a normal person could break into the car without setting off the alarm, RIP out the stick shifter thing, then go back out of the car and reset the alarm system again. I'm not saying that it's impossible.. it's just...what? WHY?
The main "bad" area in our house is the little boys room. I feel bad that he is even sleeping in there. I walk in that room and it's a complete energy change. The air feels thick and tingly and maybe 5 degrees colder than the rest of the house. The little boy has been saying he feels scared when he tries to sleep at night and he has never said that before.
This thing is definitely connected to my roommate and the little boy more than myself. I had a good day here yesterday and when they came up the stairs and walked into the house all the lights dimmed down to a near brownout for about 1 full second, and there was a growl. Seriously. I know I probably sound crazy but there was a growl. I felt sick, irritated and anxious after that when I had felt fine all day and this "thing" wasn't bothering me.
Gosh I really don't blame anyone for not believing me lol. If this sort of thing hadn't been happening around me my whole life I wouldn't believe it either. I should point out I've been mildly psychic (I hate that word actually, it makes it seem like I can tell the future, I can't really) or, a better way of putting it would be empath or sensitive my whole life. I've had experience with a lot of different types of things but this is sort of a new one for me. It doesn't seem to be going away. It seems to be escalating.
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